today's nation building test... i think i might scrap through the test bah... wrote tons of rubbish and etc...

But one thing really puzzled me... i might have started writing some notes few weeks back for this test. But none the details, i remembered for the test.... then i was struggle studying yesterday. Thanks to carol's and huiyee's comment to study harder... coz i think they know that i preferably be watching tv. true and behold i did watch tv... totally not in the mood to study for nation building at all... it is like history based... and it is tons of reading... i tried all sort of way to force myself to concentrate...

Before that i watch finish the 7pm - 8.30pm(just love + local variety show) show on chl8, 8.30pm-9.30pm(deal or no deal) show on chl5, 9.30pm(food tv variety show) on chl u, 10pm-11pm(witch you xi) on chl u. 11pm-12pm(american's next top model)

Then off to study straight till 2am... then i tell myself can't make it already... gona slp... before i sleep i muz admit nothing actually gone into my head. then i ask my mum to wake me up early the next morning... so i woke up at 6.45am, bath and get ready. i force myself to memorise one chpt on economic(juz the main point factors in terms of years), the on the way to school, i sequeeze watever facts of SAF into my idiot brain.

although i was late for the exam or rather on time for the test. coz i only make it to the outside of the exam hall at 10pm. whoosh... lucky ah... quite heng... actually i must thank those ppl running in front of me. when i alighted my bus i cross over to another side then was walking to the exam hall. but then this few ppl race past me and ran to the exam hall. so i have to speed up myself loh...hehehe... kind of embarassed anyway. but let u know one happy thing. the only 2 chpt that i force myself to memorise or rather juz read on the bus trip to school came out.

watever i studied beforehand couldn't come to mind. so i will do the 2 topic i prepared. i kind of juz bomb everything in... dunno relevant anot.. haha.. first time in history that i write abt total of 14-15 pages of answer(of course got leave line) whahah... damn long writing.. the angmo guy sitting beside shld be thinking this gal siao de, write so much and word so messy...whahaha... one thing funny the person in front of him and him think quite a long time before they write their answer. As i enter the hall quite late ah, so still panicky, so look ard loh...wahahha

the performance for this paper i think is so much better than my statistics lah... i think i confirm failed statistic le... i totally blank out during the exam... totally can't remember how to do the steps into the problem... i juz stare at the paper, n stone. almost wanted to cry out liao lah... spend whole previous night trying to do the calculation question... then end up the exam totally can't remember and dunno how to do... yah... almost want to kill myself on the spot.

so i was having this thinking that i might have a wierd kind of studying method. things i prepared a long time ago or a few nights before can't be fully remembered. i have to force myself to memorise the points on the spot or a few hours before the exam.. dunno leh? it juz seem different that the thing i put in effort turns out rubbish while the one i didn't put in as much effort turns out ok...

Puzzling???