i am coming to deciding a cross-section in my life...
at 1st i thought that i will make a difference to my life trying to find a some outlet to learn my maths.
then come to realise after taking 4 test paper, i failed in all my test... one 2, 8, all below 10.
haiz... all is super below average.
i am going to seek advice from my prof after nxt monday. i dun think i could continue with wat i am doing le...
i really tried... no point le... seeing all my results are really super sad lah... i know a lot of ppl care abt me... i dun think i could fulfil the requirement le... i lost!!!
decision will remain hard to make... what i like and such... whether i could move on anot?
if the transfer to another faculty remains a failure. i seriously will opt out of NUS. i will not be indecisive anymore. i will make a breakthrough. i will come out and work for at least 2 years or 3 years before getting to a private school to take watever course that is applicable to my work or to my kind interest.
that day will come... i may not be staying as a NUS engin uni grad le.
i hate to give up, yet it seems like the best route out.
EG test approaching on thursday... Probability test approaching on coming monday. yah... had not passed a single test. i believe this 2 would be worse. i thought i got the confidence in takin programming paper yet i flunked it so badly. would not want to emphasise anymore...
shall enjoy my final stay here... with frenz and such!! @@...
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