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Monday, May 19, 2008
EAT and Grow Fat OUTIng - Sentosa May 08
Haha... juz woke up from my sleep after a day at sentosa playing volleyball (abit) , pinic under the blazing sun and photo taking until 6pm and a night of pingpong, majong, movie watching to morning at cheong's place. Wow... apparently i was very tired. the whole morning i was in a terrible daze. have to make a lot of them help me ard. i think when i was having my breakfast, i was sort of like sleeping mode. hehe...
looking forward for more sports activity planned. haha...
Thanks gals for making it wonderful a day.
shall upload pix when i manage to get hold on it from carol. hehe...
with that i am off to doze again...
Somehow i would want to remember this day, it was a friday where i send my ah shun uncle off to heaven. He is one who treated everyone very well when he was wealthy and takes care so many of his relative. During his peak, he often would lend helping hand towards us and many. In fact, my house used to have some furniture belonging to him. Even when he is into bankruptcy and later falling sick with cancer, he still cares a lot for the one around him. Him passing away right after mother day might be an act of his filal piety. He want to spend his last mother's day with "po po" and do not want to see "po po" to run in and out of hospice daily for so many hours. And "po po" is already 70++ years old already.
For another example, when he was bedridden in some hospice left with just a few months life, he could still encourage my mum that she could recover the mild stroke when my dad bought my mum to visit him. He even make an effort to call my aunt and his family members to shower concern to my mum. That was a very sweet move. Coz when my mum suffered from the mild stroke, not a lot of my dad side relative know abt it. But ah shun uncle shared his concern and encouragement for my mum through all those small effort even though he was in the very sick stage. I hold my respect to u. My mum always cry when he think of his effort.
The funeral wake was rather sad. When i was at mandai cementorium viewing hall with all the relative, a sudden rush of sadness was encapsulated in the small room. Everyone was sobbing like crazy n such. I also had my share of crying until my eye was quite swollen. I would like to remember this day for my uncle.
Haiz, i realised a pattern that most of my deceased relative usually passed away in May. my ah ma, uncle, my granny, my dad's biological mum, my ah gong... Life is sort of vulnerable. Sometimes we can't really control.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
SPORTS Week - MAY 08 Edition
KICK BOxinG- Wednesday( but dunno y after the session, whole body is aching like crazy. )
Riding a magnetic bike like those exercise equipment - 5km on thurs, 1km on fri, 5km on sat, close to 10km on sun-today( hmm.. the equipment is sort of my birthday present, so gona continue my new routine. hehe...)
TeNNiS in NUS- fri we(cheong, me, aman n andrew) play a few hours of tennis under the afternoon sun. it is rather weird to be in school playing sports at this period of time. coz it is still exam period for some of the student cohort. i think we met some weird stares. Haha... anyway it was quite okie, since i didn't really play much. coz my leg turn rather wobbly from previous day de exercise... hehe... so andrew run all the way loh...hehe...
TAbLe TeNNiS at clementi sports hall- continuing our sports day activity from school. from Tennis to Table tennis. haha... play for abt an hour of indoor table tennis. but i can say i sweat more playing table tennis lah... which i think it is more productive for me. hehe...
VOllEyBall at sentosa- sort of back to normal regime or activity schedule. buttttt..... i guess i have took too long a break n not play volleyball... i felt very stiff playing volleyball, on top of that my whole body simply is not listening to me, so much slower than usual. as all ppl may know, i am already quite slow le. so u can think yourself that i might be moving as slow as a tortorise. haha... too tired. dunno y... but juz take a break for while....
heeheee. next time shld include more sports to my new sports week. hehe...
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
4Hour wait at a dental clinic
Hmmm... from this experience of plain waiting, i could said it takes patience to wait for long hours... or rather i am the type where i slack a bit too much coz i dun feel much for the 4hr wait. it is juz part of procedure... BUT my mum hor, after the 1st hour she was already complaining like crazy. Then after the 2nd hour, she say she dun wan to wait and wanted to go to another dental clinic. so i was thinking R we crazy?? coz we had already wasted so long waiting at one clinic. then wait at another one??? so i insisted we wait for another half hour...
Morale of story: Persistence to completion of task takes patience
Exam finally over
But i would find it soon bah...LETS ALL ENJOY THIS MOMENT of rest 1st...hehe...
Gona plan for nxt semester de module then.i think everything shld be fine and back to normal once again.
Hope that the sentosa trip can resume once again.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Sending her off the last time
first on tuesday i received news that my dad's real mum passed away. (to cut short the story, my dad was the given away child since young to the elder bro, so i have 4 grandma, and 3 grandad... --- one set of them is the biological parents of my dad, one set of them is my current grandparents, then my mum side my grandpa got 2 wife... so i have a rather complicated history). yupe back to the point was that i didn't go down to the funeral wake on the 1st day due to exam. so i only make a trip down on wednesday.
Oh on that day that i went down, the 1st thing my long time no see uncle instead of asking how i am...
He started off:" How is your uni result?"
me reply:" not very gd, juz passed loh"
he replied:" very hard meh, thought shld be easy, my son got 4As wor..."
me embarassed and not sure wat to reply: stunned for a long time then said "Ok" and move away.
Following that during the funeral wake, we are not close to this side of the relative lah... to be frank lah, the biological side of my dad are not too close de wor. purposely avoided the irritating real sister of my dad... she oso super like to compare ppl and step on ppl de loh. i remember years ago, she say that me and my bro are shit lah, can't study de. haha... so i didn't even bother to speak to her. simply avoided her loh. Anyway, during the service, she is oso christian if i am not wrong, so she can't go through the chinese "dong dong chang" service. so most of the time, she and her kids are sitting at the side loh.
Anyway my family of 4 felt very out of place. coz we are not really part of that side of the family. somemore if u r the given away kid right, not very right to take both side of descendant thingy. As my dad say to me" we are the extra actor in the session." juz send my biological grandma off loh.
Then when we are through the service yesterday, an auntie who is the wife of that uncle who spoke to me abt my result de. something suprising caught me really off guard.
Conversation started off.
auntie: " sihui, come over!"
me and bro walk over to her
auntie: " hey, u muz called my daughter "jiejie- big sister"
me: thinking that her daughter is juz 19 to 20 years old. like 2 years young than me lah. wan me to call her jiejie... i was rather puzzled...
auntie further explained:" my husband is the 2nd bro, your dad is the 3rd bro. so meimei is higher you by one rank, so u shld call my daughter and son "jiejie and gaogao"
me: super suprised... then i reply:"meimei so young, where want me lao auntie to call her jiejie... then she would sound so old."
Then his son try to appease and say:" juz call name will do le lah"
Yah, can see how strange the environment is... but anyway i found some lame excuse and escape...weird weird de...
yupe. so it end off today finally. back to video watching and studying for exam bah...
Friday, April 25, 2008
Recent Updates on Study BReaK
today's paper was a bit too rushed.... i wasn't very prepared... took about 30mins to plan the stuff out then realised i got too much bull shit to share... haha... right after the paper, came over to central library to mug a bit of Managerial accounting notes.
haha... thanks to amanda and andrew.. they are sort of the motivation to come school and study. coz on tuesday i met up with amanda coz i simpily wan to pass her my forensic notes. then i join her for a while like from 1pm-6pm to study then off to clementi for dinner...
well, i dun think i would have continue the schedule without them. coz on wednesday, i did not return back to school. i went market with my ma... be the new maid and coolie on the day... so the whole morning and afternoon was used without studying much.... then night went for kickboxing... hoohooo
then thursday was raining so heavily... then no mood to move to school... hahah... then i received a sms asking whether i am studying in school anot... haha... so i travel my way to school to study a while ... thank u... hehe. even my mum oso encourage me to go skool study. coz i stay at home. i would slack no matter how urgent it is.. haha... terrible ah...
yeah. so done with the updating... i shall go print stuff and back to mug... came out to slack for quite some time already.
All the best to ppl who are going to take exam kkz...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Admiration for my kickboxing instructor
Today i found out that my hot, energetic kickboxing instructor is already 40 years old.
Oh gosh, she looks like she is in her late 20s lah... then she says she has 4 children and her eldest child is 21 already studying in NUS. oh my god... maybe exercise really works well to keep fit and not look like an old haggard lady aside from all the tonic to prevent oneself from getting old.
haha... she say she had been in this line for 10 over years. she is really good lah... by the end of the class everyone like panting all the way, she still can continue to laugh and instruct the class.
hmm... i think i might be continuing the kickboxing session for another 12 rounds. haha... i also can't believe i am going to do that... haha... but inspire by her commitment wor... that means that another portion of GST offset money would run down the drain wor...jiayou for me ah!!!

Hehe.. This is one of the best team i have in my school life. Everyone in the group is super efficient, so we had a good time working and drafting out the project!!!
Thanks vivien for the pix... haha...
My Exam is starting on friday!!!
Yesterday, seen a lot of ppl studying in school library, quite appalled by the population camping there. shall make a trip down to revise my work tml, with last min cramping of details. Hehe...
Everyone all the way!!!
back to mugging n kickboxing...Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Worlds most interesting bridges

In 1996 Gateshead Council launched a competition to find a bridge that would link developments on both sides of the River Tyne and also complement the existing six bridges crossing the river.There were over 150 entries. Gateshead residents voted for their favourite design from a shortlist of leading architectural companies.
The brief was to create a bridge for pedestrians and cyclists that:-Allowed ships to pass underneath;-Did not overshadow the world famous view of the existing bridges;-Didnâ?™t obstruct the Quayside.
Hangzhou Bay Bridge - China



The bridge has one of the longest cable-stayed main spans in the world at 490 metres (1,608 ft). The height of the highest pillar is 204 metres (669 ft). The total length of the bridge is 7,845 metres (25,738 ft), which is approximately half the distance between the Swedish and Danish landmasses, and its weight is 82,000 metric tons. The rest of the distance is spanned by the artificial island Peberholm (Pepper islet) (4,055 m), named as a counterpart to the already existing Saltholm islet, followed by a tunnel on the Danish side. The tunnel is 4,050 metres (13,287 ft) long, a 3,510 metre long buried undersea tunnel plus two 270-metre gate-tunnels. On the bridge, the two rail-tracks are beneath the four road lanes. The bridge has a vertical clearance of 57 metres (187 ft), although most boat traffic across Oresund still passes over the Drogden strait (where the tunnel lies). The bridge was designed by Arup.
Monday, April 07, 2008
Exam are coming soon
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Beauty of Nature
Pinic Pictures on Sunday 30march08
It was an enjoyable day!!!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
i think this season, i could not meet up with u guys to chill as often. haiz... getting too tired after which from school and constant houseworking and doctor visiting. it had been rather taxing for me. i can't really concentrate and do my work at home. coz every moment i would be doing some stuff that is none of my intial schedule.
i had been nice to have my aunt to come over and take care of my mum. since my mum won't dare to command my aunt. haha... nonetheless, she help us alot men. i think mum is being under a lot stress that is why she like to vent it out on us. haha... last night, dad, me and bro had a mini conference in our room. rather bro was doing his report, me surfing net and dad kana scolded unreasonably by mum then come in to complaint to us. wahhaa... i think i believe wat other ppl had say, it would be much harder to take care of someone who is not feeling well. i guess coz she can't do the things herself, she feel so uncomfortable that she decide that we should complete for her fast. haiz... but i guess i am getting used to do laundry at ard 11.30. coz i return home late adn wash the clothes late and such. by midnight, i am drop dead tired, didn't even do homework and study. so i decided to try complete my project and studying outside of home. it would be the best to prevent myself from watching excessive tv and getting to do stuff like sleeping after all the task to complete at home. haha....
i believe it had been equally taxing for the whole family. alright, i am not angry with anyone, juz myself for not being able to prioritise properly. fussing ard in my blog that is all.
Thanks frenz for all the concern for my family and mum.
Esp the gals, for sending a gift for my mum and being there for me... thank you ah... TOO much thanks to so many ppl.
okie, back to my project work that is dateline on friday.
Frenz, take care of your health kkz? Stay good and happy is the best!!!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
people with differrent standards
for instant, my dad told me to go for beach fiesta, but behind my back my mum tell me say dad complain y i neber look at the state and situation. i shldn't even go lah...
then another thing is that, at this instant my bro want to go learn driving. i thought that my dad would stop my bro, or at least give some advice. he gave the green light to my bro to let him proceed. then today my dad come n complain to me that my bro shld be more auto. should not go learn driving at this moment.
sometimes i juz dun understand y give ppl the green light when u strongly believe is not right. Dun know wat is happening in my family???? Conflict and such!!!!
haiz... hate staying in the house right now. do i ever had the strength to hold on and not burst at my own mum.
while she is having a mild stroke and constantly at home giving me tons of command. i think i am going mad soon. i will do things but pls at my comfortable pace. this moment this things, the flip moment another things juz come out. pls lah, is not the family suddenly give u black face. but u know, we seldom do all the housework and such. it takes time.... not at every moment we could react right.
this moment, water the plants, nxt moment wash the clothes, cook properly, clean the stuff, bring food, bring medicine, bath, go toilet with u and i think the most important thing to u is your 4D lottery only. coz dad don't like then scold u, so u wan to do it behind his back, so u force me to do it fast b4 he knows abt it. even before i finally get to finish my breakfast u r already complainting how slow we are and if it is u. it could completed already and such and all.
frankly speaking, i am having a rather hard time adapting lah. last night i slept beside u, u woke up 4 times to go toilet. then u schedule for the day is like. waking up at 6am having your breakfast, rest then wake up at 8am then continue with the day. u mean even on sunday i have to adapt to the same schedule. i did not have proper rest lah. really tired lah...
Monday, March 17, 2008
Mum got stroke
this season, i might be taking longer time to reply u. Coz my mum has just admitted to NUH. a mild stroke. give me some time to adjust. she is doing fine juz have to stay in hospital for tons of checkup to see whether it is really a mild or serious one. tentatively from all their comments(doctors and interns) they say it is okie de.
but they are reframing my mum from eating when she did not even eat her lunch. she only had 2 piece of bread at 6am. by 7pm she was ultra tired and hungry. yet the doc say she can't eat. it really pains me lah... esp when blood surges out when they did not attached the plaster properly after withdrawing so much blood from her. when we go visit her, she was crying le. she was murmuring alot. can't speak properly, but i hope she is getting better lah...
she everytime like to cry behind our back. i think she would be crying after we left her in the hospital. haiz.. the visiting hours are like 12-2pm and 5-8pm only. so i can't stay overnight with her. haiz... alright all the housework is down to me le... i will try to cook for the family. wat is happening to my family??? ah... i start to miss my mum already.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
-Today-
- meeting at 2pm for hrm finale meeting
- revision for finance coz have to prepare for tutorial
-Wednesday-
- presentation of hrm finale.(finally, the past few night rushing for this project to wee hours)9am-12pm
- CV critique with outside school personnel at 3pm
- then prepare n decide whether to go attend kickboxing at 8.30pm coz...
- need to prepare 2 meetings for thursday
-thursday-
- attend 10am managerial accounting lesson
- 12-2pm: have finance meeting to prepare for tutorial presentation
- 2-4pm: Biz comm lesson
- 4-6pm: have biz comm meeting to refine and build up on the report(i dun think can finish but shld try)
-Friday-
- compile and try to finish the report for biz comm that is due on the following monday(16march). n start to prepare biz comm final presentation that is due on (23march)
- finish and compile finance tutorial question which i have totally no clue how to do at all.
- attend forensic lesson
-sat and sun-
if possible,
- finishes all the tutorial.
- start on the reading, head start with the individual response paper for HRM (due on end march)
- come out with ideas to put in HRM final group report
- start studying and revise for forensic science test (21 or 28march)
- signed up for beach fiesta(22march)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
KickBoxing on the Way
then nxt up after the kickboxing would have to study all the way men... coz up till now i have not finish wat i am suppose to finish.
my practical report that is suppose to hand in on friday.
my biz comm evaluation that we r suppose to discuss on tml(hand in date is on sat)
2 test upcoming. one is tml and another is on saturday.
another project meeting of human resource on sunday.
haha.. juz up to complain. maybe kickboxing can shun away all the stress and problems. haha...
Monday, March 03, 2008
Calm Down and Mini walkathon
I was partially at fault that i throw my teammates to continue with the work.
Nonetheless, it was rather completed at the moment. juz to update when i reach home on saturday juz before midnight, i make a call to my team mates. they told me that they will looking for me for the phone day. apparently, i can't picked up their call. so they had proceeded with the project and indeed will have to praise them for refining the end product to a really good one. i was staying overnight to 2am-3am to do the last editing and alignment before i posted the material online. we will late but at least it was done u see.
Then this few days was thinking how i could survive without a handphone. actually i think it is possible with me, since not much ppl contact me de. heehee. still searching for the cheap handphone right now. coz my dad and bro lent me money to buy. i was finding the $99 no contract red color samsung handphone with only radio function in it. nothing much and fancy. yet it is already gd. but hor this gd phone apparently had went sold out in most 7-11 outlet.
I visited many 7-11 outlets: from holland village to holland drive, then walk to ghim moh, then took a bus to clementi(near ntuc) to clementi(near the end bus stop there). Then it is declared sold out. they have this another shell shape phone which cost $95 without the radio function. haiz... i dun wan leh... bo bian shall search again somewhere.
seems like a long exercise walking ard the neighbourhood. today i walk this much distance,
Then on friday, met up with zhiwei,huiyee and kk... had dinner and chit chat. then after dinner, apparently we walk from plaza singapura to centerpoint for coffee, then walk to far east, realise nothing to see at night, walk to lucky plaza for a jasmine green tea at Mac. then scare off by the loud grounding sound above Mac.(upstairs of mac, there are construction working)haha.. then we walk back from lucky plaza walk back to plaza singapura that stretch then further down to bugis. then me and huiyee walk further to funan IT mall there to take night rider home. i can say friday can be one of the most distance i walked randomly bah... haha... Another walking achievement of mine. HAAHA...
Alright back to work, oh by the way, thanks to my dear friends who offer to lend me your spare phone. Thanks, i appreciate the effort. Gd night
Saturday, March 01, 2008
ppl are juz pushing me to my anger limit.
the project i received back are like not edited. juz like the same one i send out previous day ago... i am very furious lah... coz i have already done share of u guys de things. n wat i get back now. is the same. i very speechless liao loh.. i am going to be hack care men... watever u give me back i will juz hand it up. i no longer want to be the only one concern and doing all the work. i had enough. i wrote an email to ask what u guys have done. pls help bah.. i really can't stand it anymore.
Today i am suppose to happily prepare and go sentosa to meet may they all de. rather meet on time coz i spoiled my phone. then now this kind of last min shit... i dunno wat is going to happen lah... hack them ah.. i am not going to do the editing liao... where is their effort. i can't see it... or am i blind? did i wrong them? when i save the wrong file. or am i not sharp enough to see the changes?
maybe this is the only outlet where i can vent my nagging and anger. after which i would find a way to calm myself down. Pissed off... how am i going to survive?
even all the electronic's are like playing a prank on me. phone spoiled, com hang, even my room de fan oso like play musical chair with me(on/off on its own)... skrewed up life....
Thursday, February 28, 2008
UNCONTACTABLE AT THE MOMENT
Sorry for the inconvenience. haiz... i think no one will notice if i neber post. but if u happen to msg me or call me this few days... i would like to apologise coz my phone happen to drop to the toilet bowl juz now when i went holland for supper. yupe... so obviously it went a bit mad like blinking not stop and then it died miserably and immediately.
so this few days, i would not be able to answer(by the way, i think i also late in answering back, guess make no much difference. haha..)Hmm... do call my jia if u have anything u wan to share and things u wan to say to me. or simply email me loh.. my address sihui522@yahoo.com.sg
easy right. 3 easy steps to catch SIHUI.
Anyway those reading this blog should be ppl who know me so yah...not too scared to say out and share with u guys. i know it is a bit stupid to drop phone to toilet bowl... laugh for a while only ah... too long i will get mad de ah... that is it for the moment.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Hard for Rejection
THAT is my case now...
so tiring, have to rush through everything like tonight...
for example, one of my teammates called me yesterday night and told me that she was overloaded with works on another project. so she would like me to swop with her the work. that one she volunteered was conclusion which require more reading and understanding while my work is juz facilitation of the class activity. More or Less one slide can finish de. but i swop with her means that i have to do a lot more lah...
i mean she juz called me even though we still have another 3 team mates means that i have to swop with her le. Couldn't reject her anyway. Everyone take it for granted that i would be their secretary for the meeting. so i have to write, type and send the details to everyone. haiz... being kapo lah... who call me did it for the 1st time. respectively i have to auto do this kind of things.
When u do things with your intiative, they take it for granted that u would do it.
For example, in another group meeting, i will usually prepare a bit of the materials beforehand so that we will not be caught totally offguard and do nothing u see. So to them it is so called efficient on my part yet i have to complete almost everything. like i only source the information out half way through, while they did not prepare at all. i show them the structure i have done and some of the content. then some parts i lazy to complete coz i thought it was group project and discussion, they take it for granted that i have finished the entire thing. haiyo... ultra tired... like doing more than my portion of work. Like every project some one is throwing me extra work. first i have to go find surveyors, compile the data, then now i have to write up the whole draft report. then u guys add on abit then i re-edit it again then send back again. oh gosh...
i still have 2 mid-term test and 2 individual paper to prepare wor... y am i in this shit leh? n i haven even started on my studying and papers.
Nagging all the way coz i can't finish it tonight!!!!!!!!! meeting tml 10am...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Venue current: MACdonald at commonwealth area...
haha.. juz to recap first on the things done...
hehe friday been to anchor point for supper. sat until 2am then left the place. was chatting a bit with xinyi and amanda after our lesson...
then on saturday, received call ard 1045am from MAY. she was already in school for her 1st match of game. haha... after finishing on the 1st match she made a call to me. okie that woke me up, then i rush down loh... reach ard 11plus am kkz... my record timing of 1/2 hour to go skool. hahah... actually is b'coz my dad juz return home for a break, then i force him to drive me out. hahaha... yupe, so i can reach that fast... CONgrats to May's team for getting 2nd wor in the interfaculty game. hahah...
actually my previous intention was to do some work in the school library after supporting dear may and kok liang de... but i can't withstand the temptation.. so i went to play awhile. then forgot to bring towel or change of clothes. yupe i abandon my plan to study in school. return home for awhile then make a trip out with may and huiyee for dinner. OKie we went to cornoration rd there to eat dinner. at 1st we wanted to eat western but saw something else. so we gotten thai food for dinner. it was not too bad... each person spend ard $20 bucks but it was filling. or maybe becoz i had a bit of food b4hand liao.. so quite full when i went there.
okie guess wat activity we had after our dinner? We went prawning... haha... at sim ming together with andrew's friends. oh, a really huge crowd men... happening life wor... hahaha.... alright i didn't have the luck, patience and skills to catch any prawn. we each spend 10 bucks to share a rod. haha... okie, it really test patience de. haha... anyway we ended up bbq all the prawn lah... quite nice to see big and small one... dear huiyee caught 2 huge prawn wor.... with really big gong or is it head? by the way i am really sorry that i hooked and injured your finger wor...
alright, took cab back and then reach home ard 4plus. guess wat happen next.... hte whole morning of today i was being scolded for going out until so late.... mind u,it is constantly nagging and scolding kkz. i was trying my best to ignore and go back to sleep. actually i was awake at ard 11am even though i force myself to slp 5am the same morning. but then trying to avoid the scolding and conflict. i sleep till 1am loh... at least by then my parents are not so angry anymore. haha...
yupe... then i rot ard at home, realised i could not use internet as my bro seem to be very free at home. then i can't serve the internet. so i decide to go national library to do some writing, shun bian use internet... hehe... then stay until library close. i walk to mac loh... hardworking wor... wahhaah... but i am going home soon bah... getting very dark soon.
take care pal, using the rest of my battery power to survive.
Friday, February 22, 2008
FUTURE PLAN
i think i need to stay another semester due to that. other poly student will grad within 2and 1/2 years. while i will take 3 years. then i lacking by them by half year. so i would be graduating 1 year later than my fellow classmates. haiyo... this is the chart i took out from...
oh gosh i think i am lacking behind 2 modules to catch up... so it is like taking 3 modules at the last semester. so wasteful lah... too bad i did not plan properly. must take another semester. probably graduate by 2010 liao... sob by then i am 24 when i graduated. or gosh...
But i feel so so tired. Maybe i am juz aging...
Dateline to rush:
MONDAY25FEb
- Meet up to do biz com project. i think we have to redo quite alot... we are missing alot in the details and structuring. i must say we r lucky to have the class to let us know where we had gone wrong coz we are really the happy-go-lucky type. The group is very last min, a bit scared wor. Send team mates plan of the report.
- Do research for HRM individual report(might drag over the week)
- COMPILE and find ideas to finish HRM parts so that can attend meeting on wednesday.
- Prepare my script for Video branding for career planning where i have to videotape myself in front of quite a bunch of ppl to maketing myself to be simple.
WEDNESDAY 27 FEB
- GO for HRM meeting with completed parts to consolidate which includes the whole section d and comparision of google with bloomberg and the culture,value of the company. (timing-early morning)
- FOllow by going for my video branding---Marks the end of the whole career planning...haha... dun need to dress myself in business attire so often already... hooray...
- Then meet up with buddies to spend precious time with dear birdy, haha.(tentatively since it is not confirm yet)
THURSDAY 28Feb
- Revision for test (finance)
- Preparation for Forensic Science practical Report
FRIDAY 29feb
- Revision for test(managerial accounting)
- Preparation for Human Resource individual Response paper
- Do evaluation of reviewed Business communication draft and upload it
oh my... recess week is juz packed with things to do. i can slp lah, but still have thing to occupy the week. better try to complete as much as possible. coz i try to sequeeze as many thing... but almost all dateline after the recess week. JIAYOU BAH LIN SIHUI..."Life still goes on"... copying what most ppl will say.. haha...
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Starting from schooling, meeting frenz after school and watching drama serial online after meeting fren... then rushing project dateline with continuous one after another de project meeting and presentation.
Dear rachel, sorry that i can't send u off yesterday. had a project meeting from 12-4pm then lesson starts at 7pm in school. so neber go airport send u off. but we can still stay in contact with email and blog right. haha... but then of course u have to update your blog kkz. however if u r busy with your honors year then it is alright. haha.. study more impt. hehe... All the best!!!
Oh thanks xinyi for taking me n amanda to chill at ben and jerry... haha... nice to relaz and chill after a long lesson. Haha... love sitting at the comfy seat. haha...
oh huiyee, paisei that i can't contribute much to the idea of buying the present. actually my brain is tentatively dead after school. So my response and such is typically very slow. i need a very long time to process information esp after a long day. i am aging rapidly, okie? So if u ask me think of the spot, frankly speaking i can't. i would only raise possibility for u. haha... No hard feeling, kkz?
oh wing, dun worry too much bah... job opportunity would come, mayb it is juz not the time yet. then about your tooth, it is already scheduled. faster solved it, would be better coz then it would not ache that badly right. If life is meaningless and just facing 4 piece of wall, then my suggestion is go out to walk ard. chill your mind abit. take some time to relaz. can dun need spend a lot of money... public library free de.... ya then can send more resume or look out for job opportunity while u r out.. but boring sihui can't think n offer too much option to u, SoRRy... but overall would like to say JIAYOU, kkz???
oh almost forgot, thanks yuting and gang for inviting me to sing ktv. but a bit last min, so i planned something on that day already. paisei ah...
Hoping that it would be a fun time at May's place later. oh Happy Birthday to May!!! hehe...
Alright that is for all at the moment...HaHA...
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
haiz, packed with projects even during towards chinese new year are occupied with stuff.
Aside from my personal problem, even today while waiting for bus. a bird shit fell onto my feet.
Feeling my life is turning greyer day by day bah...
Hmm... Hope after Chinese New Year would turn for the better bah... My brain had been malfunctioning since then... Forget watever not happy and then move on in life should be wat i will be adopting in life. Relaz and think... Enjoy while i am still alive.
Alright, Happy CHineSe New YeAr to The REsT!!!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
i went to my cousin place at tiong bahru for house warming. apparently his new wife is very friendly, we click rather easily... nice couple of them bah... although i dun talk to my cousin as often... The visit was short and sweet. Met and talk a bit... My family always turn up to be the earliest for this type of hse warming... everytime will go ard 10am.. coz my dad like it early. so bo bian have to wake up early to go lah...
Alright, this that are gd are gone. i shall move on towards some things that affects a bit over on me. OK, i receive an sms today or rather yesterday night. then i went to check out the information this morning. What i have to say was i was stunned and hurt. I guess i am simply too greedy... take up offers that are too gd to be true. I begged for something to be shared with me up front, n now i can't face it. alright watever i say , juz treat it as bullshit, i dun mind de, do let me know straight when i start bulleting. it hurt so much to know that only now... it hurt my heart that i am just a test item. i will reflect n bloody shut my damn mouth up from now onwards. Sorry for bringing so much trouble and unhappiness to u. Pls let me cool a while, i dun think i have the face to talk to u at this moment and help u with your problem.
I cried so much after reading it before going to my cousin's place. my eyes was ultra swollen where i have to put eyemo and makeup to cover it. My mum n bro ask me wat happen, n immediately they thought that i was watching the korean drama and sobbing of it. alright, i was not... it is just some emotional breakdown that i am having... Let it be, only when i think of a better solution would i act upon it. Meanwhile i would do my reflection and see what i can change of myself.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
but i was late for lesson.
In my mind i was thinking this time jialat liao.. they might be police in plain clothes planning for an action.
true and behold, after my forensic lesson. when i reach home ard 10plus PM.
while waiting for the lift to come down, i saw my neighbour's son with a group of youngster in black... my 1st impression was that oh, the group of youngster is here to study or home visit lah.. coz the plain clothes police give me an impression of a bit nerd leh.. not like the handsome police in the police post... okie back to my story, when they came out of the lift, the 6 of them turn together and like walk as a unit. then when they turned out, i saw the handcuff on my neighbour's son.
haiz... feeling so pitiful lah, he kana caught by the police.... he like only in his 20s to 30 and his children all so young... 2 of them still in kindergarden... haiz... Not a very good chinese new year for them bah... hope it is not something ultra serious bah...
Friday, February 01, 2008
| What Lin Sihui Means |
![]() You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. |
Tuesday, January 29, 2008




Sunday, January 20, 2008
Bag Spree
http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/show/auctions?userID=bigi0107000&u=%3abigi0107000
the bags are considered quite cheap bah...
exchg rate fixed at 20.5 tw : 1SGD.
can pay by ezpay.. there maybe a ezpay chg of 2-3% shipping per pc is ard $3-5
so basically, a pc of bag might be less than 20 bucks singapore dollar... COOL DEAL right, w/o needing to travel to taiwan. hehe...
Jay CoNceRt
after this concert, i realised he is really a talented guy and a person who knows how to warm the crowd... the concert was entertaining enuff even without tons of different bombastic performing element.
he could play piano, guitar, drum, gu zhen, che ling, shuang jie goo, shan zi wu, guo biao wu, n of course his singing lah...
although some of the songs or wat he and his disciple say i can't understand... maybe bcoz mumble a bit... then sometimes can't get it. haha... it was compensated with the entertaining performance.
we was seated quite far from the stage yet is like the top view down to see the stage. haiyo, the tickets r free u see. so it is gain, an extra blessing to see a concert. haha...
wing, now i know y u like him so much... haha... when someone talented performs he got certain element of chrisma there. wahaha.. maybe shld listen more of his songs bah..
the friend beside me to the concert was super busy during the whole concert. busy taking down video n music. whahaha... i didn't manage to do that. hahah.. but overall it was fun.
Jay Promised he would try to open another concert nxt year in singapore... hahah... keep looking forward for those who like him bah... hehehe...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
okie. slowly update the nearest one.
12-01-08 Saturday
yest went sentosa... did not really play but has gotten the sun.
Shld be contented??? but i wasn't bah.. didn't get to exercise u see( had been eating so much over the weekday then weekend did not burn as much calore out.. ) whahaha...
thanks weijie to send us home after sentosa. i came home le send sms to my cousin. coz she need help... so yest abt 9pm i went to her place and we distribute leaflet ard the distribute... the leaflet was to help her friend distrbute. coz her friend is a partime real estate agent. so i promise to help. we walk abt 5 blocks then no enuff leaflet yah.. so we bo bian stop and walk over to BK for supper. haha...
11-01-08 Friday
last day of work at Swiber, had been rather busy at the office. walking ard and assisting here and there. i somehow like the day at least it pass so fast. hahah... sorry shimin that i might not have properly handover to u. i had been a bit too slipshot u see... hope u can try your best to adjust.
oh after work, then handed in the timesheet at JE, travel through train all the way down to city hall. during the train trip see some cute looking guys at the cabin. haha... i wasn't really slping ah.. but yah.. after the short trip, finally reach city hall. try to contact carol, rach n wing. i know wing take bus, but the other 2 ladies a bit late ah... so i go walking ard the link then looking for the atm too...hahaha... to cut things short. when everyone arrive we had our hot hot de noodles at beppu. order a lot of side dishes as well. so was quite full when we walk out of the place. oh..then wing suggest we find a place to sit and drink. oh my... but yupe. we went to xin wang since some of us (or rather is me that i dun drink alcohol, paisei ah) we order yuen yang n some mochi n my prawn paste chk.. hahaha... sat until close to 11 plus then we took cab to four places and get home...total cab fee was abt $28 hahah... there goes this eventful day.
10-01-08Thursday
shld be buy food from pasar malam n ntuc at jurong east. then receive call from rach when i was on 198 bus stop. she need to buy stationery so i stop halfway along and meet her at clementi big bookshop loh... can u imagine she can stock up to $40++ of stationery. coz she tell me a Pilot G2 ball point pen there coz $8 each leh.. so have to stock up.. hahaha... so yah... went buy all the stationery liao.. then go home respectively loh...
09-01-08Wednesday
last day where i see my boss. coz he would fly out to bangkok for both days. had been arranging last min assignment. haha.. oh then wat happen on wed??? i think i didn't go out. i think i went home to rest... i guess so bah...
hmm... anyday before that i can't remember anything le bah... since every time outing is kind of impromtu de... hahah... haiyo, my stupid phone can't let me upload pix... so sad...
Finally one month had passed so fast. In this one month, i learn how to do booking for air flight and met so much gd and helpful ppl. In this company, people are generally helpful. we have the friendly bus captain to other PA that assisted me so much. BUT most Importantly are the Temp's people party i have met there...
it is an association that we had set up to base all the temp staff we met in Swiber. FUN wasn't it... hahah... the gals are really sweet n nice. we will meet up during lunch time to eat and mingle ard then go off together after work. take a lookout for friends and such. hahaha... had fun being with u ppl.
My one month was not wasted that i get to know u bunch of new friends. Right now, i would be running back to school which is on monday... i would see lesser of u ppl. But i really want to thank every of u gals for making my stay in Swiber worthwhile. juz to mention the ppl ah... leila, yuting, jocelyn, caihui, suhui, suet... n i guess i might be expanding... wahhahah...thanks for the present kkz... so sweet of u all to buy a red parker pen for me...hehe...
oh special thanks to yuting for the letter too... u had been one of temp that i met earliest. without u, i guess i still might be eatting in the pantry for whole one month.hahah.. i introvert wor... tons of laugh... but it had been nice mingling with u gals. thanks leila for continuous effort to bring in humor to everyone. hehe...
hmm.. aside from ttp, i would like to thank my boss n fenny... fenny is always so helpful to assist me n we could chat n talk u see. she is like gd shifu who would lookout for me. yupe. thanks for your guidance. hehe... shall keep in contact kkz. whahahah... as for my boss, he would not trouble me unless he really needs help so yah. i would like to thank him for the tolerance he has gave to me. so Yupe. thats somehow sum up my stay in Swiber.
words to ttp: All the best in your future studies kkz, we shall stay in touch. looking forward to some of u gals to come meet me in NUS. Let me know when u gotten your result ah...hhahaha...
SO Lets look Ahead!!!
i will look forward to the monday ktv session at chinatown de.. hahah... will upload photos once dear leila send me the photos.
Friday, January 04, 2008
MOODINESS
whole body is not functioning well, feeling sensitive and emotional easy too...
i guess i am quite easily affected by mood changes of my dear friends.
had been reading their blog and i feel so sad and down coz i couldn't do much in my effort to help them...
like wing shan who is crying as much... i couldn't help... least knowing that she is feeling so terribly... i am working... can't accompany her to do her application work for passport and IC stuff.. .the last time when i was jobless, i still could pei her go ard.. now i feel so lack of help u see... can't even provide emotional support for her. sorry even knowing that u might not need me to be presence in front of u, but still as a friend should be able to lend a helping hand to u. Even i was there, i don't know how to communicate as much to you as we are the last time. I believe each of us has changed. I guess u have to learn abt it, kkz... u r strong gal de... Dun wait for environment to fit into u, rather should u fit into the environment???
as for carol, she might be unhappy about certain things that we say out of habit. n sometimes feeling really lonely. sorry that i can't do much to it... sometimes things comes out of what we say might be due to habit and trying to break the ice. i would have simply be wrong but i thought we will all friends and at least we could try to face this things together. if u dun like, juz say it out. and i guess we would juz stop... guessing is always a tough and challenging thing... feel quite sorry, if i happen to offend u in a way or two...
as for huiyee, many things happen in your life of 2007. the things i could only help is to provide presence support. there is nothing i could do and say that would help u in your life ahead. watever happen to u is an experience in life that u receive and enriches you to move further. decision made can be painful and hard. but who would always made the right decision in life leh... No matter how painful it is, we still have to carry on with our life as our individual. It is always through setbacks that we become a more successful person.
Things we think might not be always the reality. yet we have to accept the real reality in life. That is y all the uncle and auntie from various company would share so much life experience with us. They had gone through the bad and rough in life and sailing through the various obstacles threw to their face. I believe each and individual of us still has a long way ahead... we would all progess in our life and learn to be NEW me...
I think i might need some personal time alone to think and reflect.
i had been having a too happening event of the month dec last year. had been going out so often that i only come home to rest when i fall sick.
I don't it that way. Easy Way would always suit me more...
But MEN are greedy... we seek to look for companion and excitment in life
however once we gotten it, we want to take a break from all those things once in a while.
Is it to balance our life???













