Friday, October 08, 2010

update to the previous post...

The GIVE IN

After a night of thinking, S made a decision... S is giving S's Dad additional $200 to help resolve partially his issue. This would mean that S have to cut down all expenses of spending this month... including going out with fren for entertainment, favorite shopping of clothes, bags, shoes n cosmetics n toiletries spending. (coz all of the above, no matter how little it is, would accumulate to a certain amt)

Hmm, but rest assure S has already set aside enuff money for the special event n things for special event.

Hence till S's next pay Day... She would rather live a hermit life n save every single cents...
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Sorry Pals... can't really join u guys... feeling even more paisei, making u guys sacrifice to go to really cheap places with not really good food... will be back to join once pay day is out again which is last week of the month .

Thursday, October 07, 2010

call me jealous, call me petty... i dun care...
its small issue, yet i really have the urge to blow it up...

Today after a tired step aerobics session n returning early back home...

S's dad came to the door to help open, the first sentence S heard was " tot it was E coming back " with a disappointed voice from the dad...

Bear in mind E would only be back on the 17th...

S know that everyone started missing E lah... so didnt really think so much... but deep down S is always jealous y her dad love E so wholeheartedly, giving him all the attention & everything he requested. hmm, S's dad treated her not bad i must say. But S can really feel the difference between the S and E with their Dad...

No matter how E can be ridiculous with, the Dad will always find excuse to tolerate and make it sound reasonable... S's dad is now under constant pressure to try to earn more money to give more allowance to E bcoz he requested... when S's dad say he doesnt have enuff money, its bcoz he want to save more for E and buy more no used de VCD that can filled up a full 2 door cupboard.

sometimes S juz wan to treat the family better, giving them the opportunity to enjoy life in a different manner in her little way...

Alright so S went to approach S's mum abt this short trip.
S's mum is quite favorable to the trip; since it is not too exp.
Then S's dad have this long 5 days break from his job after 5 years of working non-stop daily except for chinese new year.
So S juz wanted to let her parents enjoy a day.
Then she went to approach her dad with the same idea happily...

Before S get to say anything, S's dad rejected immediately.
S's dad want to wait till E complete Uni then start his so called next phrase of life.
Pls loh, S's dad never knows that E doesn't want to travel with them at all.. E rather share the Airfare to let the parents go overseas; than joining them on a trip.
Hmm, Anyway S oso explained that everything would be under S's expense, not as if S would let them pay for a short cheap trip ...

S was clearly disappointed n abit angry for this small issue that S's dad is always bias towards his son... S will continue to boil for pot unhappiness for a few Days n hopefully everything will be going back to norm...

Monday, October 04, 2010

it had been ages before the new updates is back...

times flew as usual...

everyone had been up n earnest on the slimming section...

i had been very much lagging behind... yet doing my slow part in performing my walk routine...

it is easy juz time consuming...

it is really hard to curb your diet n not constantly think of food n snack...

it is also not easy to maintain high level of energy when your body is in the low energy section.

yet i witness determination from my dear friends ard me being able to maintain a balance n healthy diet while exercising excessively...

i need an companion to force me n work together

i give too much excuses juz like the tv advertisement... Action always speaks louder than words...

Jiayou Bah... wat i need to do the slim down.... dreaming once again...