MOODINESS

This few days had been feeling a bit down...
whole body is not functioning well, feeling sensitive and emotional easy too...

i guess i am quite easily affected by mood changes of my dear friends.

had been reading their blog and i feel so sad and down coz i couldn't do much in my effort to help them...

like wing shan who is crying as much... i couldn't help... least knowing that she is feeling so terribly... i am working... can't accompany her to do her application work for passport and IC stuff.. .the last time when i was jobless, i still could pei her go ard.. now i feel so lack of help u see... can't even provide emotional support for her. sorry even knowing that u might not need me to be presence in front of u, but still as a friend should be able to lend a helping hand to u. Even i was there, i don't know how to communicate as much to you as we are the last time. I believe each of us has changed. I guess u have to learn abt it, kkz... u r strong gal de... Dun wait for environment to fit into u, rather should u fit into the environment???

as for carol, she might be unhappy about certain things that we say out of habit. n sometimes feeling really lonely. sorry that i can't do much to it... sometimes things comes out of what we say might be due to habit and trying to break the ice. i would have simply be wrong but i thought we will all friends and at least we could try to face this things together. if u dun like, juz say it out. and i guess we would juz stop... guessing is always a tough and challenging thing... feel quite sorry, if i happen to offend u in a way or two...

as for huiyee, many things happen in your life of 2007. the things i could only help is to provide presence support. there is nothing i could do and say that would help u in your life ahead. watever happen to u is an experience in life that u receive and enriches you to move further. decision made can be painful and hard. but who would always made the right decision in life leh... No matter how painful it is, we still have to carry on with our life as our individual. It is always through setbacks that we become a more successful person.

Things we think might not be always the reality. yet we have to accept the real reality in life. That is y all the uncle and auntie from various company would share so much life experience with us. They had gone through the bad and rough in life and sailing through the various obstacles threw to their face. I believe each and individual of us still has a long way ahead... we would all progess in our life and learn to be NEW me...

I think i might need some personal time alone to think and reflect.
i had been having a too happening event of the month dec last year. had been going out so often that i only come home to rest when i fall sick.
I don't it that way. Easy Way would always suit me more...

But MEN are greedy... we seek to look for companion and excitment in life
however once we gotten it, we want to take a break from all those things once in a while.
Is it to balance our life???