fate changing

hmmm... it was a WOW day for me but a rather sad day for my brother.


in the afternoon. i received his surprise gift of nano.
then in the late night of wee hours, i found my earrings and the long lost thumb drive that i mentioned long time ago... that i lost it either in the office or at home...

sry carol, for making u searching high and low... but i seems so weird and creepy... i search that particular bag before. in fact i search through all my bags... turn upside down and such... but i could not find it back then... then it was this instinct that draws to this silver bag hanging at the back of my door... at that moment i was juz like picking my hand into my bag to see what is inside... hmm... there is the jacket me and carol got for rachel... yeah... still in there... then there was my long lost.. lip balm... and last but not least the thumb drive that my colleague gave me...
it was so much of coincidence... now i start to question how i have not seen it. i had even ask my ma to help me look for it... gosh... sounds a bit creepy... i was like it juz happens to be there all the time, not in any compartment... yet i missed out on that several times.

anyway...back to my bro's issue... yeah, after spending abt $500++( includin nano and a $100++ duffel bag) in fact i had no idea how can a person spend so much on a single thing?
alright i am the stingy person... it is juz that i spend money on many small and inexpensive, moderate things. yeah.. it was a burned hole in his pocket...

then when he went to work, he had some disagreement and argument with his boss.. and there it goes. he walk out from that place.. so there goes the job... anyway it wasn't that gd in my opionion too... going to a better place will let him learn more... since the pay at where he is working is only $4.50/hr... i mean there is always other place that can offer higher rates... y there? yeah... so he might be proceeding to interview for another job...

alright, aside from that he still having a cold war with my ma... both of them are equally stubborn-_-iii
no matter how we say to them... each of them simply ignore each other... diao...
and everytime me and my pa will try to talk to my ma abt this issue... she will oppose and then drop to tears...

i simply have no clue as to how to approach... i mean since sometimes i mean it was juz a small and petty things, then they could drag over so long time... and no one find themselves in the wrong... haiz... it is simply so hard caught in between. and everytime u try to help the other one that is not there. they will fan lian( change face loh... then start a bit of cold war with u )
i mean this is getting super tiring loh... in the same household then seeing this cold war happening right in front of your eyes. can't stop both sides too... "shou xin shi rou, shou bei ye shi rou"

How leh? (-_-!!!)