Birthday ladies

Happy birthday to this few impt ladies in my life...

they happen to have born out ard the same season... best wishes to all of u... ENjoy this Wonderful and spendid day!!!

28OCT---- WING SHAN

29OCT---- CAROLINE

03NOV---- XINYI

fire outbreak

oh yesterday night witness a fire outbreak from my block.. actually is my jia here de carpark 3rd level on fire... i think some car caught fire or such lah... seen the flaming orangely fire sore out on the smokey night sky...

yeah.. seen lots of ppl rush in to the carpark to drive their cars out. from a top at my flat.. i was still thinking whether is there anyone that call the firefighter and police or such.. yeah... after abt 10 mins... fire engine arrive and so...

i admire that there is a uncle that guides the police and firefighters to the place on fire... heehee... then the firefighter handsomely dismiss the fire from the ladder of the engine car... so it is like from outside of the carpark spraying water i guess(too far le lah)... anyway i thought that everything was over at ard 12.30pm... so went back to watch my online youtube...

anyway at ard 1.30 my whole family heard a small explosion sound coming from the carpark... ywah... it is too dark at the carpark for me to figure whether if is really an explosion anot..

woohoo... small accident happen. so pity for the driver and the car beside the flaming car...

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Catch up session

hui yee juz click on me on msn.. then 2 hours later, we were together at holland de hawker centre chating and doing some catching up. yah... y hawker centre? coz i no $$$ liao... so bo bian she have to accomodate with me lah.. as usual we went to buy our food..

it was at some moment that she realised eliz, sze yuan and huixian was actually at the hawker centre too.. wat a coincidence.. heehee... yeah.. nice seeing familiar faces.

alright aside from this small encounter, we started talking abt secondary skool, poly and wat r we facing currently...

it was really nice of her to come down all the way to talk to me.. i think it had been so LOooooooooooooooooooooooG that we met up and chat face to face. usually we juz talk simply online. i think that might be a bit different. in front of her i am not afraid speak watever i had in mind.... thanks gal for your support...

we will work hard together loh... n i really hope that our play volleyball trip can be successful and able to accomplish soon. i think maybe in the holiday bah... coz now i think u all are busy... as for me i only waiting to go for a transfer.. i am slightly a bit lazed and slacker le lah.. feel free to look for me... yeah=)

mid term test finally over

i will be meeting my prof this coming wednesday to discuss my future.

now that i had decide that i want to enter biz...

what are the criteria to enter biz ( transfer of course)?
muz there be a minimum cutoff point to enter. or do i have to drop out from my current course then re-apply in the next year in take.

coz my score is really terrible. in addition i have totally give up in engineering. so there is no longer the urge to improve and progress on. really give up. is like only waiting to change course. juz ended all my midterm test. should it be happy that it is finally over and done with? hmm... had not been very progressive onwards. still struck at the very early stage.

next year... i would a biz woman instead of a engineer... wow!!! hope everything would be fine...

yip,,, hmmm....

my pa went to pick this prediction from the temple in bugis. he was very concerned about my decision onto wat i am going to make for uni. alright... simple version of wat was written on the paper is...

"panting due to walking.upon seeing bad company, avoid them. a bird having lost its roost flies aimlessly seeking shelter."

< interpretation:
A person who follows wrond advice could not do right. he could not differentiate right from wrong; good from bad. Best to stick to present situation.>

nonetheless it advice me to stay put with watever i am supppose to do.
from the story character. he actually failed his test before. then he work doublely hard to continue study then later he manage to think of a strategy to combine the 6 ampire back then. so it means one actually will have to work even harder to get to the resulting stage.

i will take it as a advice bah... but i realise that my desire to change faculty had became stronger. so most likely take the step after next tuesday. see how it goes bah...

depress with decision making

i am coming to deciding a cross-section in my life...

at 1st i thought that i will make a difference to my life trying to find a some outlet to learn my maths.

then come to realise after taking 4 test paper, i failed in all my test... one 2, 8, all below 10.
haiz... all is super below average.

i am going to seek advice from my prof after nxt monday. i dun think i could continue with wat i am doing le...

i really tried... no point le... seeing all my results are really super sad lah... i know a lot of ppl care abt me... i dun think i could fulfil the requirement le... i lost!!!

decision will remain hard to make... what i like and such... whether i could move on anot?
if the transfer to another faculty remains a failure. i seriously will opt out of NUS. i will not be indecisive anymore. i will make a breakthrough. i will come out and work for at least 2 years or 3 years before getting to a private school to take watever course that is applicable to my work or to my kind interest.

that day will come... i may not be staying as a NUS engin uni grad le.
i hate to give up, yet it seems like the best route out.

EG test approaching on thursday... Probability test approaching on coming monday. yah... had not passed a single test. i believe this 2 would be worse. i thought i got the confidence in takin programming paper yet i flunked it so badly. would not want to emphasise anymore...

shall enjoy my final stay here... with frenz and such!! @@...

Kim Gary Restaurant Launching in Singapore

dear rachel & wing shan,

when u 2 come back to Singapore all of us could visit the famous KIM GARY restaurant at VIVO City. this shopping centre is going to be quite cool lah... opening soon. so by the time both of u are back... we could go enjoy GD food. dun need to travel all the way to KL to get the food le... can't wait to eat that... heehee...=) lots of smile when talking abt food and fun (window) shopping

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had been quite stress, then started to prepare a topic regarding health issue for my english presentation. since i was the last person to present, i thought of getting topic that are quite unique. it is revelant yet not all would touch this topic. After much researching, i benefited with the knowledge gain.

come to realise that alot of ppl are suffering from depression. thus the poll for xin li xue jia became more and more popular as a trade. many ppl that are under depression would not be prone to know that. until the situation starts to turned from mild to serious.

Staying positive and opportimistic is a lesser risk to depression. JIAYOU bah!!!

one day i would break free from depression de...

dunno y i think that almost everyone i know might have suffered from depression.

Tests

my weekend was spend in NUS. hee... having 2 tests in the same day.

yeah... i had my programming test in the morning. i muz say the question r tricky. so how did i fare? i dun know... juz simply happy that it was over.

then i came home to study physics for the night test. hee... while i was studying or rather revising, i fall asleep unintentionally. so by the time i wake up, only left one hour or so to revise. yah... went for the exam. can't wait for it to end. i muz thanks mr.andrew and mr.yeo ye for teaching us watever they can the concept on how to approach the question and analysie the problem. sry, maybe is i panic or wat... something juz can't into my brain. the formula or which conservation of energy during the test was all forgotten. yeah... i guess i am going to failed yet another test. thanks for the assistance anyway

i was so depleted after the test. so immediately went to slp after that.

2 more test to go... coming thursday de Electrical engineering paper and next monday de probability. the former right have negative marking scheme. so even u know how to do 5 question, 2 wrong due to careless mistake means u only get 1 marks. then u have to might as well score 2 correct question and stop... wahaha... anyway i would do all the question. i prepared to get the maximum negative marks le which brings down to 0. juz do it anyway... as for probability. i gonna revise through the text again le bah... i had completely lost track with my lecturer... i can't seem to follow the concept liao...

JIAYOU...

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is it depress or already given up?

yesterday night. i had my 1st maths test. come to realise.. i really dunno how to do a single question. the whole exam i was like guessing every answer which i dun in the past. alright. i know my scores already. i got 2 for my exam. n i failed so badly... kind of sad and depressed today.

then in the morning, come across my email. i had received an email regarding the event of my programming test. yah. i was so lucky to be chosen men... among 808 ppl i am one of the 8 chosen to go to another venue to take my exam. lihai bah..

i think uni is juz not my place loh... feeling down and nasty becoz of the bad weather. hmmm... i miss one of my lesson again today le.. going off now... shall blog again soon... =(

HUMAn are Selfish by Nature

WHY do i say that?
it comes from some issue that i discuss with my ma this afternoon.
ppl tends to care more about themselves first.
be it whether they will get hurt or wat, it would still be the first priority to themselves.

alright when u are more free with some cash, ppl tends to poach u for money without having the thought of returning. y do we still lend or give the money, coz u dun wan to hurt the relationship.

alright when u are cash-tight, the ppl that approach u for money had struck lottery and have tons of money. instead of returning the cash that was borrowed, he spend of luxury stuff like buying a van and ugly affair thingy.

i juz can't understand all this things?

Another incident, a friend(B) who has a close friend( J) in skool. Yet after graduation, they had simply lost contact totally. then one day J suddenly looks for B to enquire on some matter regarding skool stuff. It was like a break off without communication totally after graduate. then one day a past close fren suddenly call upon u to help on something. dun u feel like u r being used? then it strikes of a question, does it means that u muz have a certain benefit value in order to be friend of another person? if not, u will be cast away.

juz some thoughts!!!

i muz admit that i am selfish. i simply love myself too much.
dun all we are like that? if u dun love yourself, how would someone else do that to u leh?
R we sometimes over doing it? that might have cause disturbance to others?
did some of our complaining became a burden load to others?
think abt it, do some of our concerns reflect on someone's pain or load?

alright, thinking too much across the board le... anyway have to return back to school in another 28hours more... how reluctant? i still appreciate this break to breathe...

Flu and such thoughts

alright i contracted my flu again... might be becoz i might be afraid to return back to school.
is it that stress? that i have to run away...
i really like my break, even though i did not do much things this week, i enjoyed to so much rest...
totally neber touch my work at home. i know i should have to work hard. yet i still remained lazy. or rather i choose to give up one way or another.

during this week, i told my parents give me 5 more years then u can enjoy life le... after i found a job, work and repay all my debts then i would bring them out for vacation.

i mean i know that u all had give up so much for me and my brother.

maybe my ma is having "geng nian qi" she had been so emotional lately.

and there it goes again...

both of them are the gambler queen and king hor...
my pa- used to gamble and study on horses on every weekend with alchole and bunchs of friend
my ma- used to play majong every available time with kakik all over.( neighbours + relative + un known friends)

i mean this will their happy days to relaz and enjoy their pastime. alright they drop off their favorite pastime for both me and bro sake. coz those pastime requires $$$... heehee... so now every weekend they will be bored at home to face the Tv. ( AND MOST OF ALL, THERE IS NOTHING NICE TO WATCH) sry hope that all this sacrifice would be pay back in the near future.

fate changing

hmmm... it was a WOW day for me but a rather sad day for my brother.


in the afternoon. i received his surprise gift of nano.
then in the late night of wee hours, i found my earrings and the long lost thumb drive that i mentioned long time ago... that i lost it either in the office or at home...

sry carol, for making u searching high and low... but i seems so weird and creepy... i search that particular bag before. in fact i search through all my bags... turn upside down and such... but i could not find it back then... then it was this instinct that draws to this silver bag hanging at the back of my door... at that moment i was juz like picking my hand into my bag to see what is inside... hmm... there is the jacket me and carol got for rachel... yeah... still in there... then there was my long lost.. lip balm... and last but not least the thumb drive that my colleague gave me...
it was so much of coincidence... now i start to question how i have not seen it. i had even ask my ma to help me look for it... gosh... sounds a bit creepy... i was like it juz happens to be there all the time, not in any compartment... yet i missed out on that several times.

anyway...back to my bro's issue... yeah, after spending abt $500++( includin nano and a $100++ duffel bag) in fact i had no idea how can a person spend so much on a single thing?
alright i am the stingy person... it is juz that i spend money on many small and inexpensive, moderate things. yeah.. it was a burned hole in his pocket...

then when he went to work, he had some disagreement and argument with his boss.. and there it goes. he walk out from that place.. so there goes the job... anyway it wasn't that gd in my opionion too... going to a better place will let him learn more... since the pay at where he is working is only $4.50/hr... i mean there is always other place that can offer higher rates... y there? yeah... so he might be proceeding to interview for another job...

alright, aside from that he still having a cold war with my ma... both of them are equally stubborn-_-iii
no matter how we say to them... each of them simply ignore each other... diao...
and everytime me and my pa will try to talk to my ma abt this issue... she will oppose and then drop to tears...

i simply have no clue as to how to approach... i mean since sometimes i mean it was juz a small and petty things, then they could drag over so long time... and no one find themselves in the wrong... haiz... it is simply so hard caught in between. and everytime u try to help the other one that is not there. they will fan lian( change face loh... then start a bit of cold war with u )
i mean this is getting super tiring loh... in the same household then seeing this cold war happening right in front of your eyes. can't stop both sides too... "shou xin shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou"

How leh? (-_-!!!)

I love my brother

oh my god... he was so sweet...

he bought me a 2GB "ipod nano" it is for my last year, this year, next year birthday...

i know it is so expensive that i won't buy it myself... yet he gotten me one. coz my MP3 spoiled about few months ago... oh gosh... isn't him simply so nice...

i am really fortunate to have him as brother... he have to work so much till late night to earn those cash lah... and he spend about close to 400bucks to get me this nano...

love him for this thoughts... i am simply so elated in getting it... WOW... LOVE HIM!!!
haha... at least i did not dote on the wrong person...

a touching true life story

i am now watching a new japanese serial regarding a true real life story...

title: 1 Litre of tears

storyline: this 15 year gal contracted a disease that affect the function of spinal cord and cellebreme... so as a whole gradually, she will lost her control with her limbs, her movements, her vocal( in order words, can't talk, can't move) like totally lost her freedom and equilibrium...

what really strike this show was that it brought a more touching sense to viewers. coz it is based on real life incident with the real main character's at the end of per episode....

alright i cried so much until my eye turn sollen... i can't believe a normal person could take it well. there are many phrases that are mentioned will real meaningful. although the show is in japanese there are also english subtitles to help to understand...

if u have time, pls visit youtube to watch this show... real nice hor...

1 liner Jokes (part2)

• The only substitute for good manners is fast reflexes.
• Love may be blind but marriage is a real eye-opener.
• If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.
• A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.
• Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.
• For every action there is an equal and opposite criticism.
• No one is listening until you make a mistake.
• Success always occurs in private and failure in full view.
• To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.
• To succeed in politics, it is often necessary to rise above your principles.
• Monday is an awful way to spend 1/7th of your life.
• Two wrongs are only the beginning.
• The sooner you fall behind the more time you'll have to catch up.
• A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
• If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.
• If the speed of light is 186,000 miles/sec., what's the speed of darkness?
• Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint and he has to touch it.

One Liner Jokes(part 1)

• A day without sunshine is like, night.
• I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory.
• 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
• 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
• I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe.
• If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving isn't for you.
• Nothing is foolproof to a talented fool.
• He who laughs last thinks slowest.
• Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
• The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese.
• I intend to live forever - so far so good.
• Borrow money from a pessimist - they don't expect it back.
• If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?