new Job part 2

hihi... long time no blog again...

hmmm... had been working in NTU as admin assistant since monday(19-06).
thanks carol for recommending me into work or else i guess i would still be buming at home.

anyway i would still like to thanks the following for recommending me jobs.

1) wing & (michelle) - for the watch sales job
2) carol & (jessie) - for my current admin job
3) eliz & ( eliz's sis) - for another data entry job
4) joan" my cousin & ( pearlyn" her fren) - for another data entry job -- which i recommend weiling to go pick up this job( she is starting tml) so happy for her

yeah... abt my job in NTU...
my first task was to print 2700 sets of documents... tell u wat.... after this i have to continue to print another 2000sets of documents all over again for another country club

wow... tiring u know
anyway. weeks will past de
have to look more details to my uni le
i realise i had been super neglienge abt it wor....

JIA YOU

graduation pictures....

pal i am still consolidating the pictures taken on graduation day... hoping there will be more to show and keep as wonderful memories...

we might even not meet up oh... so lets keep wonder memory with us to move towards a brighter future ahead...

Graduation tml...

feeling excited to meet up all those frenz oh...

3 years in poly school then so fast ended... some going into workforce, some going into army while others would like to continue study.

we had so many routes to proceed with all our individual paths.

& i believe and hope each will live life to the fullest and creates a legend of brighter future.

aniway, juz to amphasize how much i spend today ( 13/06/06)

i was like trying so hard to get my last min blazer... ( $96 for the blazer + $49 for the pants + $15 for the shirt)

aside went to make passport today my one and mama de( 2 x $60 = $120)

then went shopping at FOS holland...

haha... today spend too much liao... left with an empty pocket... haha... i have to admit

I am a SHOPAHOLIC!!!

My weekend

hello... i know i had been too lazy to blog.

hmm... had been much slacking this few weeks.

okie shall update my weekend...

on friday or thursday went to see doctor got a flu and cough that neber recover... then after seeing the doctor... went to the saloon to cut my hair...

i went in say i want a haircut... my drowzy, so nber notice lah... then the hairstylist cut straight hair oh... the doll type... not the "TU" type... straight cut... ( i was like i can get my ma to cut straight w/o paying $18 loh) then she ask me want to cut fringe( i scared men... i quickly say okie although i wanted to cry)

aniway i ask my ma to help me change abit... or else i doubt u would see me walking ard... haha=)

on sat-- went library @ ard 4plus
-- then meet sumei ard 5+++ to go to jen da jie de ROM at chervon
-- later went shopping at IMM. bought quite a few stuff for my self and etc. and oso bought a small gift for terence de gal gal...

on sun -- morning went to ah di ge ge de wedding buffet @ bukit Gombak. i think the house is quite small but alright for a newly wed couple. i like the red painted wall. however, the pinkish door suxs( sorry looks to not nice == off the beat with the house)

aniwae juz to comment the relatives all say my bro look more handsome le...( which i believe is that they too long neber happen to see him le... coz he use to be a gong fat little babe-- developing to a mal nutrition small kid and now a slightly lean build young teenager) to me is no big changes men... ( since i like to pick a fight and quarrel with him) haha... things neber changes between us. aniwae through all the fights then ppl get to cherish more mah... ( my personal theory)

after the mornin buffet, then went off to the neighbourhood pasir malan... it was really nothing loh... then it was pouring rains and dogs all of a sudden. of course somehow like trap in the enclosure. aniwae... actually wanted to buy the betty boop t- shirt... so cute men... ( my current "tu" hairself look a bit like that)
haiz say so long, still neber buy.

then we took cab back lah... my parents drop me off at dover MRT station for me to take MRT to tampines.

where i go to terence de gal 1 month old celebration. trust me the journey from dover to tampines was super long. i almost drooze off men... standing on the train, sleepy for abt 45mins.
finally reach tampines. then went window shopping first coz still consider early. i sms bee sian, then she tell me she still at home... so i went walk walk first n of course settle something that i haven finish up.

then hor i bravely went to take bus 293... when i went into the queue hor... i realised there is another queue behind with no 293. then i start to confuse n panick men... i mean this area is not like clementi or such mah... so scared sit wrongly loh... anyway pick my guts and proceed to sit the one that i had choosen earlier. i try to count my 12 stops. then i realised when i start to panick, i lost count. so i happily look out the window to observe loh...

then when i finally took a turn i saw the street no and block no he given me lah... as usual i miss the stop lah... coz i see the block quickly press the bell, then the driver juz drove pass that stop...

okie... it was still raining lah... so i unluckily have to climb the overhead bridge, walk past 5 to 6 blocks( not knowing the block no; so have to go the lift lobby to double check repeatedly) finally gotten to block 874... i was not wet hor... i took all the available shelter.( i was quite impressed myself oso" paisei applauding for myself) okie then i saw a car passingby. aniwae... i juz walk to the lift lobby of the block and rest a while before taking the lift up to terence de jia... i met beesian, ah chin and mr koh at the lobby lah... then we go up together.

they all give angbao lah... me took my gift to them... feeling a bit paisei and weird oso... actually i was thinking giving the present then see baby then leave immediately. coz not familar mah...

but the group of us still stay and i get to see through all their wedding photos. haha... guess wat i found... i found my small greeting card for their wedding de hidding in one of the albums. i was touched loh... at least they got keep my greetings. i thought they might throw away mah... i not too sure lah... but when i saw it( stunned + elated) haha=)

but i still stay until 5pm, in which went shopping from there... hehee ( i thought i could put on that blazer on that stall, which is $129... ) i took so long to consider loh... i walk in and out of the shop... i finally make a decision. they dun have my size... so pissed off loh... neber mind lah... got a lot of food back too.

and of course the long long journey back...

cowardism

i know i promise to give it a try.

but i am feeling so uneasy that i keep on doubting on myself.

created so much trouble for everyone. i can;t stop doing that.

i hate myself with the indecisive thinking. how could i escape out of this indecisiveness n cowardism.

most of the time w/o actual force, i will normally chicken out of situation.

like the time went to work in kfc, i went in alone and left after 3days. ( no frenz, pessimistic, runaway attitude)

how coward r u then? do u always runaway when difficulties arises?

i guess i m one of it bah... everytime other ppl that r courageous enough to attempt diff challenges. i somehow admire them and would like to try it.

it was like there was once my IS class fren bring me to donate blood. at first i thought that was something cool and beneficial. yet when i reach there, i chill out of it again.

what was the reason i gave to myself.
{i am too fat, muz take weight measurement, wat if got high blood pressure}

oh my wat idiot excuses i am trying to cover up for myself.

like my sec vball moto" excuses are for loser"
Am i one of it then? sure does...

sorry being very down now adays.

i let down u wing wing. sry =(

new job

sorry wingwing... i muz admit i dun really like to do sales stuff.
anyway is u recommend de i will give it a try then.

in fact going for the interview was just an go-and-see mode.
if can make it, then try. if not, i still relaz and think through.

it had been so long b4 going for interview. my interview experience was like out of 4 job, 2 was accompanied by peng you. however not much feeling to it. everything they ask and say, my answer would be the typical yes( okie) when can i finally raise all my enquires... i guess i can;t change my attitude bah...

slacker on the beat... haven send out my confirmation yet... is friday already... oh my god... before 6pm. will make a move to send it out.. did not really look much into the question.

how i wish i could share the problem with someone... hahah

going to start work next monday le... so fast, haiz... my holiday will be gone quick...
muz ppl that r poor alway work hard to acheive some rights of those ppl that rich can enjoy?
or rather watever happy moments we recevied will be enough to hold us long throughtout our life.

alright then i stop all my questioning...

will post again after moi first day bah... take care all

My work ended in panalpina

although had been pinning to end my work in this company. but i really miss the ppl there.

they had been super nice to me. ( taking so gd care of me)

aside i received present from those i know.

4 beauty- thanks for your dangling earings

sumei + jennifer + jeanette = thanks fir the cute white angel bear oh...

the whole CS seafreight team( angela, yee. tricia, sharon, jermaine, karene & suba)= thanks for the USB port( memory stick) ... it will be super useful for me.

miss ya all. hope everything will be alright for all of u.=)

in fact actually i hope to get some rest before choosing wat i want to do...

however went to interview with an sales job. haiz, and had gotten in so fast... eleborate on nxt post