peeps,

i think this season, i could not meet up with u guys to chill as often. haiz... getting too tired after which from school and constant houseworking and doctor visiting. it had been rather taxing for me. i can't really concentrate and do my work at home. coz every moment i would be doing some stuff that is none of my intial schedule.

i had been nice to have my aunt to come over and take care of my mum. since my mum won't dare to command my aunt. haha... nonetheless, she help us alot men. i think mum is being under a lot stress that is why she like to vent it out on us. haha... last night, dad, me and bro had a mini conference in our room. rather bro was doing his report, me surfing net and dad kana scolded unreasonably by mum then come in to complaint to us. wahhaa... i think i believe wat other ppl had say, it would be much harder to take care of someone who is not feeling well. i guess coz she can't do the things herself, she feel so uncomfortable that she decide that we should complete for her fast. haiz... but i guess i am getting used to do laundry at ard 11.30. coz i return home late adn wash the clothes late and such. by midnight, i am drop dead tired, didn't even do homework and study. so i decided to try complete my project and studying outside of home. it would be the best to prevent myself from watching excessive tv and getting to do stuff like sleeping after all the task to complete at home. haha....

i believe it had been equally taxing for the whole family. alright, i am not angry with anyone, juz myself for not being able to prioritise properly. fussing ard in my blog that is all.

Thanks frenz for all the concern for my family and mum.
Esp the gals, for sending a gift for my mum and being there for me... thank you ah... TOO much thanks to so many ppl.

okie, back to my project work that is dateline on friday.

Frenz, take care of your health kkz? Stay good and happy is the best!!!

people with differrent standards

sometimes, i don't understand y ppl can speak and do things differently.

for instant, my dad told me to go for beach fiesta, but behind my back my mum tell me say dad complain y i neber look at the state and situation. i shldn't even go lah...

then another thing is that, at this instant my bro want to go learn driving. i thought that my dad would stop my bro, or at least give some advice. he gave the green light to my bro to let him proceed. then today my dad come n complain to me that my bro shld be more auto. should not go learn driving at this moment.

sometimes i juz dun understand y give ppl the green light when u strongly believe is not right. Dun know wat is happening in my family???? Conflict and such!!!!

i think i going mad soon.

haiz... hate staying in the house right now. do i ever had the strength to hold on and not burst at my own mum.

while she is having a mild stroke and constantly at home giving me tons of command. i think i am going mad soon. i will do things but pls at my comfortable pace. this moment this things, the flip moment another things juz come out. pls lah, is not the family suddenly give u black face. but u know, we seldom do all the housework and such. it takes time.... not at every moment we could react right.

this moment, water the plants, nxt moment wash the clothes, cook properly, clean the stuff, bring food, bring medicine, bath, go toilet with u and i think the most important thing to u is your 4D lottery only. coz dad don't like then scold u, so u wan to do it behind his back, so u force me to do it fast b4 he knows abt it. even before i finally get to finish my breakfast u r already complainting how slow we are and if it is u. it could completed already and such and all.

frankly speaking, i am having a rather hard time adapting lah. last night i slept beside u, u woke up 4 times to go toilet. then u schedule for the day is like. waking up at 6am having your breakfast, rest then wake up at 8am then continue with the day. u mean even on sunday i have to adapt to the same schedule. i did not have proper rest lah. really tired lah...

Mum got stroke

Dear frenz,

this season, i might be taking longer time to reply u. Coz my mum has just admitted to NUH. a mild stroke. give me some time to adjust. she is doing fine juz have to stay in hospital for tons of checkup to see whether it is really a mild or serious one. tentatively from all their comments(doctors and interns) they say it is okie de.

but they are reframing my mum from eating when she did not even eat her lunch. she only had 2 piece of bread at 6am. by 7pm she was ultra tired and hungry. yet the doc say she can't eat. it really pains me lah... esp when blood surges out when they did not attached the plaster properly after withdrawing so much blood from her. when we go visit her, she was crying le. she was murmuring alot. can't speak properly, but i hope she is getting better lah...

she everytime like to cry behind our back. i think she would be crying after we left her in the hospital. haiz.. the visiting hours are like 12-2pm and 5-8pm only. so i can't stay overnight with her. haiz... alright all the housework is down to me le... i will try to cook for the family. wat is happening to my family??? ah... i start to miss my mum already.

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packed with new stuff this week and weeks ahead

-Today-

• meeting at 2pm for hrm finale meeting
• revision for finance coz have to prepare for tutorial

-Wednesday-

• presentation of hrm finale.(finally, the past few night rushing for this project to wee hours)9am-12pm
• CV critique with outside school personnel at 3pm
• then prepare n decide whether to go attend kickboxing at 8.30pm coz...
• need to prepare 2 meetings for thursday

-thursday-

• attend 10am managerial accounting lesson
• 12-2pm: have finance meeting to prepare for tutorial presentation
• 2-4pm: Biz comm lesson
• 4-6pm: have biz comm meeting to refine and build up on the report(i dun think can finish but shld try)

-Friday-

• compile and try to finish the report for biz comm that is due on the following monday(16march). n start to prepare biz comm final presentation that is due on (23march)
• finish and compile finance tutorial question which i have totally no clue how to do at all.
• attend forensic lesson

-sat and sun-

if possible,

- finishes all the tutorial.

- start on the reading, head start with the individual response paper for HRM (due on end march)

- come out with ideas to put in HRM final group report

- start studying and revise for forensic science test (21 or 28march)

- signed up for beach fiesta(22march)

KickBoxing on the Way

hey, i will be going to kickboxing in 1and 1/2 hrs time... hope it would be great!!!

then nxt up after the kickboxing would have to study all the way men... coz up till now i have not finish wat i am suppose to finish.

my practical report that is suppose to hand in on friday.
my biz comm evaluation that we r suppose to discuss on tml(hand in date is on sat)
2 test upcoming. one is tml and another is on saturday.
another project meeting of human resource on sunday.

haha.. juz up to complain. maybe kickboxing can shun away all the stress and problems. haha...

Calm Down and Mini walkathon

Eventually i have calm down and the matters had been settled.

I was partially at fault that i throw my teammates to continue with the work.

Nonetheless, it was rather completed at the moment. juz to update when i reach home on saturday juz before midnight, i make a call to my team mates. they told me that they will looking for me for the phone day. apparently, i can't picked up their call. so they had proceeded with the project and indeed will have to praise them for refining the end product to a really good one. i was staying overnight to 2am-3am to do the last editing and alignment before i posted the material online. we will late but at least it was done u see.

Then this few days was thinking how i could survive without a handphone. actually i think it is possible with me, since not much ppl contact me de. heehee. still searching for the cheap handphone right now. coz my dad and bro lent me money to buy. i was finding the $99 no contract red color samsung handphone with only radio function in it. nothing much and fancy. yet it is already gd. but hor this gd phone apparently had went sold out in most 7-11 outlet.

I visited many 7-11 outlets: from holland village to holland drive, then walk to ghim moh, then took a bus to clementi(near ntuc) to clementi(near the end bus stop there). Then it is declared sold out. they have this another shell shape phone which cost $95 without the radio function. haiz... i dun wan leh... bo bian shall search again somewhere.

seems like a long exercise walking ard the neighbourhood. today i walk this much distance,

Then on friday, met up with zhiwei,huiyee and kk... had dinner and chit chat. then after dinner, apparently we walk from plaza singapura to centerpoint for coffee, then walk to far east, realise nothing to see at night, walk to lucky plaza for a jasmine green tea at Mac. then scare off by the loud grounding sound above Mac.(upstairs of mac, there are construction working)haha.. then we walk back from lucky plaza walk back to plaza singapura that stretch then further down to bugis. then me and huiyee walk further to funan IT mall there to take night rider home. i can say friday can be one of the most distance i walked randomly bah... haha... Another walking achievement of mine. HAAHA...

Alright back to work, oh by the way, thanks to my dear friends who offer to lend me your spare phone. Thanks, i appreciate the effort. Gd night

i am at my ultimate limit already...

ppl are juz pushing me to my anger limit.

the project i received back are like not edited. juz like the same one i send out previous day ago... i am very furious lah... coz i have already done share of u guys de things. n wat i get back now. is the same. i very speechless liao loh.. i am going to be hack care men... watever u give me back i will juz hand it up. i no longer want to be the only one concern and doing all the work. i had enough. i wrote an email to ask what u guys have done. pls help bah.. i really can't stand it anymore.

Today i am suppose to happily prepare and go sentosa to meet may they all de. rather meet on time coz i spoiled my phone. then now this kind of last min shit... i dunno wat is going to happen lah... hack them ah.. i am not going to do the editing liao... where is their effort. i can't see it... or am i blind? did i wrong them? when i save the wrong file. or am i not sharp enough to see the changes?

maybe this is the only outlet where i can vent my nagging and anger. after which i would find a way to calm myself down. Pissed off... how am i going to survive?

even all the electronic's are like playing a prank on me. phone spoiled, com hang, even my room de fan oso like play musical chair with me(on/off on its own)... skrewed up life....