The Knave of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in promise. I am bright, edgy, curious and articulate and am developing respect and competence through preparation and practice. I am anxious to be tested or challenged -- but I am not afraid to question authority or participate in the latest craze. I am a perpetual student of learning and try to think before I speak or act. I am empowered by confrontation or opportunity and my virtue is self-restraint.

Been to fei's birthday party yest at NUS sde... wow, a big grp of frenz men(NUS, NP and FMSS/FMPS)... was quite stunned by the big crowd...

in the afternoon went down to orchard to meet with may, amanda, daniel and weijie to get fei's present. hopE she like it....

the weather yest was super duper hot lah... was perspiring like siao... didn't go out with the rest after fei's party coz, i wan my fan to myself... hehe.... lazy sia

then was talking to my ma and di respectively when i was back. i sort of quite envy and wish to arrange a party(not in skool, aside i dun have so much fren) i told them my plan(a bbq session beside a volleyball court- can play n eat at the same time) although some of my fren and close relative dunno how to play, they could still eat.

hmmm both of them told me not to host a session like that. go out with a small grp will do le... y waste an effort doing this? my bro still tell me if i host it, he won't even appear(as if u appear in any of the celebration- which i dun have much; juz a plain person) 21st b'dae NO BIG DEAL mah!!!(Let's wait till your 21st!!! hmm... come to think of it, not really a big deal lah- juz that everyone is having it, feel a bit left out not doing so )
hmm... see how it goes bah... see whether by then i get my pay already anot(as everyone know sihui is a very poor kid, have to work to get $) or whether there is such a place for me to do so...
hmmm.. if can't , i will be contented with my small grp of close fren outing... hmmm... Yupe!...

finally back online.. my econ test is finally over.

i am not happy at all. hmm... i stayed up and studied for the test for one week le. putting less focus on other things. then i come to realize it makes no difference to studying one days b4 the exam like previously. i am going to flunk the test badly again.

i was ultra dissappointed with myself lah.. after the exam. i juz kept slient and walk away. but hor so bu qiao, my fren saw me, so stop and chat a while loh. dunno how to tell her that i really dunno how to do all the question leh... so no point re-confirming the answer with me right? haiz... paisei ah.. me, i abit low mood ah. hmmm... i think siew jing, gal it is okie that u wrote on the wrong paper, as long as u know how to do the question, then it will do le. all the best for u.. u sure can make the mark de lah... dun panic kkz?(as if u can see, haha~ neber give u link)

as for me, juz feeling slight depressed as i did put in effort, but i dun see the result of my effort. AM i asking for alot??? i dunno wat is right n wrong leh... maybe this is the route i choose i have to complete it bah... be brave and face watever that comes my direction. no matter is gd or bad. Am i juz over complacent??? giving myself too big a hat to wear.

juz feel uneazy when u hear the other students that exit the exam hall saying " this time might score not so well le, think ard 80 plus range bah" & "hope other student score lower, so i can maintain in the upper range postition". " this time come for test, juz draw a few graphs; get a few points will do le".

did i say before this type of things when i was in polytechnic or maybe sort of the similar type or mean joking words... Was it my reTribution after all?

HAIZ... going to eat and lazed myself. dun wish to think so much le.
aniway tml will be feifei's 21st b'day party. i shall stay happy tml for the birthday gal... hehe... long time neber see her le...

yupe... life will past rapidly in a moment... cherish wat is a challenge today, a success tomorrow.

hmm... my com is crashing soon. today went i open the com. the monitor is buzzing like a ultra loud bee. oh my.. poor computer has serve us for 3 years liao. and with an intensive usage lately coz of my habit to do online watching show...

yupe. the monitor has various line of vibration that u can see when your tv has disruption from the connection. that is wat i am seeing from this com...

okie. shall stop and let it rest a while.
hehe

steamboat(lalala)
act cute with the sign of 2

Mum to be
under the sun of a roof

tai-tai ***wahaha

photos are up for the time being ... yoop...

oh next week would be a busy week...

ah... gona be super tired men...

Date due:
(WED21Mar)- have to submit final english Essay*(haiz, better get over and done with)
(THUR 22Mar)- submission of Marketing Report and Presentation
(SAT 24Mar)- ECons MidTerm Test 2(have to concentrate and at least pass, coz failed badly for the previous test)
(SUN 25Mar)- Feifei 21st birthday party at NUS
(SUN 25Mar)- complete FNA project question draft 1

yupe... so i have to concentrate and make my mark at least to passing grade...so oh!!! okie, before i enter into the miserable week ahead, i shld enjoy to the fullest like eating seoul garden on the weekend...

oh.. been to jennifer's hse yesterday...had so much fun n gossiping as with the ladies... oh... we had our usual photo taking session.. or rather under my demand... blah blah... wow... went into the relaz room filled with lots of ee-oh... big or small... mind u there is really lots of them... and abt 9 or so gundam model on display(jen's laogong de favourite) yupe.. like that room. not much color.. but nonetheless a cozy area for chitchatting.. i still like the main room de cupboard.. wahaha... with the red and white colorful strips cupboard...

anyway, the steamboat was good... the 5 of us had finish up the foods. hehe... after that had some tips on yoga.. whaha... my 1st time knowing how to do the steps... hehe...

yupe one more happy new is that our tricia jiejie has upgraded her status to mama for 3 months le... COngrAtulAtionS!!! All of us r so happy for her and her family... woohoo...

yupe.... wat a nice weekend... photos would have to wait for dear jen jie jie to upload and send to us... then i can re-upload to in here...wahha....

hi palz...

i am getting better le... juz that i still have to go back for checkup that is all. according to the doctor, wat i am having supposingly is polystic ovaran disease--- hmm... nothing too scarey.. juz that i have to lose weight and have a more balance diet and so on... that was wat i look in the web that answer my ??? hmm.. i am having a bit of too much male hormone as compare to the general gals.. so u see that is the reason y i so men ah... hehe...

yupe.. everything gona be alright de, nxt checkup would be up nxt month... but i think kind of ex and taxing on my family lah... the 1st treatment or rather a checkup already cost me $82 + one tube of blood. haiz...

crazy little person who is still having flu and "mouth ache" and ... went to play beach volleyball at clementi. gotten sunburned and flaming with a bit of fever and headache since then...
the TU person is ME...

pain sia... i think i am crazy to the point lah... now health have not improved too much.. although nose has stop running. but whole body is like a heater now. gosh... from 10.30-2pm... didn't know that sun was so strong that afternoon. -_-!!! so when u see me face to face, i am totally red like lobster. n i can't laugh or smile naturally. coz face already harden...

bless me n my crazy mind. wat worse thing would i accomplished?

this few days had been very sick and tired... came back from skool on wednesday then went to polyclinic to see the doctor.

hmm... gona be refer to NUH hospital on 8 march 2007. hope everything would be alright and not going to be that expensive bah...

chu 9... staying until quite late into the hour... with mum...

hmmm.... while she was preparing those things to bai bai... i quickly snap some photos... in case nxt time i really have to do that ceremony myself.

mama say for hokkiens, bai tian gong is impt. (all those xin nian is not considered... oh so is it)

okie it muz consist of duck, chicken and roast meat, 7 small bowls of sweets, 7 small bowls of (fai cai, dou ki, mian xian and many more that adds up to 7) oh.. and of course fruits of 5 each...

yah... there u see the pix as follow: