i think i going mad soon.

haiz... hate staying in the house right now. do i ever had the strength to hold on and not burst at my own mum.

while she is having a mild stroke and constantly at home giving me tons of command. i think i am going mad soon. i will do things but pls at my comfortable pace. this moment this things, the flip moment another things juz come out. pls lah, is not the family suddenly give u black face. but u know, we seldom do all the housework and such. it takes time.... not at every moment we could react right.

this moment, water the plants, nxt moment wash the clothes, cook properly, clean the stuff, bring food, bring medicine, bath, go toilet with u and i think the most important thing to u is your 4D lottery only. coz dad don't like then scold u, so u wan to do it behind his back, so u force me to do it fast b4 he knows abt it. even before i finally get to finish my breakfast u r already complainting how slow we are and if it is u. it could completed already and such and all.

frankly speaking, i am having a rather hard time adapting lah. last night i slept beside u, u woke up 4 times to go toilet. then u schedule for the day is like. waking up at 6am having your breakfast, rest then wake up at 8am then continue with the day. u mean even on sunday i have to adapt to the same schedule. i did not have proper rest lah. really tired lah...