Finally gotten the approval from the dean after several email correspond.

a relief i guess, but yes i would try to cope for all the modules i am taking.

yes no much fun back in school but serious business to concentrate and perform in order not to fail those who assisted me.

off to rest and see whether recruit agency could call me for job recommendation. in need of a temporary job... i need the $$$. hehe

Mistaken and retribution to the responsibility not taken care well of

I got this generic bad feeling that i might have to stay another semester due to not meeting the graduating requirement.

juz received an email from the prof that states that u would need very good reason to take both modules simultaneously as the pre-requisite is there for a purpose lah...

hold and behold, frantically speaking, i do not have a strong point to fight... i juz missed the intake to take in economics module when i was in year 2 semester 1 and then i become at this stage where i will have to stay for another semester for take particular module. This matter does bother me at some point earlier. But i saw the hope when people let me know that someone from previous could take it simultaneously. which mean i could graduate on time.

But now looking at the prof's response, it means highly unlikely to happen. which means i am going to waste another semester to come back for another module, wasted the additional $4000 bucks due to that, no graduation with frenz... no graduation vacation trip together. Not being able to come out and work and earn money to repay my huge debt. Haiyo!!! convocation would be on my 24years old... a pity men... being not able to graduate with all my frenz... sad sad case!!!!

Hoping for some mircale that could happen to me bah!!! Lets all pray for me!!! sob~~

It is finally over!!!

WOOHOOO>... My exam finally marks the end of semester n i enjoy my holiday right now...

hmm... first thing is to search for temporary job to take account of my 10% school fee for next semester. Hope everything would be good for the job search process. since it is really a short period of time.

then relaz watever i want... haha... then have occasional exercise outing with the gals, occasional eating outings too... isn't life juz wonderful to relaz!!! but bear in mind not too overslack...haha...

Happy birthday to dear Rachel!!! Best wishes to u and all the best in your work in NZ. Sounds pretty exciting and fun experience. Keep Up your good work!!! JiaYou...

sTUDY does not mean u can DO WELL

haiyo, 3 test in a row had been a disasterous period for me especially running sick concurrently for 3 days. sick, test, sleep, study,test sleep, study, test, sick...



then result in damn poor response to exam... haiz.. everyday my dad will ask me whether i could make it. n yah... damn... my response is always CANNOT... sorry to disappoint him, he meant well to check on me. but the invisible stress is there that i find uncomfortable. i only told my mum abt it....



sadly, even though i prepared for a week. it is not reflected well in my test. i couldn't do a lot of it... kind of depressing. i am gona rest for a while then study further for my other 2 test. even the studying does not make any difference. haiz... but at least i made the effort.



OVER OVER....

Sihui Lifecycle for the week

Alright, let start with the story where i want to work and study hard for this exam bcoz i got 5 of them to accomplish n i knew i could not finish preparing at home due to constant distraction and no motivation. Thus wat i needed was FOCUS. n NUS school library does provide a rather quiet and competitive environment for u to stay focus for period of time. SO basically i spend my whole study break in the school library. even though i come in late at noon time and left the place at evening time. AT least i could finish some content... Time are running out.

When i first arrivee at the library,i would be the person to the left. Fully Engrossed and trying very hard to study, then towards the middle,i would be like the person to the right...

soon after fisherman's friends become my favorite companion in the library with ice milk tea or ice mango juice.

Thus during this week i read alot but rest a sure nothing gets into my small brain... it is not working leh... sad leh... but juz fight it for a while more bah...Alright this sums up my study life this week and i would wish for entertaining life after... wish sports week is back with court volleyball, tennis, badminton, beach volleyball, kickboxing, trekking, visiting areas... hmmm... searching for temp job n etc... oh n visit jen's dearest princess after my exam... hehe... Great! this 2 weeks will passed by real fast... n i hope i could passed my test....

All the best for those that are still mugging....

Happy birthday to the gals

i know pix are a little late n i apologise to that coz i practically forgotten abt it...

so yupe this r some pix for show...

me with the christmas tree... 2008 de.... n gals below with the tree

~~~us smiling brillantly~~~

bird n cheong at gillman village

thanks for the concern.

i am getting better already. alive n kicking.

but exam is round the corner, another one more week to go till exam and i only started on one chpt.

GOSH!!! pls let me concentrate and not sidetrack as much...

gd night@-_-@zzz

Food Poisoning

It had been a rather bad experience vomitting through the night and a day more...

even if u have not eaten anything, u would juz vomit none-stop. this feeling is terrible.

maybe this is a form of way to slim down. Dunno?? going to the doctor later to see wat happen?

anyway is not me alone, my mum had it on monday, i had it on tues, then my dad is falling sick now.

Stay away from us. the virus for the moment.

Swimming with Tigers

Tigers are known as the best swimmers of all the big cats with modified webbing between their toes to make their feet more like flippers. But The Institute of Greatly Endangered and Rare Species, or Tigers, near Miami, claims to have overcome the problem by encouraging both tigers and humans to swim together in a specially adapted pool. Traditionally, trainers have struggled to build an attachment with the largest of the big cats. Despite the apparent danger, the trainers are never at risk. They've found that in the water people and tigers are on a more equal footing. The hand-reared tigers are introduced to the water a few months after birth and the trainers then give one-on-one tuition to each of the animals while they are in the water.

i grabbed from someone's email. cool isn't it so???

---Swimming with Tigers---

Time fly and time has come to the end of week 11 of my 3rd year semester 1.

Another one or more semester it will mark the end of my school life.

Economy is not performing very well when i am about to graduate as a result it will be very hard to secure a job.

Without the necessary experience, it would be so much harder to bargain for a better stand.

Not as if i am really well prepared and verse in my speech to gain me a seat in some company.

Upon having high loans repayment and not having be able to secure high pay job in the near future, has put a certain level of pressure unto me.

This crisis is just not hitting on only one country where people could source better land to gain better prospect. However, it is in fact affecting the whole world. There is no where for you to hide or venture. Just have to make the mark in your own ground and pick up from there.

Sourcing for the right future seems so much like the photos i posted.

So near yet so far....

catch it in your hand??? or just a bluff???

No worry people, i am alright, juz panic for my future after completing my studies.

Definitely at this point in time, i would not be continuing with a master or whatever course because of my lousy result and most importantly my financial status. Maybe i am also afraid that i will be an old hag too.

LOL. Y am i worrying now? when i can't do anything about it?

hmm... Thinking is always random i guess..

ReDang

Another place--- Redang

Located off the coast of Terengganu, situated in the archipelago of islands touted as Malaysia's premier Marine Park in the calm waters of Teluk Dalam, lies Berjaya Redang Beach Resort, a place where the sun, sea and sands combine to create a tropical haven.


Beautiful powder white beaches with pristine blue waters and lush tropical rainforest, lure visitors to the magical Redang Island. Redang Island is recognised as one of the best coral and marine ecosystems in Malaysia and its becoming a major eco-tourist. It's home to a colourful brilliance of underwater kingdom with over 55 genera of corals and 100 species of fish.





source: www.berjayahotels-resorts.com/redangresort.htm

a place to relaz

www.ineedabreak.com.sg

this is the website that i went recently to...



i quite like cameron highlands with the strawberry farm, tea plantation, fresh air and nice place to relax and chit chat over to a couple of frenz... maybe it is an old activity...but i think it might be a refreshing one apart from the daily shopping kind.



Yupe, i love both as long is holiday with fren... juz eat and enjoy the different kind of life... not stress but relaz...



Let me do a mini recap of this place...




Here is a list of some of the strawberry farms in Cameron Highlands

Kasimani's Strawberry Farm , KHM Strawberry, EQ Strawberry Farm, Healthy Strawberry Farm & Raju's Hill Strawberry Farm

No trip to Cameron Highlands would be complete without a trip to the tea plantations. This is one of the main attraction that most people visit in the highlands.


There are two butterfly farms in Cameron Highlands and the are both located around the Kea Farm area.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly Farm Various species of butterflies and live insects are on display here. Located in Kea Farm.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly GardenAnother butterfly garden which is located around the Kea Farm area. Various species of butterflies and live insects can be found here. It also has a small bonsai garden and souvenier shop.

hmm.. i am feeling kind of sore and embarrassed by the presentation i had just now.

i must admit that i did not done well on the topic. i guess i couldn't analyze further in depth of the issue and when the prof ask, i couldn't answer and i guess he was very frustrated with me but he got no choice.

i m really sorry to my teammates... b'coz of my part, it might have drag down the average result of the presentation. haiz... no gd...

then my stupid thumbdrive spoiled so i have to re do so many things. shit!!! wat life.... i wan to cry lah... it is juz not smooth.

i stop working already, i should have more time to settle my school work and projects. but my time is juz not enough... i am sleeping ard 2plus am and waking up at ard 8am almost daily. this is much worse than wat i am doing when i am working. at least if i am working, i make it a point to sleep ard 12am instead of 2am +++. my eyes are getting smaller liao... haiz... i must be contented as compared to my dear friends bah... they are even more busy than me and much more stress on them.

alright i shld stop... franking speaking i wasn't paying attention to my lecturer and busying blogging and sulking over my mistake. Y do i have so much bad habits that i need to change???

1st thing would be punctuality. i am sorry, dear friends, i promised to improve on it soon.

2nd thing would be procrastination. not sure whether got this word a not? anyway i shldn't push things to really the dateline... it would be commiting suicide.

3rd thing would be my plan to exercise. haiz... my bro scold me say i dun have the motivation to slim down lah. say and no action. and it was actually spot on.... NO more excuses bah.... no more prioritizing as an excuse!!!

i must try to at least kick off this 3 inborn negative devils....

i want to kill myself. today i realised that my thumbdrive needs to be formatted... which means it is spoiled and needs to be restarted all over again.

guess what!!! i save all my projects and tutorials in my thumbdrive and no spare copies... ARGH!!! i gona have to rush projects once again and finish stuff once again... how i wish i could just go jump down...

y muz spoiled now!!! i am losing my grip!!!!Hate that the technology fails me... n i hate myself for not having backup!!!

Sob for the lost work that i had burn midnight oil half completing it!!! n now it is gone!!! i am freaking out!!!

NOt Productive Week

oh stupid, after this intensive use of internet computer beside watching an online movie, and various internet research for project. i realised i still did not completed my project at all and objective set for today.

oh gosh, which leaves me lesser time to complete the other task on hand... i think i tend to side track too much when i am at home. probably i shld juz try to complete my work in school before coming home. shall bring lappy to school tml for project meeting and then hor...

i haven started studying for my another mid-term exam which econs. SHIT... i can't understand how to do the tutorial.. i wasn't prepared and so... i didn't read up the text... i m juz freaking myself out with not completing simple task.

rest and a place to stone... where???
Not yet!!! Better dun slack too much....

oh n the test i took on tues, haiz i think i will flank it lah. coz i left 2 question totally unanswered (amounting to 20marks) n the rest i wasnt sure of it as well. juz trying to fill up the blanks u see...

nvm... LET it passed....

Sorry for ppl that r reading, i m mediating with myself on my blog... it is a way for me to organise my haywire thoughts. after some time then i will come back n read my own blog to figure what i want to express. so dun mind, juz shut off lah... if things dun make sense, then it doesn't matter until it was figured out. hehe.

Paisei le

Soaking the sun at Sentosa

i am soaking the sun today, & i feel great about it!!!

thanks pals for organising one today n yah... all the previous one as well...

Actually i was kinda dissappointed when intial plan state that sentosa trip was cancelled. yah.. so i went shopping ard orchard... wahahha... then received good news that we could go down again. Haiyo gal, u better take good care of yourself n rest more'; diarrea not small matter hor... Anyway i m happy to be under the sun even though it was kinda hot...

Luckily no blister today!!!

Hehe... neber thought i have keep myself wrapped up for quite some time already. i wasn't playing damn good but at least i get to touch n play the ball. yesterday while on the route of getting home, saw some ppl practicing at the hall court "volleyball" leh... i super missed those days we had training... Court volleyball is so much more different; i guess. i will love the sports as long as it is bah...

okie back to sentosa...
though i wasn't paying much attention on the game today... i was juz simply experiencing the heat and ambience of sentosa once again... weird lah!!! but i will try to endure another one month.

Then after OCT i will quit my current job!!! Feel so tired... more project, presentation, school work are approaching... my brain deteriorating fast as well. i tend to switch off my brain kind of often lately. seem that i have lost myself somewhere inside that outer body.
haiyo, i dunno how to express it. FORGET IT... I will move on

That is all i guess...

i am going to do my report research liao..

back to boring life...

Ultra Ultimate Personality Test

Your result for The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test...

The Artist

You scored 33 Extroversion, 39 Intuition, 76 Emotional, and 56 Spontaneity!

ISFP

ISFPs are quiet, practical, sensitive and spontaneous. Somewhat shy and retiring, folks of this type are drawn to a complex array of occupations which offer some measure of solitude and also allow them to keep a finger on the pulse of life. Forestry, horticulture, farming, scuba diving, mining and construction attract some ISFPs, as do the hands-on fields of carpentry, woodworking, pottery, weaving and production art. Professional athletics, music and performance also draw a disproportionate number of this type. You'll find other ISFPs at work in a variety of human services fields, where their sensitivity and skill at observation arm them well to help others. Sensuous and earthy, many ISFPs make working or playing in the out-of-doors a high priority. The ISFP values independence strongly and tends to retreat or escape from situations which become too unpleasant, confining or demanding. This free spirit's natural characteristics run counter to the expectations of most business organizations, so you'll rarely find this type at the top of the corporate ladder.

Relationships

ISFPs are warmhearted, gentle people who take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships. They are very private people, who keep their true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others. This may cause them to constantly defer to their mates in their intimate relationships, which may cause problems if their mates are not extremely aware of the ISFP's feelings. Some ISFPs who are in the habit of not expressing their needs and feelings find themselves in situations throughout their life where they feel overshadowed, overlooked, or even "tread upon" by others. Highly practical and cynical by nature, these feelings may cause the ISFP to become bitter, and to either give up on their relationships, or to start using their relationships for their own personal gain. Although this problem is observed sometimes in the ISFP type, it does not seem to be present in those ISFPs who consistently express their feelings to those closest to them. These ISFPs have a very positive, warm outlook on life and love, and are not as likely to find themselves in relationships where they are taken for granted or taken advantage of. ISFPs go to great lengths to please their partners. They're very loyal and supportive, with a deep capacity for love. They detest conflict and discord, and highly value being seen and understood for who they are. They need space to live their lives in their own unique way, and will respect other's need for space.

Strengths

Warm, friendly and affirming by nature

Usually optimistic

Good listeners

Good at dealing with practical day-to-day concerns

Flexible and laid-back, usually willing to defer to their mates

Their love of aesthetic beauty and appreciation for function makes them likely to have attractive, functional homes

Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships

Likely to value and respect other's personal space

Likely to enjoy showing their affection through acts and deeds

Sensuous and earthy

Take The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test at HelloQuizzy

Malaysia trip

The 3 sisters...

(heeee... they almost all wore red, i ask my mum to change in the morning before she goes out... hahah... otherwise it would be so fun to see them so similar)

me and mum at the bus us at the first temple, actually they have alot of scrupture de but my aunt say dun anyhow take all the pictures... so pick something mild to see loh...
mum and her favourite pineapple...

huat ah!!! my 2nd auntie that brings us here...

(2nd aunt, biggest aunt & mum- only 2 uncles that can't join them)
then this is the 2nd temple where they have yue lao... n i see tons of ppl there writing red love notes... hehe... i was tempted but too shy lah... anyway this temple is protected by a white crocrodile... a bit scare so didnt take pix of it... but wat really famous for this temple was actually asking for a good pineapple to go home. yupe those pineapple that has number on it... u know what i mean... anyway i wasn't really feeling well after the first temple b'coz of the burn... but the yue lao look so cute right???


yupe... took really very little photos... coz i dun have professional photographer with me ah... wahahah... anyway i gotten tons of food through the trip... not too bad lah... but simply have to be more careful n control i guess. hehe...

oH OH OH!!!

It had been a while since i come in to update.

Haha... i guess i am simply getting lazy and leading a life that my bro term as "CHEAP LIFE" juz bcoz typically everyday is a routine life that u go school or work then go home. slp n then repeat the routine. this is the easiest way to save up and be a hermit at the same time. hibernating and at the same time brushing up on my school work...

too scare can't catch up. coz ppl anyhow appoint me to be group leader of the group. so have to complete the homework and lead in project even though i may not know how to do... but i muz put in additional effort ah... at least not see it collapsed.

hmm... not meeting any of the fren currently coz i not feeling well (had sore throat that i can't swallow food due to eating excessive otah) n i guess i can't plan my time properly... haiz... there are more and more project and task coming up that needs to plan and think. n i have to work... juz feeling super lethagic... not enough time for entertainment and a bit of revision. everyone is working so hard beside me. i have to at least read up to pace myself abit behind them and not completely off cut... then upcoming tml i will be having a presentation. in the near future i will be having at least 3meetings, 1 interview to accomplish, 3 more presentations... n who knows wat... 6 weeks passed so fast... recess week is approaching n i am still not ready to settle down... everything is happening so fast... which means mid term's are approaching as well...

Freak me out!!! i missed my beach life to be under the sun with fren... i missed those sports day's we have. i missed outings!!! i missed my korean drama (actually i had been secretly catching this show online till late night recently--- that explain how i never recovered properly too- lungs are supposed to rest from 10pm-2am... n i had been watching shows till 4am. 8plus morning wake up....) i deserve it...hehe...ALright!!! i should work harder now... then i can enjoy later...

dear huiyee and may n probably the rest of u, i guess when u guys see me again, i will look so bloated lah.. coz too long lack of exercise... pls dun laugh ah!!! will start my fanatic exercise and outing after this semester!!! yeah! looking forward!!!

hahah... i came in to complain abt my boring life!!! Sounded so stupid... what to do is sihui mah!!! hehe...

Doesn't it look beautiful???

Memories are simply wonderful when u capture it to remember... Cute!!!