today's nation building test... i think i might scrap through the test bah... wrote tons of rubbish and etc...

But one thing really puzzled me... i might have started writing some notes few weeks back for this test. But none the details, i remembered for the test.... then i was struggle studying yesterday. Thanks to carol's and huiyee's comment to study harder... coz i think they know that i preferably be watching tv. true and behold i did watch tv... totally not in the mood to study for nation building at all... it is like history based... and it is tons of reading... i tried all sort of way to force myself to concentrate...

Before that i watch finish the 7pm - 8.30pm(just love + local variety show) show on chl8, 8.30pm-9.30pm(deal or no deal) show on chl5, 9.30pm(food tv variety show) on chl u, 10pm-11pm(witch you xi) on chl u. 11pm-12pm(american's next top model)

Then off to study straight till 2am... then i tell myself can't make it already... gona slp... before i sleep i muz admit nothing actually gone into my head. then i ask my mum to wake me up early the next morning... so i woke up at 6.45am, bath and get ready. i force myself to memorise one chpt on economic(juz the main point factors in terms of years), the on the way to school, i sequeeze watever facts of SAF into my idiot brain.

although i was late for the exam or rather on time for the test. coz i only make it to the outside of the exam hall at 10pm. whoosh... lucky ah... quite heng... actually i must thank those ppl running in front of me. when i alighted my bus i cross over to another side then was walking to the exam hall. but then this few ppl race past me and ran to the exam hall. so i have to speed up myself loh...hehehe... kind of embarassed anyway. but let u know one happy thing. the only 2 chpt that i force myself to memorise or rather juz read on the bus trip to school came out.

watever i studied beforehand couldn't come to mind. so i will do the 2 topic i prepared. i kind of juz bomb everything in... dunno relevant anot.. haha.. first time in history that i write abt total of 14-15 pages of answer(of course got leave line) whahah... damn long writing.. the angmo guy sitting beside shld be thinking this gal siao de, write so much and word so messy...whahaha... one thing funny the person in front of him and him think quite a long time before they write their answer. As i enter the hall quite late ah, so still panicky, so look ard loh...wahahha

the performance for this paper i think is so much better than my statistics lah... i think i confirm failed statistic le... i totally blank out during the exam... totally can't remember how to do the steps into the problem... i juz stare at the paper, n stone. almost wanted to cry out liao lah... spend whole previous night trying to do the calculation question... then end up the exam totally can't remember and dunno how to do... yah... almost want to kill myself on the spot.

so i was having this thinking that i might have a wierd kind of studying method. things i prepared a long time ago or a few nights before can't be fully remembered. i have to force myself to memorise the points on the spot or a few hours before the exam.. dunno leh? it juz seem different that the thing i put in effort turns out rubbish while the one i didn't put in as much effort turns out ok...

Puzzling???

haiz... can u see how pathetic it would be for parents to try appeasing their way with their kid... when they r not much in the wrong..

how can men be so petty leh? had been one week or so already.. my dad had sincerely apologised.. this little bro of my is so irritating... juz can't understand how teenagers think nowadays..

i guess most likely i have generation gap with them... i dun think i have the thinking of the young.... or rather i have this traditional mindset in myself that i follow... so sometimes i really dun understand why certain things would happen that way...

anyway, juz abt revising my notes for exam... legal tml.. 1st paper, wish me luck bah... hope i could write fluently bah... not expecting a lot out of it.. yet at least a passing grade would be fine with me... that is how contented i am already...

not pining for the best yet for being normal and middle... Life still goes on bah... after this 2 weeks, gd relaxation to earn money already... wahhaha...

Approaching exam season... aside from normal studying, i am going for job interview...wahaha... i am that desperate to get a job...

Going to school to collect teamwork analysis paper then go agency for interview...then the rest is up to them le.. Since i give them 2 weeks in advance to get me a one month job... wahaha...

OKie... going to prepare to go out soon... 2nd day of loitering in national library... 3 more days to go... wahaha... this is the only way i can deter myself from the temptation of tv n computor... jiayou bah!!!

Family?

i really dun understand y such some conflicts can inflict such a big hole in the family.

juz some small attitude problem then both parties start to quarrel... n out of wat, i am juz drag into the damn stupid quarrel... this is not the bloody 1st time...

can u imagine my father n bro r having cold war juz becoz of fighting over an occupation of a drama show... weird isn't it... my bro was juz watching the jap show on tv yesterday, then father came towards him to ask who is that person. my bro say someone working in the company probably the manager. then my father say is the doctor, then of course my bro would rebute and repeatedly say is the manager. yah... while my father say is the doctor and blah blah... my bro bad attitude then came out due to irritation lah, decided not to answer my dad... yah.. then my dad starts to get bloody anger out of this stupid thing.. say wan no mannners, then something like if i dun teach u now, u would suffer in the future or wat so ever...

but pls lah... if u wanted to teach him morale, both of u shld have taught him when he was young and when he still can't rebute u right... yet u ppl let him be what he is right now... being so selfcentred and arrogant... no matter wat, shldn't have just quarrel out of something so damn ridiculous lah...

Trying to scold n find fault juz becoz of the show characters? Was it juz an excuse? Actually i would juz infer that both of them r generally in fault coz both of them like to win... so quarrel loh... To me, y muz quarrel out of like that then hurt each other by saying things u might not want to say....

then wat happen? when my dad comes to complain to me... saying how bad it would be for my bro to enter society with this kind of attitude.. then how come he is so not popular among his friends and how my dad has tolerated with my bro's attitude... my dad keep on emphasize that my bro like to win, neber want to let go a step... always wan other ppl to give in to his own idea... but where did my bro learn all this from? my dad lah... he is also someone like that mah... he like ppl to listen to his own idea only wat...

so today, my dad came back continue on watever he is saying... i said like u oso like to win mah... no point quarrel over such a small matter. then yah.. i gotten into the stupid cold war too... my dad was angry with me too now.. he walk off lah...

y muz i always be the one to be mediator of the family?
and hurting everyone else with my reconfirmation of the issue...
parents being who they were, giving us so much... i must say they deserve some basic respect. but wat more can u expect when certain things r juz like that in the society right now...

somethings we will promise,
we will not throw both our parents away and let u sleep on road side(so pls stop the rubbish complainting that u would live by the roadside when u r old)
we would provide for u juz as u provided for us ah...

the privileges of having u as our parents r important ah... i mean it is kind of like faith that we r a family, yet y when we grow up... u ppl r juz feeling so insecure and lacking of trust to us?
haiz... i think this cold war would built up and goes on for abt a few days bah...

i shld avoid any further implication from all the quarrel... study and sleep... talk anymore, i would juz breakdown...

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Now i am in NUS business library blogging.. hahah... actually i am supposed to write notes and study for legal....

juz finish my meeting for Operation management presentation.. i think i really have to buck up menl... the rest done so well... i am really not prepared for my work... i overshot quite long for my part as we only are given 2 mins each person. and provided that i am cover with script. then on actual day i would not be supported with script. haiz...

dun think too much... juz try my best to convey the message... dun think and talk too much loh... improve on my coherence would be the best thing.

Jiayou to ppl that r still having tests or upcoming test... last week of semester le... haiz... this is juz so fast... OKie.. so i dun need to worry so much abt being in school for that long anyway.. since it would move pass juz as fast bah...

Alright back to study le...

Persuasion depends upon perspective, so be sure you've analyzed what's in the line of sight of those you need on your side. Your reasons may not be theirs, so find ways to translate and connect across mental boundaries.

Hey ppl, back to put something on my page...

Currently i am attracted to this english sitcom called "HEROs" this show has very significant characters who each have some super power of their own. yet it shows the weird or negative side of them during the start of the show instead of being real fantastic saviour kind of hero i had in mind... shall continue catching this show... wahaaha.... i seldom watch english sitcom or show de wor...hehe... it sure does have its specialty to catch my attention.

Maybe u guys could catch that show on tv too...

OH i know, this season, i shld be very busy studying for my exam... juz couldn't concentrate and get the facts into my brain... it juz wasn't as easy as in poly anymore. deterioation of brain cell and particles... watever, done crapping. it is juz not easy.

Anyway, dear rachel is back in town with us le... but i guess she would be super packed with her internship work in singapore... 1st day only, have to OT... n know wat, the pay is only $25 per day.... kind of terrible. but i hope that she can learn as much skills there bah... in order to be beneficial for her.

THen heard from dear carol that she has gotten her job back at NTU again le.. congrats in finding your job so fast wor... she juz came back from her KL vacation hor, then nxt day or so, found her job le... li hai ah, gal... hehehe...

Enough of my sidetracking. i will have to go back to my work le... haiz....

Pray for me bah.. that i would pass every test this semester.

A new embarassing thing happen to me today. currently i had at huiyee hse blogging.

Y am i here?

i was at orchard shopping with her after which we travel all the way to plaza singapura. when all the shops are closed, we decided to get back home.

so the both of us waited for the bus 106 lah... then one moment i saw the bus 106, i immediately tell huiyee that "hey, bus here already!"

n of course she reply OK and move to the front to wait for the bus. Both of us boarded the bus without reconfirming the bus no further(i guess lah)

yah... after a few stop, i realised that the bus is turning into wheelock area and i found it strange lah... so i ask hy whether the bus change route is it? coz it is like taking the 105 route. i spoke rather loudly back then. Then huiyee reply maybe change route. then she say maybe have to wait until reach holland then have seat. yah n say ya loh... holland hong mah!!! so malu lah...

so the both of us happily continue chatting, when the bus is traveling along the highway, we then confirm we took the wrong bus which is 190.... Can't u imagine 2 "blind" or "tok kong" people taking the wrong bus together. n we both thought the bus was 106.

Yah to our horror, we reach bukit panjang le loh... faster alight loh... then i travel with her back to her jia loh,,,

Then now waiting for the NR8 to start servicing at 12.30 midnight...haiyo.. both of us r so so blur lah.... diao---- wat an eventful day ah... being so blur and travelling ard the west side... which i think i could have gotten home way beyond if we had took the correct bus rather than taking this larger route and additional 2 bus ride home( which include a night rider and a transit bus ride from chua chu kang)

End of embarrassment... luckily only those who read my blog will know abt this malu stuff...
Wat worse can it be???

heyhey, my dear nephew drop by to my jia on saturday night... caught by surprise it had been so long that we relative stay in contact... this little boy is already 5 years old le... i think the last time we saw him was at the age of 3 bah... at that time he is already a very lifely boy but likes to wail...





this time round ah... we is equipped skill with martial art... hehe...riding on my bro and hitting him non-stop. so fun... i took so video and cutie nephew like it too... i shown him the video of this bullying my bro.. he still can say lets do it again...waahaha...since he seldom visit us, we would oblige to play n dote on this small kid lah...





he came from a rather complicated family. my cousin has seperated with his wife(this kid mum). she is getting married again at the age of 21... so small nephew is back to my cousin's hse to stay... then we would be getting more chance to see his appearance. wahahah... cute guy!!! but very violent, dunno where he learn all those hitting move... pictures illustrated below..so cute... shy at first







Cute guy.. too bad lah.. my photo with him was gone due to the stupid card error of the camera. no choice i took most of the photo with my handphone which is faster...