HUMAn are Selfish by Nature

WHY do i say that?
it comes from some issue that i discuss with my ma this afternoon.
ppl tends to care more about themselves first.
be it whether they will get hurt or wat, it would still be the first priority to themselves.

alright when u are more free with some cash, ppl tends to poach u for money without having the thought of returning. y do we still lend or give the money, coz u dun wan to hurt the relationship.

alright when u are cash-tight, the ppl that approach u for money had struck lottery and have tons of money. instead of returning the cash that was borrowed, he spend of luxury stuff like buying a van and ugly affair thingy.

i juz can't understand all this things?

Another incident, a friend(B) who has a close friend( J) in skool. Yet after graduation, they had simply lost contact totally. then one day J suddenly looks for B to enquire on some matter regarding skool stuff. It was like a break off without communication totally after graduate. then one day a past close fren suddenly call upon u to help on something. dun u feel like u r being used? then it strikes of a question, does it means that u muz have a certain benefit value in order to be friend of another person? if not, u will be cast away.

juz some thoughts!!!

i muz admit that i am selfish. i simply love myself too much.
dun all we are like that? if u dun love yourself, how would someone else do that to u leh?
R we sometimes over doing it? that might have cause disturbance to others?
did some of our complaining became a burden load to others?
think abt it, do some of our concerns reflect on someone's pain or load?

alright, thinking too much across the board le... anyway have to return back to school in another 28hours more... how reluctant? i still appreciate this break to breathe...