This year's celebration was really different...

peaceful was the rightful word...

i muz say i didnt had the exact feel of the season...

i juz realise that i really dunno alot of things...

called it dilemna period...

i think i will sort it out soon...

Next Aim in mind...

Getting Driving License in 2011... (3k)

Try Repay the $15k for study Loan...

way to go!!! Bro say pls tighten your money belt n repay everything....

it seems the best idea to do so...

Shall really work towards it...

Wish me Luck.. i now can monitor my progress...

Merry Christmas to all!!!

Revive interest... i Trully missed my Favorite Volleyball

The Asian games 2010, it had been rather interesting to view... so i came online searching for more clips .. Out of the 2 video, the first is between Russia vs Brazil fighting for World championship 2010.... hmm, a bit blur image but i think it is still a tough fight...

update to the previous post...

The GIVE IN

After a night of thinking, S made a decision... S is giving S's Dad additional $200 to help resolve partially his issue. This would mean that S have to cut down all expenses of spending this month... including going out with fren for entertainment, favorite shopping of clothes, bags, shoes n cosmetics n toiletries spending. (coz all of the above, no matter how little it is, would accumulate to a certain amt)

Hmm, but rest assure S has already set aside enuff money for the special event n things for special event.

Hence till S's next pay Day... She would rather live a hermit life n save every single cents...
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Sorry Pals... can't really join u guys... feeling even more paisei, making u guys sacrifice to go to really cheap places with not really good food... will be back to join once pay day is out again which is last week of the month .

call me jealous, call me petty... i dun care...

its small issue, yet i really have the urge to blow it up...

Today after a tired step aerobics session n returning early back home...

S's dad came to the door to help open, the first sentence S heard was " tot it was E coming back " with a disappointed voice from the dad...

Bear in mind E would only be back on the 17th...

S know that everyone started missing E lah... so didnt really think so much... but deep down S is always jealous y her dad love E so wholeheartedly, giving him all the attention & everything he requested. hmm, S's dad treated her not bad i must say. But S can really feel the difference between the S and E with their Dad...

No matter how E can be ridiculous with, the Dad will always find excuse to tolerate and make it sound reasonable... S's dad is now under constant pressure to try to earn more money to give more allowance to E bcoz he requested... when S's dad say he doesnt have enuff money, its bcoz he want to save more for E and buy more no used de VCD that can filled up a full 2 door cupboard.

sometimes S juz wan to treat the family better, giving them the opportunity to enjoy life in a different manner in her little way...

Alright so S went to approach S's mum abt this short trip.
S's mum is quite favorable to the trip; since it is not too exp.
Then S's dad have this long 5 days break from his job after 5 years of working non-stop daily except for chinese new year.
So S juz wanted to let her parents enjoy a day.
Then she went to approach her dad with the same idea happily...

Before S get to say anything, S's dad rejected immediately.
S's dad want to wait till E complete Uni then start his so called next phrase of life.
Pls loh, S's dad never knows that E doesn't want to travel with them at all.. E rather share the Airfare to let the parents go overseas; than joining them on a trip.
Hmm, Anyway S oso explained that everything would be under S's expense, not as if S would let them pay for a short cheap trip ...

S was clearly disappointed n abit angry for this small issue that S's dad is always bias towards his son... S will continue to boil for pot unhappiness for a few Days n hopefully everything will be going back to norm...

it had been ages before the new updates is back...

times flew as usual...

everyone had been up n earnest on the slimming section...

i had been very much lagging behind... yet doing my slow part in performing my walk routine...

it is easy juz time consuming...

it is really hard to curb your diet n not constantly think of food n snack...

it is also not easy to maintain high level of energy when your body is in the low energy section.

yet i witness determination from my dear friends ard me being able to maintain a balance n healthy diet while exercising excessively...

i need an companion to force me n work together

i give too much excuses juz like the tv advertisement... Action always speaks louder than words...

Jiayou Bah... wat i need to do the slim down.... dreaming once again...

i finally found the 2 song i wanted to share with the gals...

i found it nice...



Above is the mv i wanted to show the gals (so here it is)

Below is the mv that i will cry after hearing n watching... i dun understand it myself too... everytime i juz see the MV, tears juz drop... my crying tolerance level has reach another depth...




i suddenly realised that i like MV that has good attractive storyline...

I guess AT times i am juz plain stupid!!!!

How can i let the same incident happen twice....

i juz feel that i am asking for it, sometimes y am i so tolerant n forgetful...

y can't i juz reject to help!!! Stupid -_-!

i juz think that i am the jinx to that bloody website... I hate it!!!! Being of No HELP...

n y muz i always be the receiving end to get the bloody *** language?!?

then the sudden cut of phone call...

.... refused to talk then....

RECENTLY I DID A REAL CHANGE TO MY HAIR

i cut it real short.... hmm, different from my usual look...

i really make that step to go in to that saloon that i tot i might get a change with...

come see me bah...

hmm. as usual the stylist suggest color change next up...

i shall see how whether i am really up to it anot...

hmm,i think u might mistood me as a boy from the back bah, If i anyhow dress again...

heehee... but i think it is a rather good change!!!

Starting to like change... simple as changing a hair style... brings joy!!!

It all came to an end of one month soccer filled nights at different location.

There are times of happiness and times of anger and dissappointment....

This season was filled with many surprises on the match field.

No matter it was at Community Centre, Macdonald or at robertson walk...
i guess it was the companion watching together with and engrossing themselves to the match..
The group attention is one of the key factor in making the match so exciting, sometimes fun...

For instance, the german vs argentina at Robertson walk... so many people cheering to the max...

This year, it is my first time, i had been really watching intensely with the gals.

Haha.. neber know that i could have such an extend of interest into other sports...

Alright, Let's have some rest and back to routine work....

Panic Attack!!!

oh NO!!! is it my vision deterioriating or is it juz plain tiredness that trigger this patchy blurness...

Can someone let me know whether is it any symtoms of being far sighted or near sighted???

gosh... Panicky right now...

i cant really focus n see the words properly in front of me.. i am seeing patchy combination of everything...

24th Birthday

Yes, I am finally one year older and moving forward...

Thanks gals for the celebration... it had been a surprise n pleasure experience

Thank office buddies for the card n greetings...

Simple as it is...

Birthday is juz another day when u up your expectation on yourself...
n setting new goals aside from new year resolution...

so my new expectation on myself is at least (get myself a license by the age of 25) hopefully i can do so...

next is kill my CPF loan within the nxt 2 months... so that i can concentrate on my other loan...
i presume not much saving could be done until i kill partially on my loan...

Third is find ways to pamper myself while working real serious....

That's it... it would a task i need to accomplish n work hard on... AGE of 24 Here I COME!!!!

PS*** n hor, Wing n gang... dun call me Ogre(sound like old girl)...
u will be my age soon as well!!!! Roar(~_~)

Hehehehe... Everyone enjoy n have a wonderful Rest...

SLEEPpppppY MOOOoooddiiiiiie

currently in office facing tons of files and stoning at my com desk...

it had been close to a month after my conversion as temp...

feeling- not brillant at all yet pinning for the increase source of pay...

life had been different ever since.
i had grew more lazy physically without the vibe i used to have and enthusiasm towards the trade... sometimes, i juz feel the fear to face things. Yet u have to solve issue...

i guess that is part of working bah... the indecisivenesss in terms of making the right decision...
u think its right, n it may not be right....wahahaha...sry my silly crap again. shall leave it as it is and moved on.

HAD BEEn missing a lot on group outings n fren meeting... looking forward to unwind a bit of my boring life... wahahahah

An Extracting visit

it had been one year plus that i have re-visited the dentist...

yes, my main intention today was to get my teeth washed...

yet i had a x-ray to my left wisdom tooth, filling to it too, extracted my left upper wisdom tooth n neglected my right wisdom tooth that was entirely the main problem i had been complaining non-stop..

N the main issue i did not remove my lower left and right wisdom tooth aside from the pain is bcoz of the high expense it takes to remove it. to remove one side of tooth it would be 600 bucks straight out cash sia... which i can buy alot of other things... haiz...

Removing of upper wisdom tooth cost $80 bucks and forever "bo gay at the back"

then the whole visit today amounts to 190bucks wor... scare me for a moment bcoz i had agreed to so much things while i was having treatment.

hmmm...starting to realise how dentistry can earn great bucks through this wor...

neber mind lah since money had already been spend

n me feeling not a bit like me...

workplace sometimes can be a funny and interesting place to be in...

u can witness many kind of biasness and scenario... juz whether u r part of the main league? or leftovers stray along in the party...

most of the times, i find myself hiding in between...

i dont think it is bad, yet i don't think this is the best either

you don't get sided by both side, yet not guarded by both side

whether u r game to entered into doing something small to revenge or teach another group a lesson???

often i would think, do u really need us to teach them a lesson??? it is juz a super small issue... n ppl can do this kind of stuff... for instance, key to toilet...

in my office situation is that the toilet requires special key to go... n it is expensive n hard to get a spare key... hence, we r sort of handicapped and cant go toilet without the key...

n yet, in the office, there is still people keep forgeting or losing the keys in the toilet... they juz left it in the toilet. which means, if one key had gone missing and another is locked inside ... there goes our opportunity of going to nearby toilet...

my point of view is that, if they cant be bothered abt this kind of issue, why do we need to go do the extra steps??? hiding doesnt deter anyone from feeling anything... n i feel guilty n wasnt right bcoz the key was kept with me for safekeeping... haiz.. at least now, it is back to the cupboard instead of hiding in the dark pockets of me safekeeping...

i think i have to learn through things bah... n another thing to mention is that, i dun think i will take up the paya labar job, i dun really like the scope after going down to the place for chat session. the place was rather far, but the ambience of the warehouse was still fine and equipped i must admit. Thanks dora n timothy for sharing with me so much on the organisation; its juz me that was unease to face matters... in between decision once again... i know u guys will hate me for giving this kind of opportunity... but i guess that was not what i want overall...

BANGKOK JAN 2010 TRIP

Day 1- departure from SG to BKK

then shopping from evening till late
dinner with favorite beef noodle

dAY 2 bReakfast at hotel, shopping, dine at mango tree, first time movie overseas

Ice Tea from mango tree. quite cute ahday 3 & 4- ChutuChak Market... Wild Shopping, no time to take pix...

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Day 5- Side seeing day with temples n big excursion day for us...

boat ride to templetemple 1: nice building n scenery(above)

temple 2: ultra high temple that u reach the top with banner for wishes(below) see we are so high up

can u spot us in the pix above???

temple 3: sleeping buddha

temple 4: marble temple

temple 5: golden mount
dAY 6 - A day to leave beautiful thailand & Excursion to grand palace

ooff we go n back to sg...

WONDERFUL STEP OUT TO THAILAND 14-20 Jan 2010

WONDERFUL STEP OUT TO THAILAND 14-20 Jan 2010

Wooohoooo.. finally back from thailand trip after spending an action packed trip...

i muz admit that my stamina does not last well. hehe

being shopping rather non-stop, walking ard malls n streets...

then been to temples n finally Grand palace... it was beautiful within the palace...

Thanks birdy for planning the trip, it was great to see something beyond malls...

Hee hee, n yes... blur me forget to bring camera out on sightseeing day is damn stupid... but nonetheless we conquer the high high temple... n i love the view from the golden mount... it was pretty... i guess pix will be up once we send ard each other.. hehe...

my 2nd aeroplane trip to another country... another environment... another culture... another kind of living... i was always thinking... life can be so different...

yeah, n 1st foot massage was definitely something special for me... in fact it was itchy n funny... but dunno y i became the joke whenever i am doing the massage there... WIN already LOh... i try to tahan already ah... neber mind, nonetheless it was great experience for me since i wun do it in singapore anyway...

yeah, n i had really tons of food in this 6 day 5 night... many plates of phat thai, prawn, mango, fried rice, sotong, green curry, tom yam soup... wahahaha.. n now with a lot of tibits back home...
haha... it was great... n now the plan for me is no soft drink n less fried food... to at least let me sequeeze into the outfit better...

back to catching of movie online liao... shall update with more pix later on...

HoorAy!!! Finally, Our Plan come True!!! ThaiLand our nxt stop...

thanks bird for planning so much,

n we can look forward to jolly good times at different country.

but everything seems to pass by so fast that tml will be our trip...

n everything after this trip would be something more purposeful already....

so many plans and action that has to be done.

so juz hope, everything would be great n Lets all enjoy the Holiday...

Finally... Thailand here we come!!!!