sometimes, u know u r jumping into a pile of shit but yet you still have to step into it...

this is wat is happening at work... with wat i have already on-hand is enuff for me to last for a few days or even weeks to clear the stuff... yet now... i got a new task : to learn a program and be a super-user and at the same time able to do a presentation to new-user and be the nxt station for technical support. tried to decline this job, but to no avail... Guess wat??? i heard before everyone in the office dun want to do this task loh... then now dedicate to me and another colleague... really win already loh!!! hmm.. weird de, my contract ends this year end. then they want me to be that super-user thingy for how long... frankly speaking, i find that quite stupid and redundant... whoever, is in office could always help... they are juz pushing task n responsibility loh... i guess is my taiji not good lah...

the task is not too difficult lah... can always do, juz very lei chek... mafan loh... u have to take care of everyone leh... haiz... somemore the system is suppose to learn through experience. this means time... Dunno wat everyone is thinking leh...

now i am already the file-finder for the company... everyone juz happily drop by my desk to ask for file or look for me whenever they need to search through the mountains' of file... y m i digging a shit hole n jumping in myself... haiz...

be ren ming bah... try to do as i can bah... if really can't then i will hack liao... not as if i can get any bonus or additional recognition... juz an additional task and responsibilty to bear...

Group PHoTos

Waifong, Kelly, Janice

Kelly n me

Phoebe n knifey(elena)

Dear Taiwan fren (Elena n kelly)

Dishes as follows:"____"

Dessert bar Buffet

The 4 Beauty of DHL Office (haha, we have another 4 at Panalpina back then)

Gals group photo

after this long period of time... i think it is finally some new updates to be refresh...

hehe
first My shifu that i know 3 weeks ago had went back taiwan n she has happily recovered back to her post today after her holisday in Taiwan out island... cool ah... Basically, i am quite busy right now due to the fact that i have to monitor a few shpt n plus on-going stufff.... all those tough difficult question n executing action will be done by our cute petite phoebe... i am juz an assistant n bodyguard... wahahah... things are pretty much standard.

juz that i got a lot of backlog underneath my desk. MORE DATA ENTRY... hmm.. i think those docs are like redundant... double entry kind.... waste a bit of time... n ppl are always pushing to complete. ***_*** see stars loh... the per file have to entry one line by line into the stupid system... then so many lines n components in one file. then now accumulating 3 mountains of files. n each mountain close to 20++ files... sian leh... when tall angmo come forward ask... i simply act dumb.... so he want me to go take course n learn. hehe... i dun mind to go learn. since when i was keying the information when i have slight free time, i had encountered difficulty n uncertainty on some issue. (this very much delays the process i guess)

I think i start to learn to be real bo Chap n attitude at work to certain in the office. NO Goood wor... But it is juz the feeling ppl protray abt bah... over breakfast gossip. heard that tall guy angmo ask one of my female colleague whether office got ppl sleep together anot n such... eEHHH... Caught by surprise... n my colleague share that the angmo said" if he drinks a few bottles of drink, he might do thAt with someone who is in the office..." n somemore this guy got galfren lah... Totally irritating n disgusting... but maybe our thinking are rather conservative... Dunno... juz feel not right after hearing all this information. Opinion n impression all changes instantly.

Oh, juz to draw back a few steps. Bro has POP, completed his 3months BMT... heheh... Now currently he is happily enjoying himself in chalet... haha... All the best for him...

Alright... going back to SPOT THE DIFFERENCE n digestion of juz now dinner buffet...

shall be back with more photos soon...

Work Experience

Having been at work for about a week plus

the experience was kinda different and i appreciate this opportunity for me to learn documentation even though it is not as in depth

my scope is sort of like support role where i update system and such.

times passed by faster and i am counting to my pay day!!! haha...

that aside, i guess i am still slowly adapting..

haiyo, kelly muz u really return to taiwan...u go back, i jialat wor... but i guess i will continue to try harder!!!

i am starting to missed life other than work. i wan to sports but not much opportunity leh... favorite volleyball is out due to the commitment required.

haiz, maybe i shld go find out whether queenstown have volleyball team then i can join. haha... but as a procrastinator, i think i would drag forever unless opportunity comes.

life being a sales promoter might not be easy...

having through the experience, i thought i was rather easy to earn money at first then i realise standing for the whole 8 hours was frankly unbearable for my age already.

had one not too good experience witht the supervisor of one of the store... but nonetheless as if water went into my head, i promise to help n go down to another branch today.... to do the 11-7 routine of selling beer... or promote beer... my holiday ah,,,, like that spend away liao... i was very reluctantly drag out of my bed and immediately scolded myself y m i so "lan hao ren"... juz bcoz someone would say thank you and immediately forget abt u.

Haiz... going out to sell at clementi ntuc liao... free can come down chat with me lah... if u see it early, but i presume everyone would be enjoying NDP.... AHAHHAHAHHAH!!!!!

eh, something is wrong with my blog, i can't change the color... so i guess it would remain rather moody mood.

but in fact, i want to share that i had finally gotten a temporary contract job at DHL. haha... Gona start work immediately tml... looking forward n wish me luck...

gona go rest and retire soon to wake up in the early hours... shall update again

Hmm.. THis week i really have to save up for my cpf deductions. Thus i am really saving bits n pieces of my daily allowances... $100 is consider small when i am working but... i am not... it takes me 10 entire days not to spend and splurge on any food and etc to save...

So pals, i will be not be spending any amt at the moment until AUG starts in order for me to "dong" over this season... Typically i had already reach the stage of dryspell in the bank... HAhah... Muz really be more proactive in job search... been to so many resume send out and few interview conducted... hmm... juz saw a new interesting one which states commercial affair officer for SPF... i kind of like it but then cant send resume online... got to do it manually!

More work to be done then... lazing ard at home isn't bringing much income at the moment... My Parents had been really bombing my ear non-stop. I guess if really given the chance, i will accept job that gives me at least $2k to sustain my loan... rest i really hack liao... u can understand how bad it can goes...

In fact, i felt entirely at ease at home doing reading... but constant reminder by relative and friends that i am unemployed, really pushes me to juz grab watever is out there.

Sometimes, i really don't know whether my decision are made based on relationship or on real thinking of the situation. When i really calm down to think, i sometimes regret what i had commited myself to... My bad habit is that i dunno how to reject...or reject things at the wrong time n then friendship or maybe any working opportunity is gone before i know it...

Time for reflection(~,~)

haha... struck lottery liao... my bro is returning home tonight not due to pass out instead was bcoz he has been checked positive of the most recent virus...

hmm... gona missed my computer le coz he would have 1 week off to rest at home and recover. but neber mind lah.. i missed him too... juz let him rest and enjoy home for a week... wahaha...

going to buy gloves for botak liao...

Been back from tekong... was a bit tiring to walk ard n ferry here n there...

Everything went alright there bah, we will shown the equipment that is being used for the recruit... then their bunk(hehe, WOW. their mattress much better than mine wor.. so thick abt 8-12cm and filled of bouncy spring) activity room, obsticle course and there lastly the oath ceremony with loud loud echo from the army guys...


Hmm, i kind of keep on psycho myself that my bro is going for an long holiday n he will have lots of fren after that... haha... so no tears needed... but when they announce that recruit pls report back to the foyer and family members pls proceed back to jetty... my dear mum started tearing, then my dad tears circling in his eye and secretly teared too... then at that moment hor, dunno y my bro n i oso a bit on the tears... i guess it is juz that magical moment, family bondness is there bah... Not as if we r not seeing each other soon... it juz weird to describe...


N.... so i started to feel a bit empty & weird that no one come n fight with me the computer and no more advisor for the nxt 2 weeks at home... haha... as usual, everyone know i very slow motion de... so i m a bit lagging behind, tearing at the weird moment. haha... should be laughing bah... neber mind... things will get better de... Temporary moving in to Bro's room for the computer. HAhA///


I am still actively looking for job and etc... convocation coming up soon... very lazy to put up the thick thick gown wor, went for cheong's and aman's commencement... quite happening ah... hehe.. happy moment and pretty much photos taken... hopefully when my turn comes, we can take nice nice pix elsewhere aside from the normal convocation place. haha... i am greedy de... NUS definitely has nicer place for a pix... esp with seaview backdrop... WOOHOOO...

Hmm, Once again Congrats to all graduate for completing your degree studies at the moment... WOOHOO>(...o_o...)<
Alright, keep looking forward...
Anyway bro is coming back one day after dad's birthday(which dad really wanted a celebration this year n hoping that bro can joined) nvm... i will prepare surprise for papa de on behalf of bro n of course myself...

Sentosa Pix 2009

Ok, Some Brief description, as usual our Food Pinic by the beach... sandwiches, chicken, prawn balls, jelly... Not Bad Ah... REally Eat and grow Fat Session...

After consuming food, Some Action under the sun...

C!!! Everyone improved their volleyball skills(^-^)

Oh, after the entire hectic day at beach, We all Kana sunburned liao...

Yupe! Our Typical Ji Niao Hua Zhu ( from the right to left)

Then Last of all when we all retired to VIVO and wait for Transformer Movie...

Eventful daY Ah, In fact i kinda like day outing where we can take nice nice pix and explore. Though night activity is gd too.. hehe

Then we went Bukit timah Reservoir for a slow walk before going to drive mum home... hehe...

Hmm.. Sentosa pix with gang would be up later.... off to collect graduate gown liao...

I m still in the midst of looking for a stable job and nothing really good is coming up.

so recently, i had been kinda enjoy life ard singapore, the photos below are shots from the singapore flyer with dad coz bro got free tix from company n mum scared of heights. so yupe, the trip was really fast for a 30min ride. Nonetheless, it is experience...

Dilemna...

JOb search??? decision to be made to accept or hang up high to look out for other...

i am trapped in a situation to make decision.

whether to just work for a normal company or wait for other opportunity?

my hope of entering to an established firm was dashed bcoz of my inexperience. i need experience to climb n move... i had a chance now to work in a smaller company but being diploma or degree doesn't make a difference in this industry... i guess i shld have guess that would have happen 3 years back... yet i still jump into this willingly... yes, it was not a pretty wise decision i had made back then and the resulting is that i am facing the consequences now.

Change industry??? i wan to work in some place that could interact and help ppl to have fun.
Amusement park? Charity area? Hospitality? School? Restaurant? SErvice industry?

Alright, i will try to go look for shipper company then and watever not... govt job, where r u all... u guys dun really need the grand experience, right? yes, i guess u will need it too.

xy n aman, Dun worry... i wun bcom a depression kid de... after tml 9am, i shld have made some decision afterall.

i don't think there will be someone as stupid as me.

oh well let me give u a brief summary of my day.

In the morning, i went down to the work agent for interview and i took me close to about 1 and 1/2 hours since 11.30PM. i guess it was rather in depth kind of conversation where most of interview question are screened in that office before meeting the client of theirs. Hmm. it was kind of good for me but i was stoning aftersince to wait until the interview time at 3pm. I always think that interview is the time for u to market yourself to others, but sometimes i feel that i am lying to people just to paint a beautiful picture of myself. Hmm, i can be tempermental and cheerful at the same time. But how can i express it?

never mind... this is not the focus of the story. Hereafter will be it then...
i went down to the logistics company at KD, i reach 5 minutes early and ended up waiting 1/2hr for the interviewer to surface into the "INTIATIVE" meeting room. I did contemplate whether the name of the name did meant something for me to take action. HAHA, i guess i just think too much. Haha...Furthermore, through the waiting process, i almost fell asleep in the comfortable area and constantly on the lookout for a guy called THE INTERVIEWER while i am backfacing the corridor... AND hold and behold, i was given a lot of information from the interview, at first i was pretty scared bcoz he was scanning the documents that i gave him so intensely that i was trying to think of excuse to cover myself. U C!!! My result deteriorated quite a fair bit from POLYTECHNIC "A"s to UNIVERSITY " C"s... so i was panic-ing the whole time.
Alright, it went rather well and he say if i will to start work, i would have to start from scratch at the document department [which is what i wanted (^Q_^)hehe] but before that i have to undertake another department's post at pricing for a maternity colleague. [n i say ok, bcoz it was ok n i could learn]

SO,,,, HE said if u r really very keen of the job, he will go talk to the senior manager immediately and the senior manager would commerce the 2nd round interview and everything would be finalised. or alternatively i am given the chance to consider.

n you know what happen???? Most people would have grab this wonderful chance and accepted that offer and meet the senior manager immediately instead of putting yourself on par chance with other candidates. HAIZ... i really don't know what is going wrong with my 23 year old empty head... i reply" could you let me consider". HAIYO... what is there to consider leh? JUST take the job and have MONEY... What am i doing????

THen i went up to visit my "sisters"... they are working upstairs in the same building... yupe, and I told them about the same issue. KANA scolded. (-_-!!!)
Actually, after listening to what they say, I felt really stupid.

Never mind, i will go for another interview tomorrow. And hope that my stupid brain could function properly tomorrow and make correct decision. Hehe...

Today i went down to interview for the china job...

hmm... they are taking 5 graduates down to the different factory in china...

commitment is approx 1 year and extendable depending on IE (S)

may have to go down for second interview nxt week.

if shortlisted, i will be gone for a year or 2... maybe in shanghai, xiamen, tianjin, shenzhen...

haiz... juz hope n see since i have not secure any job at the moment.

oh btw, ppl ard me r somehow in their luck.

aman's phone was found

bro was asked to interview at NUS Biz School which is wat he want

then he get to extend his work till his enlistment...

haha...

maybe soon my luck will turn for the better where i can secure jobs that r nearby...

Yupe, i kind of missed playing indoor court volleyball.
Yes i am bored till i have to find video... but yes, i missed those days where we gals fought hard for something together!!! the motivation is no longer there, i missed competitive days. haiz~~~ age is catching up i guess...

This is a video of this year ivp competition...

see see wat do we have? foood of course... haha

my present (sd card, charger, sexy red camera)

see, happy me!!! thank u all for all the surprise n treat!!!

~~~HaPPy BirtHdAy, SiHui~~~

N thanks to all frenz n family in advance for the treat ...

Yes, i am older...

Stilling searching for
a job, a right person, a little luck

(hopefully part of the 5 million toto will come to me or my family),

& eventually lead a happy life after...

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Bro"s Graduation 2009

My Bro is finally graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic!!! My Bro, dad n me

yes, i had more or less completed my study in school.

now currently searching, applying for jobs and most of all, stoning or resting at home...

but what i get is bombarded by dog bark constantly from 8am till night time... can u imagine the lungs of that dog... shit*** loud and irritating... actually i am okie with having dogs around. but not this kind of irritating noise for the whole day... the owner just dumped the dog at home, and as if the house got ghost, naturally i bark for whole day for the whole week!!!

i had been trying to escape by going out if the mid afternoon till late evening then reluctantly walk back home... haiz.. there are this childish adult lah, doing all sorts of things to irritate each other, no matter how i advice oso no use... haiz... when can all of they finally grow up... i was thinking whether when i aged will i be like them and the inconsiderate neighbour...

alright, i think i will go get some good ear plug for my family soon...