peeps,
i think this season, i could not meet up with u guys to chill as often. haiz... getting too tired after which from school and constant houseworking and doctor visiting. it had been rather taxing for me. i can't really concentrate and do my work at home. coz every moment i would be doing some stuff that is none of my intial schedule.
i had been nice to have my aunt to come over and take care of my mum. since my mum won't dare to command my aunt. haha... nonetheless, she help us alot men. i think mum is being under a lot stress that is why she like to vent it out on us. haha... last night, dad, me and bro had a mini conference in our room. rather bro was doing his report, me surfing net and dad kana scolded unreasonably by mum then come in to complaint to us. wahhaa... i think i believe wat other ppl had say, it would be much harder to take care of someone who is not feeling well. i guess coz she can't do the things herself, she feel so uncomfortable that she decide that we should complete for her fast. haiz... but i guess i am getting used to do laundry at ard 11.30. coz i return home late adn wash the clothes late and such. by midnight, i am drop dead tired, didn't even do homework and study. so i decided to try complete my project and studying outside of home. it would be the best to prevent myself from watching excessive tv and getting to do stuff like sleeping after all the task to complete at home. haha....
i believe it had been equally taxing for the whole family. alright, i am not angry with anyone, juz myself for not being able to prioritise properly. fussing ard in my blog that is all.
Thanks frenz for all the concern for my family and mum.
Esp the gals, for sending a gift for my mum and being there for me... thank you ah... TOO much thanks to so many ppl.
okie, back to my project work that is dateline on friday.
Frenz, take care of your health kkz? Stay good and happy is the best!!!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
people with differrent standards
sometimes, i don't understand y ppl can speak and do things differently.
for instant, my dad told me to go for beach fiesta, but behind my back my mum tell me say dad complain y i neber look at the state and situation. i shldn't even go lah...
then another thing is that, at this instant my bro want to go learn driving. i thought that my dad would stop my bro, or at least give some advice. he gave the green light to my bro to let him proceed. then today my dad come n complain to me that my bro shld be more auto. should not go learn driving at this moment.
sometimes i juz dun understand y give ppl the green light when u strongly believe is not right. Dun know wat is happening in my family???? Conflict and such!!!!
for instant, my dad told me to go for beach fiesta, but behind my back my mum tell me say dad complain y i neber look at the state and situation. i shldn't even go lah...
then another thing is that, at this instant my bro want to go learn driving. i thought that my dad would stop my bro, or at least give some advice. he gave the green light to my bro to let him proceed. then today my dad come n complain to me that my bro shld be more auto. should not go learn driving at this moment.
sometimes i juz dun understand y give ppl the green light when u strongly believe is not right. Dun know wat is happening in my family???? Conflict and such!!!!
i think i going mad soon.
haiz... hate staying in the house right now. do i ever had the strength to hold on and not burst at my own mum.
while she is having a mild stroke and constantly at home giving me tons of command. i think i am going mad soon. i will do things but pls at my comfortable pace. this moment this things, the flip moment another things juz come out. pls lah, is not the family suddenly give u black face. but u know, we seldom do all the housework and such. it takes time.... not at every moment we could react right.
this moment, water the plants, nxt moment wash the clothes, cook properly, clean the stuff, bring food, bring medicine, bath, go toilet with u and i think the most important thing to u is your 4D lottery only. coz dad don't like then scold u, so u wan to do it behind his back, so u force me to do it fast b4 he knows abt it. even before i finally get to finish my breakfast u r already complainting how slow we are and if it is u. it could completed already and such and all.
frankly speaking, i am having a rather hard time adapting lah. last night i slept beside u, u woke up 4 times to go toilet. then u schedule for the day is like. waking up at 6am having your breakfast, rest then wake up at 8am then continue with the day. u mean even on sunday i have to adapt to the same schedule. i did not have proper rest lah. really tired lah...
haiz... hate staying in the house right now. do i ever had the strength to hold on and not burst at my own mum.
while she is having a mild stroke and constantly at home giving me tons of command. i think i am going mad soon. i will do things but pls at my comfortable pace. this moment this things, the flip moment another things juz come out. pls lah, is not the family suddenly give u black face. but u know, we seldom do all the housework and such. it takes time.... not at every moment we could react right.
this moment, water the plants, nxt moment wash the clothes, cook properly, clean the stuff, bring food, bring medicine, bath, go toilet with u and i think the most important thing to u is your 4D lottery only. coz dad don't like then scold u, so u wan to do it behind his back, so u force me to do it fast b4 he knows abt it. even before i finally get to finish my breakfast u r already complainting how slow we are and if it is u. it could completed already and such and all.
frankly speaking, i am having a rather hard time adapting lah. last night i slept beside u, u woke up 4 times to go toilet. then u schedule for the day is like. waking up at 6am having your breakfast, rest then wake up at 8am then continue with the day. u mean even on sunday i have to adapt to the same schedule. i did not have proper rest lah. really tired lah...
Monday, March 17, 2008
Mum got stroke
Dear frenz,
this season, i might be taking longer time to reply u. Coz my mum has just admitted to NUH. a mild stroke. give me some time to adjust. she is doing fine juz have to stay in hospital for tons of checkup to see whether it is really a mild or serious one. tentatively from all their comments(doctors and interns) they say it is okie de.
but they are reframing my mum from eating when she did not even eat her lunch. she only had 2 piece of bread at 6am. by 7pm she was ultra tired and hungry. yet the doc say she can't eat. it really pains me lah... esp when blood surges out when they did not attached the plaster properly after withdrawing so much blood from her. when we go visit her, she was crying le. she was murmuring alot. can't speak properly, but i hope she is getting better lah...
she everytime like to cry behind our back. i think she would be crying after we left her in the hospital. haiz.. the visiting hours are like 12-2pm and 5-8pm only. so i can't stay overnight with her. haiz... alright all the housework is down to me le... i will try to cook for the family. wat is happening to my family??? ah... i start to miss my mum already.
this season, i might be taking longer time to reply u. Coz my mum has just admitted to NUH. a mild stroke. give me some time to adjust. she is doing fine juz have to stay in hospital for tons of checkup to see whether it is really a mild or serious one. tentatively from all their comments(doctors and interns) they say it is okie de.
but they are reframing my mum from eating when she did not even eat her lunch. she only had 2 piece of bread at 6am. by 7pm she was ultra tired and hungry. yet the doc say she can't eat. it really pains me lah... esp when blood surges out when they did not attached the plaster properly after withdrawing so much blood from her. when we go visit her, she was crying le. she was murmuring alot. can't speak properly, but i hope she is getting better lah...
she everytime like to cry behind our back. i think she would be crying after we left her in the hospital. haiz.. the visiting hours are like 12-2pm and 5-8pm only. so i can't stay overnight with her. haiz... alright all the housework is down to me le... i will try to cook for the family. wat is happening to my family??? ah... i start to miss my mum already.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
packed with new stuff this week and weeks ahead
-Today-
-Wednesday-
-Today-
- meeting at 2pm for hrm finale meeting
- revision for finance coz have to prepare for tutorial
-Wednesday-
- presentation of hrm finale.(finally, the past few night rushing for this project to wee hours)9am-12pm
- CV critique with outside school personnel at 3pm
- then prepare n decide whether to go attend kickboxing at 8.30pm coz...
- need to prepare 2 meetings for thursday
-thursday-
- attend 10am managerial accounting lesson
- 12-2pm: have finance meeting to prepare for tutorial presentation
- 2-4pm: Biz comm lesson
- 4-6pm: have biz comm meeting to refine and build up on the report(i dun think can finish but shld try)
-Friday-
- compile and try to finish the report for biz comm that is due on the following monday(16march). n start to prepare biz comm final presentation that is due on (23march)
- finish and compile finance tutorial question which i have totally no clue how to do at all.
- attend forensic lesson
-sat and sun-
if possible,
- finishes all the tutorial.
- start on the reading, head start with the individual response paper for HRM (due on end march)
- come out with ideas to put in HRM final group report
- start studying and revise for forensic science test (21 or 28march)
- signed up for beach fiesta(22march)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
KickBoxing on the Way
hey, i will be going to kickboxing in 1and 1/2 hrs time... hope it would be great!!!
then nxt up after the kickboxing would have to study all the way men... coz up till now i have not finish wat i am suppose to finish.
my practical report that is suppose to hand in on friday.
my biz comm evaluation that we r suppose to discuss on tml(hand in date is on sat)
2 test upcoming. one is tml and another is on saturday.
another project meeting of human resource on sunday.
haha.. juz up to complain. maybe kickboxing can shun away all the stress and problems. haha...
then nxt up after the kickboxing would have to study all the way men... coz up till now i have not finish wat i am suppose to finish.
my practical report that is suppose to hand in on friday.
my biz comm evaluation that we r suppose to discuss on tml(hand in date is on sat)
2 test upcoming. one is tml and another is on saturday.
another project meeting of human resource on sunday.
haha.. juz up to complain. maybe kickboxing can shun away all the stress and problems. haha...
Monday, March 03, 2008
Calm Down and Mini walkathon
Eventually i have calm down and the matters had been settled.
I was partially at fault that i throw my teammates to continue with the work.
Nonetheless, it was rather completed at the moment. juz to update when i reach home on saturday juz before midnight, i make a call to my team mates. they told me that they will looking for me for the phone day. apparently, i can't picked up their call. so they had proceeded with the project and indeed will have to praise them for refining the end product to a really good one. i was staying overnight to 2am-3am to do the last editing and alignment before i posted the material online. we will late but at least it was done u see.
Then this few days was thinking how i could survive without a handphone. actually i think it is possible with me, since not much ppl contact me de. heehee. still searching for the cheap handphone right now. coz my dad and bro lent me money to buy. i was finding the $99 no contract red color samsung handphone with only radio function in it. nothing much and fancy. yet it is already gd. but hor this gd phone apparently had went sold out in most 7-11 outlet.
I visited many 7-11 outlets: from holland village to holland drive, then walk to ghim moh, then took a bus to clementi(near ntuc) to clementi(near the end bus stop there). Then it is declared sold out. they have this another shell shape phone which cost $95 without the radio function. haiz... i dun wan leh... bo bian shall search again somewhere.
seems like a long exercise walking ard the neighbourhood. today i walk this much distance,
Then on friday, met up with zhiwei,huiyee and kk... had dinner and chit chat. then after dinner, apparently we walk from plaza singapura to centerpoint for coffee, then walk to far east, realise nothing to see at night, walk to lucky plaza for a jasmine green tea at Mac. then scare off by the loud grounding sound above Mac.(upstairs of mac, there are construction working)haha.. then we walk back from lucky plaza walk back to plaza singapura that stretch then further down to bugis. then me and huiyee walk further to funan IT mall there to take night rider home. i can say friday can be one of the most distance i walked randomly bah... haha... Another walking achievement of mine. HAAHA...
Alright back to work, oh by the way, thanks to my dear friends who offer to lend me your spare phone. Thanks, i appreciate the effort. Gd night
I was partially at fault that i throw my teammates to continue with the work.
Nonetheless, it was rather completed at the moment. juz to update when i reach home on saturday juz before midnight, i make a call to my team mates. they told me that they will looking for me for the phone day. apparently, i can't picked up their call. so they had proceeded with the project and indeed will have to praise them for refining the end product to a really good one. i was staying overnight to 2am-3am to do the last editing and alignment before i posted the material online. we will late but at least it was done u see.
Then this few days was thinking how i could survive without a handphone. actually i think it is possible with me, since not much ppl contact me de. heehee. still searching for the cheap handphone right now. coz my dad and bro lent me money to buy. i was finding the $99 no contract red color samsung handphone with only radio function in it. nothing much and fancy. yet it is already gd. but hor this gd phone apparently had went sold out in most 7-11 outlet.
I visited many 7-11 outlets: from holland village to holland drive, then walk to ghim moh, then took a bus to clementi(near ntuc) to clementi(near the end bus stop there). Then it is declared sold out. they have this another shell shape phone which cost $95 without the radio function. haiz... i dun wan leh... bo bian shall search again somewhere.
seems like a long exercise walking ard the neighbourhood. today i walk this much distance,
Then on friday, met up with zhiwei,huiyee and kk... had dinner and chit chat. then after dinner, apparently we walk from plaza singapura to centerpoint for coffee, then walk to far east, realise nothing to see at night, walk to lucky plaza for a jasmine green tea at Mac. then scare off by the loud grounding sound above Mac.(upstairs of mac, there are construction working)haha.. then we walk back from lucky plaza walk back to plaza singapura that stretch then further down to bugis. then me and huiyee walk further to funan IT mall there to take night rider home. i can say friday can be one of the most distance i walked randomly bah... haha... Another walking achievement of mine. HAAHA...
Alright back to work, oh by the way, thanks to my dear friends who offer to lend me your spare phone. Thanks, i appreciate the effort. Gd night
Saturday, March 01, 2008
i am at my ultimate limit already...
ppl are juz pushing me to my anger limit.
the project i received back are like not edited. juz like the same one i send out previous day ago... i am very furious lah... coz i have already done share of u guys de things. n wat i get back now. is the same. i very speechless liao loh.. i am going to be hack care men... watever u give me back i will juz hand it up. i no longer want to be the only one concern and doing all the work. i had enough. i wrote an email to ask what u guys have done. pls help bah.. i really can't stand it anymore.
Today i am suppose to happily prepare and go sentosa to meet may they all de. rather meet on time coz i spoiled my phone. then now this kind of last min shit... i dunno wat is going to happen lah... hack them ah.. i am not going to do the editing liao... where is their effort. i can't see it... or am i blind? did i wrong them? when i save the wrong file. or am i not sharp enough to see the changes?
maybe this is the only outlet where i can vent my nagging and anger. after which i would find a way to calm myself down. Pissed off... how am i going to survive?
even all the electronic's are like playing a prank on me. phone spoiled, com hang, even my room de fan oso like play musical chair with me(on/off on its own)... skrewed up life....
ppl are juz pushing me to my anger limit.
the project i received back are like not edited. juz like the same one i send out previous day ago... i am very furious lah... coz i have already done share of u guys de things. n wat i get back now. is the same. i very speechless liao loh.. i am going to be hack care men... watever u give me back i will juz hand it up. i no longer want to be the only one concern and doing all the work. i had enough. i wrote an email to ask what u guys have done. pls help bah.. i really can't stand it anymore.
Today i am suppose to happily prepare and go sentosa to meet may they all de. rather meet on time coz i spoiled my phone. then now this kind of last min shit... i dunno wat is going to happen lah... hack them ah.. i am not going to do the editing liao... where is their effort. i can't see it... or am i blind? did i wrong them? when i save the wrong file. or am i not sharp enough to see the changes?
maybe this is the only outlet where i can vent my nagging and anger. after which i would find a way to calm myself down. Pissed off... how am i going to survive?
even all the electronic's are like playing a prank on me. phone spoiled, com hang, even my room de fan oso like play musical chair with me(on/off on its own)... skrewed up life....
Thursday, February 28, 2008
UNCONTACTABLE AT THE MOMENT
hi all,
Sorry for the inconvenience. haiz... i think no one will notice if i neber post. but if u happen to msg me or call me this few days... i would like to apologise coz my phone happen to drop to the toilet bowl juz now when i went holland for supper. yupe... so obviously it went a bit mad like blinking not stop and then it died miserably and immediately.
so this few days, i would not be able to answer(by the way, i think i also late in answering back, guess make no much difference. haha..)Hmm... do call my jia if u have anything u wan to share and things u wan to say to me. or simply email me loh.. my address sihui522@yahoo.com.sg
easy right. 3 easy steps to catch SIHUI.
Anyway those reading this blog should be ppl who know me so yah...not too scared to say out and share with u guys. i know it is a bit stupid to drop phone to toilet bowl... laugh for a while only ah... too long i will get mad de ah... that is it for the moment.
Sorry for the inconvenience. haiz... i think no one will notice if i neber post. but if u happen to msg me or call me this few days... i would like to apologise coz my phone happen to drop to the toilet bowl juz now when i went holland for supper. yupe... so obviously it went a bit mad like blinking not stop and then it died miserably and immediately.
so this few days, i would not be able to answer(by the way, i think i also late in answering back, guess make no much difference. haha..)Hmm... do call my jia if u have anything u wan to share and things u wan to say to me. or simply email me loh.. my address sihui522@yahoo.com.sg
easy right. 3 easy steps to catch SIHUI.
Anyway those reading this blog should be ppl who know me so yah...not too scared to say out and share with u guys. i know it is a bit stupid to drop phone to toilet bowl... laugh for a while only ah... too long i will get mad de ah... that is it for the moment.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Hard for Rejection
When u don't know how to reject people, u ended up with more work!
THAT is my case now...
so tiring, have to rush through everything like tonight...
for example, one of my teammates called me yesterday night and told me that she was overloaded with works on another project. so she would like me to swop with her the work. that one she volunteered was conclusion which require more reading and understanding while my work is juz facilitation of the class activity. More or Less one slide can finish de. but i swop with her means that i have to do a lot more lah...
i mean she juz called me even though we still have another 3 team mates means that i have to swop with her le. Couldn't reject her anyway. Everyone take it for granted that i would be their secretary for the meeting. so i have to write, type and send the details to everyone. haiz... being kapo lah... who call me did it for the 1st time. respectively i have to auto do this kind of things.
When u do things with your intiative, they take it for granted that u would do it.
For example, in another group meeting, i will usually prepare a bit of the materials beforehand so that we will not be caught totally offguard and do nothing u see. So to them it is so called efficient on my part yet i have to complete almost everything. like i only source the information out half way through, while they did not prepare at all. i show them the structure i have done and some of the content. then some parts i lazy to complete coz i thought it was group project and discussion, they take it for granted that i have finished the entire thing. haiyo... ultra tired... like doing more than my portion of work. Like every project some one is throwing me extra work. first i have to go find surveyors, compile the data, then now i have to write up the whole draft report. then u guys add on abit then i re-edit it again then send back again. oh gosh...
i still have 2 mid-term test and 2 individual paper to prepare wor... y am i in this shit leh? n i haven even started on my studying and papers.
Nagging all the way coz i can't finish it tonight!!!!!!!!! meeting tml 10am...
THAT is my case now...
so tiring, have to rush through everything like tonight...
for example, one of my teammates called me yesterday night and told me that she was overloaded with works on another project. so she would like me to swop with her the work. that one she volunteered was conclusion which require more reading and understanding while my work is juz facilitation of the class activity. More or Less one slide can finish de. but i swop with her means that i have to do a lot more lah...
i mean she juz called me even though we still have another 3 team mates means that i have to swop with her le. Couldn't reject her anyway. Everyone take it for granted that i would be their secretary for the meeting. so i have to write, type and send the details to everyone. haiz... being kapo lah... who call me did it for the 1st time. respectively i have to auto do this kind of things.
When u do things with your intiative, they take it for granted that u would do it.
For example, in another group meeting, i will usually prepare a bit of the materials beforehand so that we will not be caught totally offguard and do nothing u see. So to them it is so called efficient on my part yet i have to complete almost everything. like i only source the information out half way through, while they did not prepare at all. i show them the structure i have done and some of the content. then some parts i lazy to complete coz i thought it was group project and discussion, they take it for granted that i have finished the entire thing. haiyo... ultra tired... like doing more than my portion of work. Like every project some one is throwing me extra work. first i have to go find surveyors, compile the data, then now i have to write up the whole draft report. then u guys add on abit then i re-edit it again then send back again. oh gosh...
i still have 2 mid-term test and 2 individual paper to prepare wor... y am i in this shit leh? n i haven even started on my studying and papers.
Nagging all the way coz i can't finish it tonight!!!!!!!!! meeting tml 10am...
Sunday, February 24, 2008
oh it is me back to update...
Venue current: MACdonald at commonwealth area...
haha.. juz to recap first on the things done...
hehe friday been to anchor point for supper. sat until 2am then left the place. was chatting a bit with xinyi and amanda after our lesson...
then on saturday, received call ard 1045am from MAY. she was already in school for her 1st match of game. haha... after finishing on the 1st match she made a call to me. okie that woke me up, then i rush down loh... reach ard 11plus am kkz... my record timing of 1/2 hour to go skool. hahah... actually is b'coz my dad juz return home for a break, then i force him to drive me out. hahaha... yupe, so i can reach that fast... CONgrats to May's team for getting 2nd wor in the interfaculty game. hahah...
actually my previous intention was to do some work in the school library after supporting dear may and kok liang de... but i can't withstand the temptation.. so i went to play awhile. then forgot to bring towel or change of clothes. yupe i abandon my plan to study in school. return home for awhile then make a trip out with may and huiyee for dinner. OKie we went to cornoration rd there to eat dinner. at 1st we wanted to eat western but saw something else. so we gotten thai food for dinner. it was not too bad... each person spend ard $20 bucks but it was filling. or maybe becoz i had a bit of food b4hand liao.. so quite full when i went there.
okie guess wat activity we had after our dinner? We went prawning... haha... at sim ming together with andrew's friends. oh, a really huge crowd men... happening life wor... hahaha.... alright i didn't have the luck, patience and skills to catch any prawn. we each spend 10 bucks to share a rod. haha... okie, it really test patience de. haha... anyway we ended up bbq all the prawn lah... quite nice to see big and small one... dear huiyee caught 2 huge prawn wor.... with really big gong or is it head? by the way i am really sorry that i hooked and injured your finger wor...
alright, took cab back and then reach home ard 4plus. guess wat happen next.... hte whole morning of today i was being scolded for going out until so late.... mind u,it is constantly nagging and scolding kkz. i was trying my best to ignore and go back to sleep. actually i was awake at ard 11am even though i force myself to slp 5am the same morning. but then trying to avoid the scolding and conflict. i sleep till 1am loh... at least by then my parents are not so angry anymore. haha...
yupe... then i rot ard at home, realised i could not use internet as my bro seem to be very free at home. then i can't serve the internet. so i decide to go national library to do some writing, shun bian use internet... hehe... then stay until library close. i walk to mac loh... hardworking wor... wahhaah... but i am going home soon bah... getting very dark soon.
take care pal, using the rest of my battery power to survive.
Venue current: MACdonald at commonwealth area...
haha.. juz to recap first on the things done...
hehe friday been to anchor point for supper. sat until 2am then left the place. was chatting a bit with xinyi and amanda after our lesson...
then on saturday, received call ard 1045am from MAY. she was already in school for her 1st match of game. haha... after finishing on the 1st match she made a call to me. okie that woke me up, then i rush down loh... reach ard 11plus am kkz... my record timing of 1/2 hour to go skool. hahah... actually is b'coz my dad juz return home for a break, then i force him to drive me out. hahaha... yupe, so i can reach that fast... CONgrats to May's team for getting 2nd wor in the interfaculty game. hahah...
actually my previous intention was to do some work in the school library after supporting dear may and kok liang de... but i can't withstand the temptation.. so i went to play awhile. then forgot to bring towel or change of clothes. yupe i abandon my plan to study in school. return home for awhile then make a trip out with may and huiyee for dinner. OKie we went to cornoration rd there to eat dinner. at 1st we wanted to eat western but saw something else. so we gotten thai food for dinner. it was not too bad... each person spend ard $20 bucks but it was filling. or maybe becoz i had a bit of food b4hand liao.. so quite full when i went there.
okie guess wat activity we had after our dinner? We went prawning... haha... at sim ming together with andrew's friends. oh, a really huge crowd men... happening life wor... hahaha.... alright i didn't have the luck, patience and skills to catch any prawn. we each spend 10 bucks to share a rod. haha... okie, it really test patience de. haha... anyway we ended up bbq all the prawn lah... quite nice to see big and small one... dear huiyee caught 2 huge prawn wor.... with really big gong or is it head? by the way i am really sorry that i hooked and injured your finger wor...
alright, took cab back and then reach home ard 4plus. guess wat happen next.... hte whole morning of today i was being scolded for going out until so late.... mind u,it is constantly nagging and scolding kkz. i was trying my best to ignore and go back to sleep. actually i was awake at ard 11am even though i force myself to slp 5am the same morning. but then trying to avoid the scolding and conflict. i sleep till 1am loh... at least by then my parents are not so angry anymore. haha...
yupe... then i rot ard at home, realised i could not use internet as my bro seem to be very free at home. then i can't serve the internet. so i decide to go national library to do some writing, shun bian use internet... hehe... then stay until library close. i walk to mac loh... hardworking wor... wahhaah... but i am going home soon bah... getting very dark soon.
take care pal, using the rest of my battery power to survive.
Friday, February 22, 2008
FUTURE PLAN
Had been looking through my schedule plan juz now... juz realised there is really a schedule planning for us in NUS BIZ.. omg, i juz come across it. i had been picking modules randomly lah.. so it seem that i have wasted on that point lah...
i think i need to stay another semester due to that. other poly student will grad within 2and 1/2 years. while i will take 3 years. then i lacking by them by half year. so i would be graduating 1 year later than my fellow classmates. haiyo... this is the chart i took out from...
oh gosh i think i am lacking behind 2 modules to catch up... so it is like taking 3 modules at the last semester. so wasteful lah... too bad i did not plan properly. must take another semester. probably graduate by 2010 liao... sob by then i am 24 when i graduated. or gosh...
i think i need to stay another semester due to that. other poly student will grad within 2and 1/2 years. while i will take 3 years. then i lacking by them by half year. so i would be graduating 1 year later than my fellow classmates. haiyo... this is the chart i took out from...
oh gosh i think i am lacking behind 2 modules to catch up... so it is like taking 3 modules at the last semester. so wasteful lah... too bad i did not plan properly. must take another semester. probably graduate by 2010 liao... sob by then i am 24 when i graduated. or gosh...
ha...i am going to have my study break soon. which is juz next week.
But i feel so so tired. Maybe i am juz aging...
Dateline to rush:
MONDAY25FEb
But i feel so so tired. Maybe i am juz aging...
Dateline to rush:
MONDAY25FEb
- Meet up to do biz com project. i think we have to redo quite alot... we are missing alot in the details and structuring. i must say we r lucky to have the class to let us know where we had gone wrong coz we are really the happy-go-lucky type. The group is very last min, a bit scared wor. Send team mates plan of the report.
- Do research for HRM individual report(might drag over the week)
- COMPILE and find ideas to finish HRM parts so that can attend meeting on wednesday.
- Prepare my script for Video branding for career planning where i have to videotape myself in front of quite a bunch of ppl to maketing myself to be simple.
WEDNESDAY 27 FEB
- GO for HRM meeting with completed parts to consolidate which includes the whole section d and comparision of google with bloomberg and the culture,value of the company. (timing-early morning)
- FOllow by going for my video branding---Marks the end of the whole career planning...haha... dun need to dress myself in business attire so often already... hooray...
- Then meet up with buddies to spend precious time with dear birdy, haha.(tentatively since it is not confirm yet)
THURSDAY 28Feb
- Revision for test (finance)
- Preparation for Forensic Science practical Report
FRIDAY 29feb
- Revision for test(managerial accounting)
- Preparation for Human Resource individual Response paper
- Do evaluation of reviewed Business communication draft and upload it
oh my... recess week is juz packed with things to do. i can slp lah, but still have thing to occupy the week. better try to complete as much as possible. coz i try to sequeeze as many thing... but almost all dateline after the recess week. JIAYOU BAH LIN SIHUI..."Life still goes on"... copying what most ppl will say.. haha...
Saturday, February 16, 2008
It had been a busy week for me...
Starting from schooling, meeting frenz after school and watching drama serial online after meeting fren... then rushing project dateline with continuous one after another de project meeting and presentation.
Dear rachel, sorry that i can't send u off yesterday. had a project meeting from 12-4pm then lesson starts at 7pm in school. so neber go airport send u off. but we can still stay in contact with email and blog right. haha... but then of course u have to update your blog kkz. however if u r busy with your honors year then it is alright. haha.. study more impt. hehe... All the best!!!
Oh thanks xinyi for taking me n amanda to chill at ben and jerry... haha... nice to relaz and chill after a long lesson. Haha... love sitting at the comfy seat. haha...
oh huiyee, paisei that i can't contribute much to the idea of buying the present. actually my brain is tentatively dead after school. So my response and such is typically very slow. i need a very long time to process information esp after a long day. i am aging rapidly, okie? So if u ask me think of the spot, frankly speaking i can't. i would only raise possibility for u. haha... No hard feeling, kkz?
oh wing, dun worry too much bah... job opportunity would come, mayb it is juz not the time yet. then about your tooth, it is already scheduled. faster solved it, would be better coz then it would not ache that badly right. If life is meaningless and just facing 4 piece of wall, then my suggestion is go out to walk ard. chill your mind abit. take some time to relaz. can dun need spend a lot of money... public library free de.... ya then can send more resume or look out for job opportunity while u r out.. but boring sihui can't think n offer too much option to u, SoRRy... but overall would like to say JIAYOU, kkz???
oh almost forgot, thanks yuting and gang for inviting me to sing ktv. but a bit last min, so i planned something on that day already. paisei ah...
Hoping that it would be a fun time at May's place later. oh Happy Birthday to May!!! hehe...
Alright that is for all at the moment...HaHA...
Starting from schooling, meeting frenz after school and watching drama serial online after meeting fren... then rushing project dateline with continuous one after another de project meeting and presentation.
Dear rachel, sorry that i can't send u off yesterday. had a project meeting from 12-4pm then lesson starts at 7pm in school. so neber go airport send u off. but we can still stay in contact with email and blog right. haha... but then of course u have to update your blog kkz. however if u r busy with your honors year then it is alright. haha.. study more impt. hehe... All the best!!!
Oh thanks xinyi for taking me n amanda to chill at ben and jerry... haha... nice to relaz and chill after a long lesson. Haha... love sitting at the comfy seat. haha...
oh huiyee, paisei that i can't contribute much to the idea of buying the present. actually my brain is tentatively dead after school. So my response and such is typically very slow. i need a very long time to process information esp after a long day. i am aging rapidly, okie? So if u ask me think of the spot, frankly speaking i can't. i would only raise possibility for u. haha... No hard feeling, kkz?
oh wing, dun worry too much bah... job opportunity would come, mayb it is juz not the time yet. then about your tooth, it is already scheduled. faster solved it, would be better coz then it would not ache that badly right. If life is meaningless and just facing 4 piece of wall, then my suggestion is go out to walk ard. chill your mind abit. take some time to relaz. can dun need spend a lot of money... public library free de.... ya then can send more resume or look out for job opportunity while u r out.. but boring sihui can't think n offer too much option to u, SoRRy... but overall would like to say JIAYOU, kkz???
oh almost forgot, thanks yuting and gang for inviting me to sing ktv. but a bit last min, so i planned something on that day already. paisei ah...
Hoping that it would be a fun time at May's place later. oh Happy Birthday to May!!! hehe...
Alright that is for all at the moment...HaHA...
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year to everyONe...
This year for me, new year is typically quiet... i think our relative eat too much heaty stuff liao. then all fall sick and turn no voice. ke lian ah...
Anyway me oso not feeling well the whole session. SInce new year eve had been having flu n sore throat. Alright back to editing of my group's questionnaire.
haiz... where is my team mates??? one in penang, one in thailand, one in singapore where i couldn't contact her... sob... wat to do leh.. all of them are quite nice, but under festival hor, very hard to contact each other de... see wat can be done then. Feeling so paisei to the other classmate coz, every group gave us a lot of good comment to improve our composite of the questionaire and then my group only left me with the ultra short and useless comment to them.
I think this holiday is for me to rest and do small thing here and there. Slack loh, no mood to do anything. Yesterday went to watch AH LONG PTE LTD with hy. the show quite nice, funny and u can laugh liao and forget things. hahah... i was laughing so loud lah, i guess whoever go watch movie with me oso scared bah.. it is juz me bah.. in the dark le, i wan to release myself ah... i cry and laugh with the movie.. THat is the emotional part of me... wahhaahh...
i wan to watch the kungfu guan lan... but hy watch b4 liao... might have to catch it online liao... oh yest at 7pm i was caught by surprise by the crowd at the cinema lah... i went to west mall. the queue for the show line out to outside to the other shop. me n hy arrive at abt 7.10pm oso can't watch the 7.40pm show. even for the 9.15pm show oso have to sit at 1st 4th row... it is full house wor... guess during chinese new year, besides going hse to hse bian nian, the leisure part is to watch movie bah...
uploading my family photo... those who want to see how my dad and mum or rather my bro look like is up...
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Tired to whatever is happening to me now...
haiz, packed with projects even during towards chinese new year are occupied with stuff.
Aside from my personal problem, even today while waiting for bus. a bird shit fell onto my feet.
Feeling my life is turning greyer day by day bah...
Hmm... Hope after Chinese New Year would turn for the better bah... My brain had been malfunctioning since then... Forget watever not happy and then move on in life should be wat i will be adopting in life. Relaz and think... Enjoy while i am still alive.
Alright, Happy CHineSe New YeAr to The REsT!!!
haiz, packed with projects even during towards chinese new year are occupied with stuff.
Aside from my personal problem, even today while waiting for bus. a bird shit fell onto my feet.
Feeling my life is turning greyer day by day bah...
Hmm... Hope after Chinese New Year would turn for the better bah... My brain had been malfunctioning since then... Forget watever not happy and then move on in life should be wat i will be adopting in life. Relaz and think... Enjoy while i am still alive.
Alright, Happy CHineSe New YeAr to The REsT!!!
Sunday, February 03, 2008
For something happy 1st,
i went to my cousin place at tiong bahru for house warming. apparently his new wife is very friendly, we click rather easily... nice couple of them bah... although i dun talk to my cousin as often... The visit was short and sweet. Met and talk a bit... My family always turn up to be the earliest for this type of hse warming... everytime will go ard 10am.. coz my dad like it early. so bo bian have to wake up early to go lah...
Alright, this that are gd are gone. i shall move on towards some things that affects a bit over on me. OK, i receive an sms today or rather yesterday night. then i went to check out the information this morning. What i have to say was i was stunned and hurt. I guess i am simply too greedy... take up offers that are too gd to be true. I begged for something to be shared with me up front, n now i can't face it. alright watever i say , juz treat it as bullshit, i dun mind de, do let me know straight when i start bulleting. it hurt so much to know that only now... it hurt my heart that i am just a test item. i will reflect n bloody shut my damn mouth up from now onwards. Sorry for bringing so much trouble and unhappiness to u. Pls let me cool a while, i dun think i have the face to talk to u at this moment and help u with your problem.
I cried so much after reading it before going to my cousin's place. my eyes was ultra swollen where i have to put eyemo and makeup to cover it. My mum n bro ask me wat happen, n immediately they thought that i was watching the korean drama and sobbing of it. alright, i was not... it is just some emotional breakdown that i am having... Let it be, only when i think of a better solution would i act upon it. Meanwhile i would do my reflection and see what i can change of myself.
i went to my cousin place at tiong bahru for house warming. apparently his new wife is very friendly, we click rather easily... nice couple of them bah... although i dun talk to my cousin as often... The visit was short and sweet. Met and talk a bit... My family always turn up to be the earliest for this type of hse warming... everytime will go ard 10am.. coz my dad like it early. so bo bian have to wake up early to go lah...
Alright, this that are gd are gone. i shall move on towards some things that affects a bit over on me. OK, i receive an sms today or rather yesterday night. then i went to check out the information this morning. What i have to say was i was stunned and hurt. I guess i am simply too greedy... take up offers that are too gd to be true. I begged for something to be shared with me up front, n now i can't face it. alright watever i say , juz treat it as bullshit, i dun mind de, do let me know straight when i start bulleting. it hurt so much to know that only now... it hurt my heart that i am just a test item. i will reflect n bloody shut my damn mouth up from now onwards. Sorry for bringing so much trouble and unhappiness to u. Pls let me cool a while, i dun think i have the face to talk to u at this moment and help u with your problem.
I cried so much after reading it before going to my cousin's place. my eyes was ultra swollen where i have to put eyemo and makeup to cover it. My mum n bro ask me wat happen, n immediately they thought that i was watching the korean drama and sobbing of it. alright, i was not... it is just some emotional breakdown that i am having... Let it be, only when i think of a better solution would i act upon it. Meanwhile i would do my reflection and see what i can change of myself.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
oh yest ard 2-3pm at my jia area... saw a series of black shirt ppl rushing towards a point and then they trying to pass each other something. i stared at them... coz their action very weird!!!
but i was late for lesson.
In my mind i was thinking this time jialat liao.. they might be police in plain clothes planning for an action.
true and behold, after my forensic lesson. when i reach home ard 10plus PM.
while waiting for the lift to come down, i saw my neighbour's son with a group of youngster in black... my 1st impression was that oh, the group of youngster is here to study or home visit lah.. coz the plain clothes police give me an impression of a bit nerd leh.. not like the handsome police in the police post... okie back to my story, when they came out of the lift, the 6 of them turn together and like walk as a unit. then when they turned out, i saw the handcuff on my neighbour's son.
haiz... feeling so pitiful lah, he kana caught by the police.... he like only in his 20s to 30 and his children all so young... 2 of them still in kindergarden... haiz... Not a very good chinese new year for them bah... hope it is not something ultra serious bah...
but i was late for lesson.
In my mind i was thinking this time jialat liao.. they might be police in plain clothes planning for an action.
true and behold, after my forensic lesson. when i reach home ard 10plus PM.
while waiting for the lift to come down, i saw my neighbour's son with a group of youngster in black... my 1st impression was that oh, the group of youngster is here to study or home visit lah.. coz the plain clothes police give me an impression of a bit nerd leh.. not like the handsome police in the police post... okie back to my story, when they came out of the lift, the 6 of them turn together and like walk as a unit. then when they turned out, i saw the handcuff on my neighbour's son.
haiz... feeling so pitiful lah, he kana caught by the police.... he like only in his 20s to 30 and his children all so young... 2 of them still in kindergarden... haiz... Not a very good chinese new year for them bah... hope it is not something ultra serious bah...
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