UNCONTACTABLE AT THE MOMENT

hi all,

Sorry for the inconvenience. haiz... i think no one will notice if i neber post. but if u happen to msg me or call me this few days... i would like to apologise coz my phone happen to drop to the toilet bowl juz now when i went holland for supper. yupe... so obviously it went a bit mad like blinking not stop and then it died miserably and immediately.

so this few days, i would not be able to answer(by the way, i think i also late in answering back, guess make no much difference. haha..)Hmm... do call my jia if u have anything u wan to share and things u wan to say to me. or simply email me loh.. my address sihui522@yahoo.com.sg
easy right. 3 easy steps to catch SIHUI.

Anyway those reading this blog should be ppl who know me so yah...not too scared to say out and share with u guys. i know it is a bit stupid to drop phone to toilet bowl... laugh for a while only ah... too long i will get mad de ah... that is it for the moment.

Hard for Rejection

When u don't know how to reject people, u ended up with more work!


THAT is my case now...


so tiring, have to rush through everything like tonight...


for example, one of my teammates called me yesterday night and told me that she was overloaded with works on another project. so she would like me to swop with her the work. that one she volunteered was conclusion which require more reading and understanding while my work is juz facilitation of the class activity. More or Less one slide can finish de. but i swop with her means that i have to do a lot more lah...


i mean she juz called me even though we still have another 3 team mates means that i have to swop with her le. Couldn't reject her anyway. Everyone take it for granted that i would be their secretary for the meeting. so i have to write, type and send the details to everyone. haiz... being kapo lah... who call me did it for the 1st time. respectively i have to auto do this kind of things.



When u do things with your intiative, they take it for granted that u would do it.

For example, in another group meeting, i will usually prepare a bit of the materials beforehand so that we will not be caught totally offguard and do nothing u see. So to them it is so called efficient on my part yet i have to complete almost everything. like i only source the information out half way through, while they did not prepare at all. i show them the structure i have done and some of the content. then some parts i lazy to complete coz i thought it was group project and discussion, they take it for granted that i have finished the entire thing. haiyo... ultra tired... like doing more than my portion of work. Like every project some one is throwing me extra work. first i have to go find surveyors, compile the data, then now i have to write up the whole draft report. then u guys add on abit then i re-edit it again then send back again. oh gosh...



i still have 2 mid-term test and 2 individual paper to prepare wor... y am i in this shit leh? n i haven even started on my studying and papers.

Nagging all the way coz i can't finish it tonight!!!!!!!!! meeting tml 10am...

oh it is me back to update...

Venue current: MACdonald at commonwealth area...

haha.. juz to recap first on the things done...

hehe friday been to anchor point for supper. sat until 2am then left the place. was chatting a bit with xinyi and amanda after our lesson...

then on saturday, received call ard 1045am from MAY. she was already in school for her 1st match of game. haha... after finishing on the 1st match she made a call to me. okie that woke me up, then i rush down loh... reach ard 11plus am kkz... my record timing of 1/2 hour to go skool. hahah... actually is b'coz my dad juz return home for a break, then i force him to drive me out. hahaha... yupe, so i can reach that fast... CONgrats to May's team for getting 2nd wor in the interfaculty game. hahah...

actually my previous intention was to do some work in the school library after supporting dear may and kok liang de... but i can't withstand the temptation.. so i went to play awhile. then forgot to bring towel or change of clothes. yupe i abandon my plan to study in school. return home for awhile then make a trip out with may and huiyee for dinner. OKie we went to cornoration rd there to eat dinner. at 1st we wanted to eat western but saw something else. so we gotten thai food for dinner. it was not too bad... each person spend ard $20 bucks but it was filling. or maybe becoz i had a bit of food b4hand liao.. so quite full when i went there.

okie guess wat activity we had after our dinner? We went prawning... haha... at sim ming together with andrew's friends. oh, a really huge crowd men... happening life wor... hahaha.... alright i didn't have the luck, patience and skills to catch any prawn. we each spend 10 bucks to share a rod. haha... okie, it really test patience de. haha... anyway we ended up bbq all the prawn lah... quite nice to see big and small one... dear huiyee caught 2 huge prawn wor.... with really big gong or is it head? by the way i am really sorry that i hooked and injured your finger wor...

alright, took cab back and then reach home ard 4plus. guess wat happen next.... hte whole morning of today i was being scolded for going out until so late.... mind u,it is constantly nagging and scolding kkz. i was trying my best to ignore and go back to sleep. actually i was awake at ard 11am even though i force myself to slp 5am the same morning. but then trying to avoid the scolding and conflict. i sleep till 1am loh... at least by then my parents are not so angry anymore. haha...

yupe... then i rot ard at home, realised i could not use internet as my bro seem to be very free at home. then i can't serve the internet. so i decide to go national library to do some writing, shun bian use internet... hehe... then stay until library close. i walk to mac loh... hardworking wor... wahhaah... but i am going home soon bah... getting very dark soon.

take care pal, using the rest of my battery power to survive.

FUTURE PLAN

Had been looking through my schedule plan juz now... juz realised there is really a schedule planning for us in NUS BIZ.. omg, i juz come across it. i had been picking modules randomly lah.. so it seem that i have wasted on that point lah...


i think i need to stay another semester due to that. other poly student will grad within 2and 1/2 years. while i will take 3 years. then i lacking by them by half year. so i would be graduating 1 year later than my fellow classmates. haiyo... this is the chart i took out from...




oh gosh i think i am lacking behind 2 modules to catch up... so it is like taking 3 modules at the last semester. so wasteful lah... too bad i did not plan properly. must take another semester. probably graduate by 2010 liao... sob by then i am 24 when i graduated. or gosh...

ha...i am going to have my study break soon. which is juz next week.
But i feel so so tired. Maybe i am juz aging...

Dateline to rush:

MONDAY25FEb

• Meet up to do biz com project. i think we have to redo quite alot... we are missing alot in the details and structuring. i must say we r lucky to have the class to let us know where we had gone wrong coz we are really the happy-go-lucky type. The group is very last min, a bit scared wor. Send team mates plan of the report.

TUESDAY 26 FEB

• Do research for HRM individual report(might drag over the week)
• COMPILE and find ideas to finish HRM parts so that can attend meeting on wednesday.
• Prepare my script for Video branding for career planning where i have to videotape myself in front of quite a bunch of ppl to maketing myself to be simple.

WEDNESDAY 27 FEB

• GO for HRM meeting with completed parts to consolidate which includes the whole section d and comparision of google with bloomberg and the culture,value of the company. (timing-early morning)
• FOllow by going for my video branding---Marks the end of the whole career planning...haha... dun need to dress myself in business attire so often already... hooray...
• Then meet up with buddies to spend precious time with dear birdy, haha.(tentatively since it is not confirm yet)

THURSDAY 28Feb

• Revision for test (finance)
• Preparation for Forensic Science practical Report

FRIDAY 29feb

• Revision for test(managerial accounting)
• Preparation for Human Resource individual Response paper
• Do evaluation of reviewed Business communication draft and upload it

oh my... recess week is juz packed with things to do. i can slp lah, but still have thing to occupy the week. better try to complete as much as possible. coz i try to sequeeze as many thing... but almost all dateline after the recess week. JIAYOU BAH LIN SIHUI..."Life still goes on"... copying what most ppl will say.. haha...

It had been a busy week for me...

Starting from schooling, meeting frenz after school and watching drama serial online after meeting fren... then rushing project dateline with continuous one after another de project meeting and presentation.

Dear rachel, sorry that i can't send u off yesterday. had a project meeting from 12-4pm then lesson starts at 7pm in school. so neber go airport send u off. but we can still stay in contact with email and blog right. haha... but then of course u have to update your blog kkz. however if u r busy with your honors year then it is alright. haha.. study more impt. hehe... All the best!!!

Oh thanks xinyi for taking me n amanda to chill at ben and jerry... haha... nice to relaz and chill after a long lesson. Haha... love sitting at the comfy seat. haha...

oh huiyee, paisei that i can't contribute much to the idea of buying the present. actually my brain is tentatively dead after school. So my response and such is typically very slow. i need a very long time to process information esp after a long day. i am aging rapidly, okie? So if u ask me think of the spot, frankly speaking i can't. i would only raise possibility for u. haha... No hard feeling, kkz?

oh wing, dun worry too much bah... job opportunity would come, mayb it is juz not the time yet. then about your tooth, it is already scheduled. faster solved it, would be better coz then it would not ache that badly right. If life is meaningless and just facing 4 piece of wall, then my suggestion is go out to walk ard. chill your mind abit. take some time to relaz. can dun need spend a lot of money... public library free de.... ya then can send more resume or look out for job opportunity while u r out.. but boring sihui can't think n offer too much option to u, SoRRy... but overall would like to say JIAYOU, kkz???

oh almost forgot, thanks yuting and gang for inviting me to sing ktv. but a bit last min, so i planned something on that day already. paisei ah...

Hoping that it would be a fun time at May's place later. oh Happy Birthday to May!!! hehe...

Alright that is for all at the moment...HaHA...

Happy Chinese New Year to everyONe...

This year for me, new year is typically quiet... i think our relative eat too much heaty stuff liao. then all fall sick and turn no voice. ke lian ah...

Anyway me oso not feeling well the whole session. SInce new year eve had been having flu n sore throat. Alright back to editing of my group's questionnaire.

haiz... where is my team mates??? one in penang, one in thailand, one in singapore where i couldn't contact her... sob... wat to do leh.. all of them are quite nice, but under festival hor, very hard to contact each other de... see wat can be done then. Feeling so paisei to the other classmate coz, every group gave us a lot of good comment to improve our composite of the questionaire and then my group only left me with the ultra short and useless comment to them.

I think this holiday is for me to rest and do small thing here and there. Slack loh, no mood to do anything. Yesterday went to watch AH LONG PTE LTD with hy. the show quite nice, funny and u can laugh liao and forget things. hahah... i was laughing so loud lah, i guess whoever go watch movie with me oso scared bah.. it is juz me bah.. in the dark le, i wan to release myself ah... i cry and laugh with the movie.. THat is the emotional part of me... wahhaahh...

i wan to watch the kungfu guan lan... but hy watch b4 liao... might have to catch it online liao... oh yest at 7pm i was caught by surprise by the crowd at the cinema lah... i went to west mall. the queue for the show line out to outside to the other shop. me n hy arrive at abt 7.10pm oso can't watch the 7.40pm show. even for the 9.15pm show oso have to sit at 1st 4th row... it is full house wor... guess during chinese new year, besides going hse to hse bian nian, the leisure part is to watch movie bah...

uploading my family photo... those who want to see how my dad and mum or rather my bro look like is up...

Tired to whatever is happening to me now...

haiz, packed with projects even during towards chinese new year are occupied with stuff.

Aside from my personal problem, even today while waiting for bus. a bird shit fell onto my feet.

Feeling my life is turning greyer day by day bah...

Hmm... Hope after Chinese New Year would turn for the better bah... My brain had been malfunctioning since then... Forget watever not happy and then move on in life should be wat i will be adopting in life. Relaz and think... Enjoy while i am still alive.

Alright, Happy CHineSe New YeAr to The REsT!!!

For something happy 1st,

i went to my cousin place at tiong bahru for house warming. apparently his new wife is very friendly, we click rather easily... nice couple of them bah... although i dun talk to my cousin as often... The visit was short and sweet. Met and talk a bit... My family always turn up to be the earliest for this type of hse warming... everytime will go ard 10am.. coz my dad like it early. so bo bian have to wake up early to go lah...

Alright, this that are gd are gone. i shall move on towards some things that affects a bit over on me. OK, i receive an sms today or rather yesterday night. then i went to check out the information this morning. What i have to say was i was stunned and hurt. I guess i am simply too greedy... take up offers that are too gd to be true. I begged for something to be shared with me up front, n now i can't face it. alright watever i say , juz treat it as bullshit, i dun mind de, do let me know straight when i start bulleting. it hurt so much to know that only now... it hurt my heart that i am just a test item. i will reflect n bloody shut my damn mouth up from now onwards. Sorry for bringing so much trouble and unhappiness to u. Pls let me cool a while, i dun think i have the face to talk to u at this moment and help u with your problem.

I cried so much after reading it before going to my cousin's place. my eyes was ultra swollen where i have to put eyemo and makeup to cover it. My mum n bro ask me wat happen, n immediately they thought that i was watching the korean drama and sobbing of it. alright, i was not... it is just some emotional breakdown that i am having... Let it be, only when i think of a better solution would i act upon it. Meanwhile i would do my reflection and see what i can change of myself.

oh yest ard 2-3pm at my jia area... saw a series of black shirt ppl rushing towards a point and then they trying to pass each other something. i stared at them... coz their action very weird!!!
but i was late for lesson.

In my mind i was thinking this time jialat liao.. they might be police in plain clothes planning for an action.

true and behold, after my forensic lesson. when i reach home ard 10plus PM.
while waiting for the lift to come down, i saw my neighbour's son with a group of youngster in black... my 1st impression was that oh, the group of youngster is here to study or home visit lah.. coz the plain clothes police give me an impression of a bit nerd leh.. not like the handsome police in the police post... okie back to my story, when they came out of the lift, the 6 of them turn together and like walk as a unit. then when they turned out, i saw the handcuff on my neighbour's son.

haiz... feeling so pitiful lah, he kana caught by the police.... he like only in his 20s to 30 and his children all so young... 2 of them still in kindergarden... haiz... Not a very good chinese new year for them bah... hope it is not something ultra serious bah...

Thank you birdy for sharing this website, it is very true... give it a try for the rest of u...

What Lin Sihui Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

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