Time fly and time has come to the end of week 11 of my 3rd year semester 1.

Another one or more semester it will mark the end of my school life.

Economy is not performing very well when i am about to graduate as a result it will be very hard to secure a job.

Without the necessary experience, it would be so much harder to bargain for a better stand.

Not as if i am really well prepared and verse in my speech to gain me a seat in some company.

Upon having high loans repayment and not having be able to secure high pay job in the near future, has put a certain level of pressure unto me.

This crisis is just not hitting on only one country where people could source better land to gain better prospect. However, it is in fact affecting the whole world. There is no where for you to hide or venture. Just have to make the mark in your own ground and pick up from there.

Sourcing for the right future seems so much like the photos i posted.

So near yet so far....

catch it in your hand??? or just a bluff???

No worry people, i am alright, juz panic for my future after completing my studies.

Definitely at this point in time, i would not be continuing with a master or whatever course because of my lousy result and most importantly my financial status. Maybe i am also afraid that i will be an old hag too.

LOL. Y am i worrying now? when i can't do anything about it?

hmm... Thinking is always random i guess..

ReDang

Another place--- Redang

Located off the coast of Terengganu, situated in the archipelago of islands touted as Malaysia's premier Marine Park in the calm waters of Teluk Dalam, lies Berjaya Redang Beach Resort, a place where the sun, sea and sands combine to create a tropical haven.


Beautiful powder white beaches with pristine blue waters and lush tropical rainforest, lure visitors to the magical Redang Island. Redang Island is recognised as one of the best coral and marine ecosystems in Malaysia and its becoming a major eco-tourist. It's home to a colourful brilliance of underwater kingdom with over 55 genera of corals and 100 species of fish.





source: www.berjayahotels-resorts.com/redangresort.htm

a place to relaz

www.ineedabreak.com.sg

this is the website that i went recently to...



i quite like cameron highlands with the strawberry farm, tea plantation, fresh air and nice place to relax and chit chat over to a couple of frenz... maybe it is an old activity...but i think it might be a refreshing one apart from the daily shopping kind.



Yupe, i love both as long is holiday with fren... juz eat and enjoy the different kind of life... not stress but relaz...



Let me do a mini recap of this place...




Here is a list of some of the strawberry farms in Cameron Highlands

Kasimani's Strawberry Farm , KHM Strawberry, EQ Strawberry Farm, Healthy Strawberry Farm & Raju's Hill Strawberry Farm

No trip to Cameron Highlands would be complete without a trip to the tea plantations. This is one of the main attraction that most people visit in the highlands.


There are two butterfly farms in Cameron Highlands and the are both located around the Kea Farm area.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly Farm Various species of butterflies and live insects are on display here. Located in Kea Farm.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly GardenAnother butterfly garden which is located around the Kea Farm area. Various species of butterflies and live insects can be found here. It also has a small bonsai garden and souvenier shop.

hmm.. i am feeling kind of sore and embarrassed by the presentation i had just now.

i must admit that i did not done well on the topic. i guess i couldn't analyze further in depth of the issue and when the prof ask, i couldn't answer and i guess he was very frustrated with me but he got no choice.

i m really sorry to my teammates... b'coz of my part, it might have drag down the average result of the presentation. haiz... no gd...

then my stupid thumbdrive spoiled so i have to re do so many things. shit!!! wat life.... i wan to cry lah... it is juz not smooth.

i stop working already, i should have more time to settle my school work and projects. but my time is juz not enough... i am sleeping ard 2plus am and waking up at ard 8am almost daily. this is much worse than wat i am doing when i am working. at least if i am working, i make it a point to sleep ard 12am instead of 2am +++. my eyes are getting smaller liao... haiz... i must be contented as compared to my dear friends bah... they are even more busy than me and much more stress on them.

alright i shld stop... franking speaking i wasn't paying attention to my lecturer and busying blogging and sulking over my mistake. Y do i have so much bad habits that i need to change???

1st thing would be punctuality. i am sorry, dear friends, i promised to improve on it soon.

2nd thing would be procrastination. not sure whether got this word a not? anyway i shldn't push things to really the dateline... it would be commiting suicide.

3rd thing would be my plan to exercise. haiz... my bro scold me say i dun have the motivation to slim down lah. say and no action. and it was actually spot on.... NO more excuses bah.... no more prioritizing as an excuse!!!

i must try to at least kick off this 3 inborn negative devils....

i want to kill myself. today i realised that my thumbdrive needs to be formatted... which means it is spoiled and needs to be restarted all over again.

guess what!!! i save all my projects and tutorials in my thumbdrive and no spare copies... ARGH!!! i gona have to rush projects once again and finish stuff once again... how i wish i could just go jump down...

y muz spoiled now!!! i am losing my grip!!!!Hate that the technology fails me... n i hate myself for not having backup!!!

Sob for the lost work that i had burn midnight oil half completing it!!! n now it is gone!!! i am freaking out!!!

NOt Productive Week

oh stupid, after this intensive use of internet computer beside watching an online movie, and various internet research for project. i realised i still did not completed my project at all and objective set for today.

oh gosh, which leaves me lesser time to complete the other task on hand... i think i tend to side track too much when i am at home. probably i shld juz try to complete my work in school before coming home. shall bring lappy to school tml for project meeting and then hor...

i haven started studying for my another mid-term exam which econs. SHIT... i can't understand how to do the tutorial.. i wasn't prepared and so... i didn't read up the text... i m juz freaking myself out with not completing simple task.

rest and a place to stone... where???
Not yet!!! Better dun slack too much....

oh n the test i took on tues, haiz i think i will flank it lah. coz i left 2 question totally unanswered (amounting to 20marks) n the rest i wasnt sure of it as well. juz trying to fill up the blanks u see...

nvm... LET it passed....

Sorry for ppl that r reading, i m mediating with myself on my blog... it is a way for me to organise my haywire thoughts. after some time then i will come back n read my own blog to figure what i want to express. so dun mind, juz shut off lah... if things dun make sense, then it doesn't matter until it was figured out. hehe.

Paisei le

Soaking the sun at Sentosa

i am soaking the sun today, & i feel great about it!!!

thanks pals for organising one today n yah... all the previous one as well...

Actually i was kinda dissappointed when intial plan state that sentosa trip was cancelled. yah.. so i went shopping ard orchard... wahahha... then received good news that we could go down again. Haiyo gal, u better take good care of yourself n rest more'; diarrea not small matter hor... Anyway i m happy to be under the sun even though it was kinda hot...

Luckily no blister today!!!

Hehe... neber thought i have keep myself wrapped up for quite some time already. i wasn't playing damn good but at least i get to touch n play the ball. yesterday while on the route of getting home, saw some ppl practicing at the hall court "volleyball" leh... i super missed those days we had training... Court volleyball is so much more different; i guess. i will love the sports as long as it is bah...

okie back to sentosa...
though i wasn't paying much attention on the game today... i was juz simply experiencing the heat and ambience of sentosa once again... weird lah!!! but i will try to endure another one month.

Then after OCT i will quit my current job!!! Feel so tired... more project, presentation, school work are approaching... my brain deteriorating fast as well. i tend to switch off my brain kind of often lately. seem that i have lost myself somewhere inside that outer body.
haiyo, i dunno how to express it. FORGET IT... I will move on

That is all i guess...

i am going to do my report research liao..

back to boring life...

Ultra Ultimate Personality Test

Your result for The Ultra Ultimate Personality Test...

The Artist

You scored 33 Extroversion, 39 Intuition, 76 Emotional, and 56 Spontaneity!

ISFP

ISFPs are quiet, practical, sensitive and spontaneous. Somewhat shy and retiring, folks of this type are drawn to a complex array of occupations which offer some measure of solitude and also allow them to keep a finger on the pulse of life. Forestry, horticulture, farming, scuba diving, mining and construction attract some ISFPs, as do the hands-on fields of carpentry, woodworking, pottery, weaving and production art. Professional athletics, music and performance also draw a disproportionate number of this type. You'll find other ISFPs at work in a variety of human services fields, where their sensitivity and skill at observation arm them well to help others. Sensuous and earthy, many ISFPs make working or playing in the out-of-doors a high priority. The ISFP values independence strongly and tends to retreat or escape from situations which become too unpleasant, confining or demanding. This free spirit's natural characteristics run counter to the expectations of most business organizations, so you'll rarely find this type at the top of the corporate ladder.

Relationships

ISFPs are warmhearted, gentle people who take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships. They are very private people, who keep their true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others. This may cause them to constantly defer to their mates in their intimate relationships, which may cause problems if their mates are not extremely aware of the ISFP's feelings. Some ISFPs who are in the habit of not expressing their needs and feelings find themselves in situations throughout their life where they feel overshadowed, overlooked, or even "tread upon" by others. Highly practical and cynical by nature, these feelings may cause the ISFP to become bitter, and to either give up on their relationships, or to start using their relationships for their own personal gain. Although this problem is observed sometimes in the ISFP type, it does not seem to be present in those ISFPs who consistently express their feelings to those closest to them. These ISFPs have a very positive, warm outlook on life and love, and are not as likely to find themselves in relationships where they are taken for granted or taken advantage of. ISFPs go to great lengths to please their partners. They're very loyal and supportive, with a deep capacity for love. They detest conflict and discord, and highly value being seen and understood for who they are. They need space to live their lives in their own unique way, and will respect other's need for space.

Strengths

Warm, friendly and affirming by nature

Usually optimistic

Good listeners

Good at dealing with practical day-to-day concerns

Flexible and laid-back, usually willing to defer to their mates

Their love of aesthetic beauty and appreciation for function makes them likely to have attractive, functional homes

Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships

Likely to value and respect other's personal space

Likely to enjoy showing their affection through acts and deeds

Sensuous and earthy

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Malaysia trip

The 3 sisters...

(heeee... they almost all wore red, i ask my mum to change in the morning before she goes out... hahah... otherwise it would be so fun to see them so similar)

me and mum at the bus us at the first temple, actually they have alot of scrupture de but my aunt say dun anyhow take all the pictures... so pick something mild to see loh...
mum and her favourite pineapple...

huat ah!!! my 2nd auntie that brings us here...

(2nd aunt, biggest aunt & mum- only 2 uncles that can't join them)
then this is the 2nd temple where they have yue lao... n i see tons of ppl there writing red love notes... hehe... i was tempted but too shy lah... anyway this temple is protected by a white crocrodile... a bit scare so didnt take pix of it... but wat really famous for this temple was actually asking for a good pineapple to go home. yupe those pineapple that has number on it... u know what i mean... anyway i wasn't really feeling well after the first temple b'coz of the burn... but the yue lao look so cute right???


yupe... took really very little photos... coz i dun have professional photographer with me ah... wahahah... anyway i gotten tons of food through the trip... not too bad lah... but simply have to be more careful n control i guess. hehe...

oH OH OH!!!

It had been a while since i come in to update.

Haha... i guess i am simply getting lazy and leading a life that my bro term as "CHEAP LIFE" juz bcoz typically everyday is a routine life that u go school or work then go home. slp n then repeat the routine. this is the easiest way to save up and be a hermit at the same time. hibernating and at the same time brushing up on my school work...

too scare can't catch up. coz ppl anyhow appoint me to be group leader of the group. so have to complete the homework and lead in project even though i may not know how to do... but i muz put in additional effort ah... at least not see it collapsed.

hmm... not meeting any of the fren currently coz i not feeling well (had sore throat that i can't swallow food due to eating excessive otah) n i guess i can't plan my time properly... haiz... there are more and more project and task coming up that needs to plan and think. n i have to work... juz feeling super lethagic... not enough time for entertainment and a bit of revision. everyone is working so hard beside me. i have to at least read up to pace myself abit behind them and not completely off cut... then upcoming tml i will be having a presentation. in the near future i will be having at least 3meetings, 1 interview to accomplish, 3 more presentations... n who knows wat... 6 weeks passed so fast... recess week is approaching n i am still not ready to settle down... everything is happening so fast... which means mid term's are approaching as well...

Freak me out!!! i missed my beach life to be under the sun with fren... i missed those sports day's we have. i missed outings!!! i missed my korean drama (actually i had been secretly catching this show online till late night recently--- that explain how i never recovered properly too- lungs are supposed to rest from 10pm-2am... n i had been watching shows till 4am. 8plus morning wake up....) i deserve it...hehe...ALright!!! i should work harder now... then i can enjoy later...

dear huiyee and may n probably the rest of u, i guess when u guys see me again, i will look so bloated lah.. coz too long lack of exercise... pls dun laugh ah!!! will start my fanatic exercise and outing after this semester!!! yeah! looking forward!!!

hahah... i came in to complain abt my boring life!!! Sounded so stupid... what to do is sihui mah!!! hehe...

Doesn't it look beautiful???

Memories are simply wonderful when u capture it to remember... Cute!!!

Busy Week

i am getting really tired... packed with so much things to do. i will be assignment every week to do...

oh i juz received news that i will be taking another core modules. i am happy lah... even though i am really late liao... missed 2 lessons. attending it today. hmm... if i could sequeeze another module nxt semester. then i could graduate earlier. haha...

but yupe. i dun think i have the time management bah... everyday i feel so lost and depleted. i am not sure what i am doing recently. i just follow what i supposed to do... not even using my brain. apologise to ppl ard coz i sort of totally switch off my brain.

work for wed and weekends... school for the remaining days + sports day on monday,... on top of that, i have to sequeeze time to do project. ah... i dun even have the time read txtbk, even though this semester i wanted to... coz all this that i am taking r my core modules. at least i want to pass it ah.... neber mind... pls bear with me a little longer... i will become better de...

School Reopen 2nd week

i Guess i am not being a good student afterall... i overslept today, so here i am online doing tutorial homework while waiting for the lecture that is in nus to end soon. so i can watch the online webcast... while blogging... hehe

Actually intended to study till late night yesterday but eventually i lost my focus n started watching american next top model, olympics, 倩女幽魂, n some channel 8 drama show. so i only sleep at ard 3plus am... so apparently i didn't wake up in time to go school. luckily professor say if late better dun go for his lesson. he dun like... hehe... (i listen to his advice) all crap!!! excuses for myself...

alright, juz recap on this week... a brief summary follows

monday i meet up with xy n aman for sports day... hmm... i laugh at xy coz she has to come on monday for one hour tutorial. and retribution occurs on the same day that follows. received a email that state that i could not get my tutorial timeslot thus it would only be either taking that tutorial during lecture time or monday!!! irritating, this make me the same as xy le,,, i will be back for juz one hour... haiz... this means that neber laugh at other ppl coz u will get retribution... haha...

hmmm.. tuesday went well without anything... school as usual juz that i went to take some allegic test in computing... n gotten away with a nus co-op $10 cash voucher. the test is rather simple lah... let them take your dna by giving your right hand for them to tap and take sample from your skin cell(dunno is dead or live---who cares anyway) then they place some allegic prone stuff on your left hand which includes flower pollen, and dust mite and one thing that is supposed to be reactive element for all human beings. haha... the fren that go with me is quite cute ah... hers have no reaction at first... so i say she is not human or her skin too thick. no lah... juz joking de... anyway her retry was okie lah... while hers has no reaction the first time, i happily scratched mine b4 letting them take my measurement(a small spot only lah). haha... so my result sort of like marks as a failed one... wahahaha... me always do the dumbest thing... when they see my hand own patch red, they kind of feel scare for me... kind of them to give me some cream to stop the itchness.

wed went for a job interview or rather a job orientation. hmm... hope i could do well on sat n sun and the following. hmm... i commited myself to the work on every wed and the weekend. so probably i would missed my sun and beach for quite some time. Sorry beach pals, Let me earn some $$$ first... i can predict my life would be more packed in future. (anyway thanks hy for letting may know i need job.... coz i forgotten abt it le and thanks may for intro me to this job) n thanks your daddy for being so nice... hehe...

alright sort of sum up everything le...

oh anyway, i almost forget again...

Congrats dear rachel for graduating.. hehe.. so happy and proud for u... too bad i can't be there to take beautiful pix of u in square hat and cape. a group photo would seems pretty nice... haha... Nvm, if u taking your masters, then by then i would be out working. maybe i can travel with more ease. hehe!!! yet once again... congrats!!!

Try it!!!

单身的男女们总是会对未来的爱情充满期待，"将来会幸福吗""我会最终牵上他/她的手吗"，

下面一个简单的小测验，希望能为陷入爱情烦恼的你排难解惑。

　　1、觉得自己本身是否是一个长相俊俏的人？　　

(A)是的，对自己的外表还有一点自信－2　　

(B) 我不会很差，可是好像也没什么异性缘－3

　　2、如果有一天你突然中奖得到一大笔钱，你会？　　
(A) 和朋友一起庆祝，并实现多年来的梦想－4　　
(B)小心低调，可能搬到一个没有人认识的地方过太平日子－5

　　3、你平常是否有裸睡的习惯？　　
(A)有，尤其是夏天，脱光了比较清凉－6　　
(B)没有或很少，那样根本睡不着－7

　　4、如果太久没坐船，突然坐船你会不会晕船？　　
(A)会，会觉得不舒服，甚至可能呕吐－8　　
(B)不太会，稍微适应一下就没问题了－6

　　5、每次坐车时，你是否容易把垃圾往车外丢？　　
(A)不太会，可以把垃圾带回家处理就带回家－6　　
(B)会，有时觉得垃圾留在车中实在很讨厌－7

　　6、你平常是否容易胡思乱想？　　
(A)会的，有时真的想得蛮多的－8　　
(B)不太会，有时忙起来连想的时间都没有－9

　　7、你是否曾经为了一件事，很沉迷地做到忘记时间？　　
(A)其实经常会这样，有时疯起来连自己都不自觉－9　　
(B)不常这样，除非自己真的很闲才有可能－10

　　8、在你还没有情人的时候，你是如何幻想自己爱情的呢？　　
(A)一段刻骨铭心、轰轰烈烈的爱情－9　　
(B)平平凡凡、相爱终身，可以两个人天天腻在一起的爱情－10

　　9、底下两个颜色，选出一个你最喜欢的？　　
红色－A　　蓝色－B

10、底下两个颜色，选出一个你最不喜欢的？　　
黄色－C　　绿色－D


测试结果：
　　A、你对爱情相当专情、坚贞，甚至有点过分执著。一旦有了另一半之后，你会把大多数的时间都花在对方身上，占有欲极强的你也会要求对方必须这么做。怀疑对方时也记得要给对方解释的机会，不然对方可能会因为你的反应过度、歇斯底里，而弄得彼此不欢而散。

　　B、你其实正为爱情所苦恼呢。也许你正烦恼着自己为什么找不到另一半、为什么自己总是个失败者；有另一半的也在烦恼为什么你的他总是喜欢莫名其妙地生气、跟你吵架。那是因为你尚未找到恋爱的感觉。不需要管为什么，别人怎么做你也跟着怎么做好了，总有一天你会懂的。

C、你是个多情又浪漫的人，虽然你不一定想出轨，可是当你看到一个令你怦然心动的异性时，你又会忍不住向前搭讪、拼命示好。你的情人虽然很喜欢你甜言蜜语的爱情攻势，以及你浪漫的贴心关怀，却不见得容许你“脚踏两条船”。还是收敛点吧，不然说不定你会成为下一个社会新闻的主角。

D、你的爱情观相当豁达，一切随缘。合则聚，不合则散是你处理爱情的态度。只是过于豁达往往会让对方觉得你吊儿郎当，不够珍惜这段感情而选择离去，所以你失恋的次数也不少呢。人说“久病成良医”，下次就多多满足对方的需求吧，哪怕一句你认为很肉麻的示爱语言都可以。

Tree???

hmmm received from hy's mail, so would like to share.. =)

i m the chestnut kind, what r u then???

Back to school 1

1st day back in school had been rather normal... nothing much happen...
i really prefer having class in a smaller scale in this case i would be able to stay attentive n ask question when in doubt. rather than the large class of few hundreds ppl. it is good to observe others in the large lecture hall. but small one is great for me to stay focus on lesson i guess.

hope i had a great start. anyway i bought a older version of txtbk for supply chain management. so yah... sort of like gotten the old one... haiz... but neber mind lah... at least i got it cheap. not too sure of the exact price out there lah... probably $30s... to $40s. n thanks wl for lending me your txt. help me save up kind of some amt of money. i get to rest for a day b4 lesson resume on thursday... ha... shld have sequeeze another course module lah... having 4 module on the 1st week seems rather relaxing.. haha...

Happy 43th birthday SINGAPORE

Alright!!! HAppy BirthdaY to Singapore!!!

43th years of independence seems to be kind of tough to come by. Yupe!!! Still a bit proud of my own country... despite many of its official trademark of kiasu, kiasi and kiagongwei(which means scare to talk n voice out)... haha... the 3rd one was wat i observe on myself especially...

We had been priviledge to be given tons of benefits ~~("0")~~, rules and regulations to follow while others might not have received overseas. haha..

we have education benefits, medical benefits, cpf as an old age guard n
of course all those fines that had to be endure if
u chew gums in singapore,
speed racing(even though F1 racing is coming to town and legalised competition, but still there are too many ERP gantry around singapore for u to pay $ even b4 u manage to speed),

highfloor throwing of pots and pans(or even knife flying from the hdb flat that happen in holland not long ago)n
those who littered; have to go do correction action movement whom they dressed a bit like traffic police juz that their vest is in bright yellow and stationed at parks to clear rubbish that some other people had dropped on purpose or accidentally like them. (:P)

All this passed events can be quite a lesson and interesting things that happen!!!
Think that this year celebration means very little impact to me (^_^'') or maybe as my ages goes on... the parade does not attracts that much attention anymore. National day had always been my fastfood KFC day as my family used to packed the food and enjoy the feast while watching the parade, while waiting for the fighter planes to zoom passed our rooftop since young. it might sounds a bit stupid but i was still contented with kind of cozy life we had... haha...

Anyway Contented gal is feeling rather sleepy right now. thus i shld be penning off to catch some sleep<<<>

Change of New blogskin

oh, i changed my new blogskin with something more laidback; more plain looking... so unlike me hor~~~

hehe... hmmm.. propably i muz changed coz i am getting older. Can't just pretend to act cute and find cartoon-cute-cute pix. so shan't continue my childish way of doing things!!! Mayhaps a little change in attitude might really help.

生活一直在改变，人们一直往前看并且在进步当中。

但如果我一直不想长大，不肯前进我就会被这社会遗忘和抛弃。

到头来谁会吃亏？还不是自己吗？

朋友们一直朝自己的目标冲刺，我为何又要失去方向？

一个新的开始， 一个新的起跑点。。。

我要改变！！！

often but not, i question my determination in everything(@_@",)

Shall see how it goes kkz!!!

JOb Finally ended...

I would to thank dajie jennifer for letting me work extra cash. after getting the cash then i know that i really need the money. the previous amount of money is not sustainable for long to me lah... it goes off rather fast...

yupe. finally ended n i would like to sleep late for awhile. watch olympic for leisure... n try to study hard for this semester coz those are really the modules that i dun like. i guess all the more i shld do it. haiz!!!!

shit,,, my kickboxing seems like i have to stop le... amelia where are you... can't find slot for your lessson wor... sian ah... hmm... dear xinyi, shld be coming back from her trip le bah...Lets have our sports day soon before the hectic semester packed with projects starts all over again kkz...

Daisuki!!

well... come across this japanese drama show.. hmm.. i must say japanese drama tends to let me cry like nobody's biz... often but not i still fell for the similar emotional trap... but yah... so this is the new one that i watch. total 10 espisode... but kind of touching coz it feature a family with a mild mental disabled mum trying to learn her ways to take care and take charge of her life with the help of the social worker, her brother, sister-in-law and her mum... in which there is many life n death stuff. one thing i took from watching it was the phrase of

"Failure is the stepping stone to success"

Often, we are afraid of failure so we do not venture further to the things that we could learn. Admitting that u need help takes a huge effort to accept n adapt like the character in the show of Daisuki... tough thing just happen in life. haiz... but i think i would take it as a lesson to move on. hehe...

oh... not to forget. i had a new haircut... thanks to huiyee for bringing me the new lobang. i had my new hairdo for juz $5.40, haha... juz have to do advance booking... that we received 10% discount. The salon is named kimage situated at 5th level of Funan IT Mall. Contact: 68832700

HY had her hair dye for 18. so u see. i guess it might be worth it if u wan cheaper rate but sacrificing a bit of your time. hmmm... it is sort of a learning school for the stylist. so yah, sometimes they might seems unsure, but result is not too bad, give a little more trust to them. haha...

so much for it, a week more school will reopen... even before school reopen, i have already prepared to come up with $500 for school fee, $160 for txtbook. Gosh!!! Gambatte!!! Fight for more $$$