Hmm.. THis week i really have to save up for my cpf deductions. Thus i am really saving bits n pieces of my daily allowances... $100 is consider small when i am working but... i am not... it takes me 10 entire days not to spend and splurge on any food and etc to save...

So pals, i will be not be spending any amt at the moment until AUG starts in order for me to "dong" over this season... Typically i had already reach the stage of dryspell in the bank... HAhah... Muz really be more proactive in job search... been to so many resume send out and few interview conducted... hmm... juz saw a new interesting one which states commercial affair officer for SPF... i kind of like it but then cant send resume online... got to do it manually!

More work to be done then... lazing ard at home isn't bringing much income at the moment... My Parents had been really bombing my ear non-stop. I guess if really given the chance, i will accept job that gives me at least $2k to sustain my loan... rest i really hack liao... u can understand how bad it can goes...

In fact, i felt entirely at ease at home doing reading... but constant reminder by relative and friends that i am unemployed, really pushes me to juz grab watever is out there.

Sometimes, i really don't know whether my decision are made based on relationship or on real thinking of the situation. When i really calm down to think, i sometimes regret what i had commited myself to... My bad habit is that i dunno how to reject...or reject things at the wrong time n then friendship or maybe any working opportunity is gone before i know it...

Time for reflection(~,~)