Thursday, October 09, 2008

hmm.. i am feeling kind of sore and embarrassed by the presentation i had just now.

i must admit that i did not done well on the topic. i guess i couldn't analyze further in depth of the issue and when the prof ask, i couldn't answer and i guess he was very frustrated with me but he got no choice.

i m really sorry to my teammates... b'coz of my part, it might have drag down the average result of the presentation. haiz... no gd...

then my stupid thumbdrive spoiled so i have to re do so many things. shit!!! wat life.... i wan to cry lah... it is juz not smooth.

i stop working already, i should have more time to settle my school work and projects. but my time is juz not enough... i am sleeping ard 2plus am and waking up at ard 8am almost daily. this is much worse than wat i am doing when i am working. at least if i am working, i make it a point to sleep ard 12am instead of 2am +++. my eyes are getting smaller liao... haiz... i must be contented as compared to my dear friends bah... they are even more busy than me and much more stress on them.

alright i shld stop... franking speaking i wasn't paying attention to my lecturer and busying blogging and sulking over my mistake. Y do i have so much bad habits that i need to change???

1st thing would be punctuality. i am sorry, dear friends, i promised to improve on it soon.

2nd thing would be procrastination. not sure whether got this word a not? anyway i shldn't push things to really the dateline... it would be commiting suicide.

3rd thing would be my plan to exercise. haiz... my bro scold me say i dun have the motivation to slim down lah. say and no action. and it was actually spot on.... NO more excuses bah.... no more prioritizing as an excuse!!!

i must try to at least kick off this 3 inborn negative devils....

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