brand new dilemma

wahaha... juz received an email from the finance of NUS... saying that my thumbprint on the giro form differ from my bankbook.... so basically i have to do it again... but they muz know... over the years.. my thumb fat so much... of course differ lah... and i can't remember which thumbprint did i took lah...

then so i have to pay cash or nets at YIH this friday... this bought a new question or doubts to me... do i have to pay the $375++ or $3750... it is huge difference u see... one with the 90% lent and one without...

so if i had to pay $3750... i would stop my studies then and drop out.. then pay back when i work... it is a bit wasted.. but... think of it, i won't be that stress up again... then i work loh... free to the market that is all...

will see how bah... my family so panic over the money... i oso headache... y muz i always fan abt this type of things...

my pa still told me, he have to work harder and give me $25 per week to save up to pay my skool fee... i know he is nice and such... i hear le oso heart pain leh...

juz b'coz i want to study... i have to worry abt so many factors.

ya... how i try to console them... " since i am having so much difficulties in skool now, if now can't pay... i drop out still can earn abit... then later on, i will work partime and study partime at private skool... "

life is always up and down for us to experience it...

will keep everyone posted whether i have to pay full sum or the 10%...

it determine alots...