ah... tml got 2 exam... sick to the core... and lazy as usual.. lethargic... but after it, i believe it would be better de.. wat gd is that i left my whole pen case with all my stationary in the office... neber expect that i sick today mah.. haiz.. flip table men.. stress???

SIckNess stIck Ard Sihui

NOt Feeling Well ... maybe is over heaty bah... or is it be'coz the previous day. i had steadily walk in the rain and fall sick after that?

haiz i can't rmb...

sorry shifu chloe... i have to take mc today le... my health really not improving.. i thought that after a night slp would be better... coz yest mum give me eat abt 3 flu panados lah... yeah the nucleas that come out turn from white to yellow.. shall not elaborate on something so disgusting.. okie... really too sick to report to work...

then tml still have exam.. can't go to work again.. so paisei leh... throw them back the work once again... think they will be gonna sack me le... 1st week only.. alr take 2 days leave... xiao de... going to see the doctor's now.. shall go rest le

wow.. juz to update.. wing is off to see the cloud loh... at genting highland... heehee... not bad life hor.. yeah... while she is seeing the cloud in genting i will be slping at home and read through notes for tml test... Enjoy Gal...

i simply love the cartoon... ONION... shall post a pic daily... with my mood... yeah... Woohoo... thank von jiejie... u dun sad le... everything shall be right de...

ME

Today i was really sick with Flu.. went to work then throw all my virus ard the entire office... paisei new colleague... yeah... start to know that more work are comin along le... but i am still so slow picking it up...

yeah... i realised that when i am having flu, i tend to do crazy things like previous... i tend to walk home all the way from school campus to home... ngee ann i walk twice home all the way from bukit timah when i am feeling weak... (although there are stil some time that i walk home coz boring) then in NUS (i walk home twice while one time was once again having flu) come to think of it, it is quite crazy, i was not in my top form(even in my top form, i oso seldom walk loh) weird, tend to crave doing stupid things...

yeah this time was walking down from level 54 to the ground floor... my leg is super shaky and weak now lah... Wat a weird thing right? when i came home, happily told my parents that. then they say what if i faint at the stairs( no one will see and recognise coz everyone take the lift mah)
then wat if i blur then fell off the stairs? haiz neber thought of it...

juz wanna brag.. wahaha... Wat a day!!! tired self...

Tuesday NIght... hmm... had a OK day at work without my shifu(work still managable, ppl are quite nice lah) ** maybe i too anti-social le, dunno how to chat with them... neber mind lah... temp for one month only... yeah try some of a bit of the work lah... a bit blur and messy at the beginning... printed lots of paper lah... so paisei... all error papers... yet at least i done some work... haiz muz quickly amend things and work early in the system... in case paisei again...
i still the taiwan office some doc(which i dunno put wat lah... so neber let the manager signed)...

OK lah... i know ppl speak behind my back abt me, but i dun care... it is juz normal that i like to blend into/ behind the crowd... if i am not that close to u, i will remain very silent and do my own stuff... i will try not create disturb... i dun even initiate talks... but when we are close, i will blah blah blah non-stop (u know it, i dun keep too much secrets of myself to u all)

and most imptly i will not work OT for this company de... by the way oso nothin to OT until so late... my working hrs only 9.30-5.30pm
but OT only valid and starts from 6.30 onwards...
wat the hack!!! even if u come back on sat it would only starts on 6.30pm... irritating
luckily it is only 1 month...

yeah!!! today went out with carol.. supposingly meeting her 6.15pm at harbor front coz i end work at 530pm (i scared i late so give myself some leeway) guess wat she came at ard 6.45pm. OK lah... not the 1st time... heng i come prepared... i brought along a story book to read and blasting my earpiece while waiting for her to arrive...

yeah wanted to recommend go the da shi dai... but so unlucky got event on that day... only invited guest allowed to enter... i thought of pretending to be an invited guest leh... too bad, too timid to go in le... so pull carol go BK eat loh... all other fd expensive leh... then banquet not nice... yeah... then we shop ard loh... or rather due that i too poor lah.. so neber buy anything, poor carol will have to buy all those stuff... yeah last but not least went to buy finger food and BOosT(all berry Bang sMoothie). nice drink oh!!!

yeah,,, another day that yet to come.. totally no preparation for friday's double test... -_-!!! out to enjoy life men... today out for VIVO, tml out for KTV... wohoohoo...

COOL BUS DISPLAY

WHAT I WANT...

i want a new hairstyle... totally different from my previous hairstyle... for those who know me... i dun change dramastically to myself... i only say i wan to change the color, the style.. but now still no $$$ to change... i think even have the$$$ le /// i oso dunno how to tell the person men... then still will be the same style again... abit sick and tired le... like my logo liao leh... but now hair longer le... very messy and untidy...

i want a entertained life... i had been leading a very boring lifestyle too... read books, listen to 933 and nothing else... my KTV without great frenz; it means nothin! my volleyball games without great frenz; it is juz loner game and equals to boring!!! i want to inject some activity that i previously enjoyed so much with all bunch of great frenz... seems that my current interest will only brings down and back to food only... i go ard shopping centre looking for nice food.. haiz.. no wonder fatter and fatter... no better interest that occupies my mind... although travelling is cool... but really drills down that u need $$$... yeah...

looking forward to my future ahead... yeah...yeah... yeah...

its MONDAY night... yeah... back from my 1st day of WORK... tiring. yeah... learn quite a lot of new things... SAP, LC(write terms), and a little of the company flow.. i wana thank Chloe my shifu in Sabic Asia... she patiently taught me through the company process and how to use SAP to create order and check details... maybe i not attentive bah... my notes is rubbish loh... i everything oso say ok... then too messy le... can't read wat i writing too... everything is all over the place... yeah... when she test me, i totally forgot how to do le...

so she kindly re say everything slowly. step-by-step for me to copy down... yeah sweet of her... to pei and teach until work time already over... haiz... another thing...

This is my 1st time in my life that i missed a exam... i was at work lah... hmm... can u imagine that this is my 1st day at work and i wan a 1 hr off before work ends and a day off on friday... (coz got exam mah) ... yeah when i say i wan a day off, the reaction not very nice ah... so dun dare to ask for a hr earlier to leave... so i stay in the company to study wat my shifu teaches loh... she went through with me the procedure once again... and yeah... i saw the clock tick-tock=tick-tock= away.. haiz missed the maths test(even though i know i cfm failed until very jialat for this exam, yet it is still my 1st time i neber take exam mah)

OK lah... me tired le.. still got 4 more days towards weekend... i am supposingly looking forward to weekend.. but this sat still have programming test... -_-!!!
sian loh...

eh... it is a Saturday night... went for my exam.... OKie... yesterday english test was alright... at least will pass... as for today's EG... yah... as expected neber study mah... so totally dunno loh... every question only know to copy diagram... how to analysis the question??? NO CLUE>>>

actually wanted to wanted to me pal to go clementi de new branch(BOtak Jones) that sell western food... got advertise before de wor... my bro went to eat oso recommend... haiz... wing slping, carol not feeling well, rach overseas... yeah so go home loh...

it was raining heavily when i come home ard 3plus-4 pm. so went home and slp loh... sian ah...

4 More test to go... really is sit in exam hall and any how write on that paper... so helpless too... i think it would be worse when it comes to maths bah...(which the very reason y i stopped study engin)

i want to GO out for a break... B4 i start to work on Monday... everytime feel quite down to start work... nvm FOR $$$ will JIAYOU de...

Where is my KTV session, movie session, Volleyball/ Beach volleyball session??? Where R all u ppl?

Alright, the interview was sucky but nonetheless i accepted that job... and they accepted me... hmm... abt the terms is like i can't opt out lah... or else i have to compensate...unless they decided to fire me loh... not as if i am their 1st temp to be sacked... that was wat they told me... yeah... in a way feeling insecure...

wat choice do i have leh... i need money, they give me the $$ and some working experience... might as well work until they dun wan me loh...simple and easy bah.. but actually i very much prefer data entry lah... this might take up more responsibility... TRY... u neber try u neber know...

haiyo... by the way, i feel that i dunno how to reject lah... i dunno how to say "i dun wan this job" lah.. so here i am, going to this level 55 building to work... ear a bit pain when in the lift loh... can u imagine, fire drill... yeah i think if everyday walk through stairs go home... think can slim down bah... heehee

so tired... everytime after interview is so tiring... oh i went jurong to have a little chat with carol... then there was a pasar malan there... bought back some food... miss it...

ai yo... tml test liao... sat still have... monday still have test(i think on my 1st day of work, i have to leave early to skool and request another day of work off on friday) stress??? i neber touch at all... i think when i enter the exam hall then will bah... coz totally no prepared at all... this is the 1st time in my life that i go for proper exam without preparing anything... i meaning reading of notes (oso dun have, is real gona, what is in the syabullus??? i don't know oso... sad isn't it)

Take a little happiness, find a little joy, spread a little warm to the cold society of tonight...

AlluSion of ARts

yoooo.... i going for interview again at a saudi arabic company... received a call this morning from recruit express... haiz the job scope of that task i dun really like... but nonetheless go give it a try loh... not as if they confirm empoly me mah.. the position is actually sales asst... i was like looking for admin asst leh... now have to do coordination, sales contract and prepare LC sort of thingy...

once again... i will juz try and see how bah... at raffles place, $6/hr... is it gd?

People changes in life and through experiences

hmm... i am elated that i see changes in one of my best friend... WING... not as if she was not confident in the past... but when she is back from aussie... there is a certain gd changes to her... heeeheee... more cheerful bah... more dress sense??? dye her hair( but can't see lah.... haiyo, try other color???) more concerned with attire... gd lah... ai mei le ... true this is gd... improvement are made...

then i come to observe myself... i realise i oso change le... i change for the worse... i become more and more slack, w/o much confident... really indecisive, then fatter as the days runs by... tian ah... older and fatter... wat a young adult would expect in her near future??? i shld stop being pessitimistic le bah... that is y i change for the worse... last time de wo, i dun think i am that bad loh... now like all my characteristic change to bad habits le...

nvm lah... LIFE sTILL GOes ON!!! I cAn FAce It de!!!

oh... today went to interview with wing, rachel n carol...
had breakfast at burger king... ate the enmorous omelet... nice not bad...
OKie... While we are on our way to that building, we saw a rubbish bin with boths legs sticking out. conveying something like waste of talents....
then we went up to standard chartered building for our interview... i will say this is the most relaxing and easy going interview... not stress at all... we all joked ard and such... i feel so at ease with them loh... so happy... not so uptight...

for me, if mostly wat u ask me, i will say OK de... yeah.. i juz take jobs given to me loh... juz that i try to avoid sales job..... dun dare to demand...
tian ah... all my frenz was offered higher pay jobs loh... wing was offered $8-10 per hour... gosh... that quite alot right? imagine wat the actual company would have to pay for her to work... due that this is a job agency... half way through carol received job offering $9 per hour loh... tian ah... wat they offer to me is $6 per hour... maybe i sui bian then dun dare to demand loh...

the interviewer suggest a job that goes to sentosa... admin + customer service work... i felt that it was not bad lah... can still go play ball for a while... or walk ard the island... haha.... $6 per hour again.. agency will help me send in my resume to the company... yeah they will get back to me again bah...

while walking towards chinatown area... dear serene gave me a call again; thanks for helping me search for another job( admin work at Raffles... then oso abit customer service.... then abit order processing task) haiyo... try loh... see when can work only...

i say i am available rightaway... but hor... this friday & sat, nxt mon, fri & sat have test... will have to take break oh... not as if i will pass the test... i will juz sit through it loh... haiz... neber mind... wait for their gd news, when i can work... i need $$$$$$....

oh yah.... we wanted to eat sushi... so went to town to get our sushi... it was raining lah... so decided to share cab to heeren... we rush over to park mall for cab... when we on the cab, then realized there is a branch of sakae sushi beside the taxi stand... wow...

neber mind lah.. we went heeren to eat loh... RECORD@@@ the four of us completed 37 plates including 4 cups of chawamushi, 4 plates of watermelon, 8 pieces of moshi mango ice cream... and 29 plates of sushi and side orders....

woohooo... i first time join them eat buffet wor... i usually will eat ala carte... alright lah.. ate so much loh... bu yao ming le... juz for that 17 dollar... woohew...

yeah juz came home straight after pei-ing rach n carol buy slipper n shoe respectively...

actually one thing... iwant to watch project superstar lah... so came home earlier...

oh... i realised wing suddenly so into drinking loh... every outing she will look out for beer or alcohol... Ok other peers, kindly pei her drink kkz... paisei that i dun drink at all... juz dun like it loh... yeah... u all juz enjoy bah...

HOPE all receive gd new bah... call and let me know kkz... heehee... pengyou mah... heehee...

cool bah... this are the toys that are newly invented... Transformers!!!

WOoHooo... received several replies from various job agency... alright my case is a bit de unusual... i could only commit until end of jan ... tough choice. since i don't the result of my transfer...

tml going down for interview at battery road... yeah... see how is it loh... since is really part-time work... really need a job... or else quite sian and totally broke...

hope everything would be fine... and all the best to those uni students having exam...

MONdAY...
yeah... today was something plain... received a few miss calls. yeah... i called back one(it was from the job agency) she say she will give me a confirmation call again... yeah... she found a job $6.50/hr, transport included, at jurong... Logistics admin assistant... hmmm... supposingly is 6 mths contract.. but i dun think i could commit as so long lah... if my transfer of course is successful... if not successful look for other job le wor... heehee... permanent de mah... no longer 6.5/hr... at least $1700 per month mah...

yeah,,, later on meeting wing, carol, rach and maybe rach fren to steamboat at marina... alright lah... eat is always the easiest actitivity... see how is it bah...

SUNDAY... 19-11-2006
alright coz previous night watch VCD (neber slp until morning 5am) yeah... so i happen to slp through the whole day... ( i think i woke up ard 3pm like that le) i guess almost broke my headache record, slp so many hours...

yeah.. during evening time, i went down to my aunt hse... she cook bobo chacha then ask me go down and take home(although i dun dare to eat, take and bring home for ma and pa) ah yee rushing out with meiqin jiejie and her family to expo... despite her kan chiongness she still related this new happy msg...

Lily Jiejie gotten back her old job le(at least now dun need so xin gu keep on find job le)
then SHE is oso 2 MONTHS PREGNANT....

ConGratualation!!!

she wanted a baby for so long le... yeah... so happy for her... it suddenly colored my day with happiness... yeah... jiejie, u gonna take real gd care of yourself wor...

alright... on this saturday i finished sending out abt 14 resumes out through jobdbs.com. then went out with wing in the mid-afternoon(i think ard 3 plus bah) to vivo city...

as usual with lots of ppl ard... and seriously i dunno how to shop... but nonetheless i was there for the food... walk ard that building.. then went food republic for some drink and food... i muz say the food here are really nice. and it has much more varieties of singapore's food... not bad a place to bring your overseas frenz...

anyway, wing gotten me this choc snap or thin biscuit... it was nice and crispy... wahaha... i had already finish the 1st box le...

we went up to a small vessel or ship that has a lot of books. but to wat i think mostly the content is related to spiritual thinking stuff(mainly biblical). yeah... things up there are not cheap too. nothing much.. juz walk ard and see how it is structure like... with lifeboats and many such... while on the boat seen fireworks sparking out on the sky of sentosa... beautiful too with that scenery... but i bit headache on that boat... dunno is it hungry or wat... that time is ard 8.45-9.15 like that... haven eat our dinner yet... yah... couldn't the atm so have to walk all the way to harbour front... to search for atm... yeah... then went to kopitiam(foodcourt) the food there so so only... haiz... anyway it is cheaper too... not too much $$$ bo bian ah...

yeah... after that we went back in search for wing favourite shop" boost". heard that wing and xin like it alot... had a few sip from wing... nice beverage.... mostly berrys and fruits. yah wing is the spokeswoman for that shop for the time being... can go try not bad taste, but price a bit of high... yet normally juices are that high oso...

after she bought her drink, we walk past some shop that is under renovation... yeah... saw KIM GARY restaurant wanted to find waitress and kitchen helper... i wanted to interview loh...then saw the no. is from malaysia... yeah.. intend to call monday... suddenly dunno happy wat shit...
anyway that shop would be opening slightly later than 1st december bah... since renovation would only complete until then...

a great day out... yeah, i oso miss singing kbox... when would be the nxt outing?