HortPark 09

- The start of our trial-

Cheong's in the herbs and veggies corner

Chick with the tulip

Us on the see-saw... big kids loh!!!

Above: Re-enact of the Croaching Tiger Hidden Dragon

Alright, c ya... more pix uploaded in facebook...

Present!!!

Thanks rachel for the pressie... i like it... Pretty hor!!!

chinese new year... 2009

It had been a lot of movie catching then slacking at home.

The Only "LIFE" Moment is when i met up today with 2 of my active nephew (age 5 & 6) and the newborn niece that (my parents say she looks like me, hehe such a cutie with little hair ; didn't take pix of her coz scared she will cry )...

the 2 hours' visit is really enough to make me real tired...

then the high pitch screaming can be so disasterous...

but i still simply LOVE them....

Lets meet them: Boyboy n DaDa behind the bat!!!

The kids with table tennis.. then ball throwing... frog battling... juz the beginning!!!

guess wat the 2 small guys are entertained with???

my mooing cow bank...

whenever u drop in a coin, it mooooooos...

it temporary draws the attention of the small babies...

That is their competition of clearing the coins asap!!!

then paper aeroplane with art and craft session...

then it was plain destruction of all aeroplane by ah boy coz he not very happy....

he juz tear down all the papers... the activity was really short span...

**pardon, room was super messy coz its my bro's room... WAHAHAHA.

What's next???
Leopard crawl under my bro's bed... so dangerous lah... crawl in to get the ping pong ball...
i too fat oso hard to go in and grab him out!!!

the quiet da da looking back... he will nicely looked at u for approval before he plays with anything... at first, he was hoping to see the dear fishes and tortorise that we have 2 years ago de... when he was much smaller, he was facinated by our fishes... but then the fishes didn't really like staying in our hse anymore... so sorry! next time will buy some toys at home to keep in case, children comes by our house which is rather random and few.

Yes Activity coming Up, coz they can't really play with it which needs the moving of a lot on their wrist power... but they really lose their attention very fast... ended hitting the ball right into my face n i was busy picking the ball for them... :)

as usual ah boy always played and bullied my brother... trust me! it is real combat from the small kid... kick and smash right to your face... when he can't win u, he even spit on my bro's head... when he trys to hit me instead of bro, i juz looked back at the small kid n "you better not come near me!!" at least he still don't dare to hit me...

this is the pix of my bro, nephew one ( ah boy) & nephew two (da da in orange)

Guys with the magnet froggies on hand

So "Nan De" to get the kids to smile nicely n pose with my bro on the camera...

Nonetheless it was really fun having them ard... anyway the pix below are by the kids kkz...

Bearing in mind,letting kids play with your camera is a dangerous thing too... so keeping a close look was impt... hehe... anyway this 4 frog was wat i bought for my bro on top the cash hongbao last year... hehe...

On top and below: production by da da

frogs: production by boyboy

Somehow it marks the end of my boring chinese new year!!! But it was really great having cute nephew or cousins running and playing with u in your hse.

n i discovered too that... " It could really help in slimming down juz by taking care of them"
Haha :)

Happy Chinese New Year Pals!!!

maybe i was too tired or simply headoff problem with myself...

i slice off a bit of my nail and flesh from my index finger while i was preparing to make some food to de-stress myself... yupe... a bit of whooosh of blood and i was screaming here and there. As steady as my mum,wahahah.. she juz laugh, walk over to look at me and say some thing then ask whether i want to continue cooking.. dun no y, i juz fell flat and fall asleep holding my injured index finger on my bed n ignore everything... yes i slept for whole 12 hours... wasnt feeling well oso coz of that on-off flu lah... ppl call me hor is always "huh? u kana flu again??""" hehe... it will be alright de..

even though the wound is getting better, yes!! sometimes i think alot of things is i ask for it de!!!ppl tell me not to do then i purposely want go try!!! then result was that i always regret after that...

for example my retail module.. it is very taxing n alot of things to do.. even have to go for makeup on sats... haiz.. then got this even vomit blood de dynamic pricing module that i couldn't solve at all, to be submitted in a few hours time... gosh...

then my mum always tell me not to do extra work things when u r tired.. then me go cut and slice the carrot and water chestnut.. instead of preparing the food, i hurt myself too... really buak ... lousy feeling...

correction for now:
i shld work harder to study harder since it is my last semester but i am losing my focus once again... hmm... hope that this coming week would be better then comes chinese new year.... woo hoo... Lets Jiayou,n survive through all this bah!!! last study semester already.... shld put in more effort... Back to crapping more ideas to solve the impossible question!!!

Miss the gals already... when had it became a routine that we meet up so often... haha... alright take this time to save some money!!! but the pasar malam down my blk hor, is a huge temptation to spend n get fat !!!

terrible day to be in school. feeling really super lethargic and i have to be in school for makeup lesson and my 1st project meeting of the semester...

i guess there are more things coming up lah...i will be missing a lot of my free time i guess... lesser beach time and more library hogging time... i hope i could survive that lah... other then that i think juz let it be...

being postitive is a bit hard.. but i will still try... haven i meet good team members. alright, in another 1 hour i will be having my class already... let me think of great ideas for my project bah...

i dig my own grave by choosing the retail mgt modules which is now trapped with a lot of work... alright, i shall accept my fate... hahah....back to work...

fulfilling few days to end of holiday

hmm.. this few days was packed with activities and it was tiring but fulfilling before i step back to school..

went jb with may, jw n wj... hehe.. seems like they didn't buy much lah.. but may n i bought a shirt.. hehe... they have some big size shirt inside wor... so i hope i could there again soon.. if i got the money lah.. to go in n buy some more formal or working clothes... hahah.. anyway the food was also slightly cheaper as compared to local one... then u can order any food at ease at least...

u know lah, i now not working so money is always a very tight issue for me. so when i went malaysia n eat a meal... i didn't have that kind of pressure that i have where i would stone for a while to think whether i could really afford for that meal... haiz... poor fren for always accomodating with me ah....

hmm.. i was rather happy with the trip lah.. but promise promise next time really will go to the """da ma""" to eat the seafood.. may n gang, mafan u guys to bring me there le wor... haiz, paisei leh force u guys to return to sg so fast...hehe... but neber mind kkz, bring me there again!!! i am drooling for the food even though i had neber tried before... hehe...

oh after coming back from jb, i bought back some portugse egg tart... my bro said it was nice.. but i dun really eat egg tarts so i can't tell the difference... i took one bite then passed it over to my bro... he seems to want to eat mah... so i persuade him to eat my loh... hehe... then met up with the gals, actually is they come n pick me up.. then i force them to have one each in the car... hehe.. paisei lah juz before having our dinner... thought they could share the so call "niceness" hot mah... hehe.. nxt time i try not to do that again kkz... so u gals dun scare lah...

anyway we went to eat peranankan food at keppel club.. maybe is i not use to the food bah... didn't really like it alot... i guess i prefer thai food currently... where hot hot very shiok... haha, bird, nxt time try your office there de bah... expensive place does not mean nice food, juz nice ambience and very enthusiatic service person bah.. hehe... dunno leh...

alright, once again i must thanks the gals for fulfilling my around the singapore place of interest trip... This time we went marina barrage at night... it was very cooling to chill n stone i guess... nothing much to do.. but i juz like the place... no idea y too.. but anyway... thanks for bringing me there again lah... maybe we can really have a pinic there too at the grass patch on the roof top...

oh, then today sentosa i was totally too tired or lazy to move lah... everything was juz so sian... it was juz me lah... rest of them r doing fine n having fun... maybe it was the weather, or maybe becoz it was the lack of sleep... anyway there was a safra event at the beach today.. saw a very buff up body builder guy... haiyo... kind of scarey leh... so muscular until is not nice loh.. somemore chosen for the beach hunks.. when he speak hor, sounded abit like too soft spoken n a little sissy lah... was laughing secretly lah... coz he think he doing bay watch mah, wore a really tight red brief n walk or patrol along the seashore for a while... wahaha...

rest was a juz nothing much... anyway i didnt use internet for 3 whole days. so when i checked my mail... then i realised i got a lot of reading to read before my lesson nxt week.. haiz... need to get back to work... my lethagic cell is still staying in my body leh.. they dun seem to want to leave leh... anyway i 4 articles to complete before mon's first lessson.. n the another 5articles before wed's lesson... haiz...

i must get serious this semester le... no time for any how play around le... start early means from the first week start reading n revising bah... n lesser play around n eat around bah.. coz or else my aim of graduating with a slimmer face n body would be a failure.. so stop tempting me ah... maybe i could move closer towards this new year resolutions leh... hehe...

back to reading of the 1st article...

by the way, my bro received letter say he posted to navy diver... he sulking abt it ... but dunno whether is this good for him anot??? hope all the best for him lah...

oh this will be my final semester studying already....

favourite sports day yesterday~~~

wow... we had tennis and table tennis... i guess it wasn't really tons of exercise but we had fun laughing.. guess other ppl see us play would be lol inside themselves lah...

we invented the perimeter or area table tennis... is unconventional and could be played non-stop as long u have enough area to run around... wahahah...

sports is always a good way to relax... should have in the future...

school is restarting soon on next week and i had been coming in and out of the stupid flu... felt really lazy lah... everyday would sleep till like noon time which is entirely not ideal bcoz my biological clock is messy already.. hard to adjust it back if i am going back to school... can't believe everything is happening so fast again... haha...

anyway now i know i am musically inclined at all... playing the guitar hero let me know that i could only sing. n bear in mind the singing wasn't great at all... all in all, it was out of pitch anyway.. but i had fun lah... paisei lah... aman n cheong to play like siao with the instrument and andrew too... u r power leh.. can sing and play at the same time... hahah... my li hai the "backup singer" or shifu lah... i learn some new songs!!! i could sing unknown language with anyhow singing... haha... next time i go k sing to you guys if we can find it ah.... whahahahah...

looking forward to more fun...

poly meeting

Initially, i have no intention to fall asleep before meeting zhiwei,valerie n gang for lunch de...

but then i unconsciously slip into my beauty sleep of 3 hours. coz dear alarm chimed... n so i was somehow late to meet the pals... hmm... too long neber meet up with them liao... at first when i was dragging myself to wake up, i was still thinking of coming up with some excuses and then dun go to meet them... i was really damn tired. but i told myself that this is no good for a start of a year... what u promise, muz at least show some effort in trying to fulfil it...

so anyway, i went and meet up with them at orchard... today's crowd wasn't entirely ultra crowd. from observation and speculation, too many ppl party until drop dead liao, thus town was so quiet... took lunch at spaggetto or something along that line where they serve italian food but the menu oso indicate japanese words... wow... the pasta wasn't entirely very nice lah.. probably i was still suffering from the aftermath of the bbq from yesterday... then u know the 3 of them really eat fast and they cleared their plates entirely... during half way i was full already lah, but when i see everyone clearing their plates to the last drop. i thought i shouldn't waste food in front of them... it seems like juz the peer pressure, so yes i finished up the entire plate even though i wasn't hungry at all...

throughout the entire session, i was kind of stoning due to the lack of sleep. then later we went to sing party world... it was $17 leh... i had been spending too much this few days.. haiz... wat to do leh... it had been abt quite some time before i sang again, so it was rather nice lah, tried a lot of new song. but i still prefer the 10 ktv leh... it is much cheaper, free flow of drink, n english version of songs are more covered i guess. n i think the kind of service was different.... the staff at the party world wasn't very friendly when serving us... haiz.. bad evaluation...

then after the singing session, i became a walking zombie and thus i requested to go home... so i left the crowd at 7++pm and came home to watch tv and visit my cousin coz she wants to buy bag from taiwan website.. n i could ask her to help me buy... wooooooHooooo..... but trust me, my eyes is really getting droppy already.. i am forcing my dear eyelid to open for awhile more...

once again happy new year to everyone...

IT"S 02-01-09!!!! Rejoice!!!~~~~

Happy New Year 2009

Hi everyone, happy new year 2009 to you...

New year eve was rather a busy one.... thank you may n cissa for inviting me to the countdown cum bbq party.... sorry that i ran off half way, nonetheless it was a short and pleasant trip...

Then meet up with the gals for our own kind of bbq... generally i muz say we tend to overbuy alot of things. but it was still a fun exciting shopping trip with the gals, alright next time i will bring a calculator with me and calculate every value as we buy then we won't overspend again... But it was fun and cool to be able to do it in this kind of fashion...

Sourcing for the location for the bbq was kind of tough with east coast entirely overpacked with vehicles and obviously PeoPle on new year eve.... Probably Great Minds think alike, all want the breeze and fine spot to spend a great time with family and friends.... wahaha... anyway, luckily we didn't go east coast.. my cousin juz told she and her friends was fined around $200++ becoz they didn't booked the pit and was caught by the park ranger... so which is entirely not worth the kind of money to be spend.

Anyway, our next location of bbq was west coast park. a quiet area of the other coast line as compared to east coast park, sentosa and paris ris park... alright it was less populated however it was still kind of musical or termed as noisy with people singing... free entertainment isn't it great... but not really the case especially u r entirely not in the mood.

So we found a nice little pit and prepared our near bbq food. the food was not too bad... the whole bonding session of setting up everything was so special to me...

dear bird, u r simply brillant to set up that fire...
i always thought it would very hard to start up that fire and we always need guys to do it.
u changed my view...

dear cheong and carol, being the favorite chef for the bbq session busy marinating and preparing the food with the help with chick... wahaha... it was somehow so well coordinated that everything fell into place and we manage to serve ourselves with many varieties of food... xinyi, really i always thought chicken wing is very hard to be cooked when bbq... but the one with have was not too bad... haha...

the game of monopoly was a good time passer for me and i enjoyed playing it... nxt time dear bird, could joined us with the game too... really want to apologise to bird for letting u juz napping on a really uncomfortable place at the park and letting u catch a cold... hope u r feeling better already...

this year de celebration on new year was somehow different compared to last year version. even though we get to see some view of fireworks from vivo city but the interaction and coordination of bbq from the pathetic fireworks from the west coast line was still very cozy for me lah... wat that is entirely memorable for me is that this year my first minute of entering this particular new year is outside the west coast toilet... juz step out only, yupe it struck 12... wat a coincidence...

Nonetheless it was a nice way to start a year... n i manage to see a bit of the sun rising... it had been entirely been a while that i will be this early to admire the beautiful peace of scenery...

Contentment bah...

At least i manage to scrap through my modules even though i might not have done well for my final test...but yes at least that part is over!!! looking forward NOW!!!!

results

Name : LIN SIHUIStudent No : U064938A
2008/2009 Sem 1 Examination for BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION 2

Module Code Module Title Grade
BSP2001 Macro And International Economics C
DSC2003 Management Science C+
DSC3201 Supply Chain Management C+
DSC3203 Service Operations Management C+
DSC3222J TIOSCM: Operations Strategy B-

CAP: 2.45(CAP computed is accurate based on progress & declaration made as at time of printing.)

FRI's gals outing to tiong bahru market then to town for movie...

then i realised i totally lost track of dates... days juz passed by like the same u see.

that means losing the focus... i mentioned a lot of things that is going to happen on 19 dec and true and behold, the day we went out was 19 dec... apparently i wasn't very clear of that lah... i m lost in lala land

town was as usual packed with tons of ppl... WOW! it was overwhelming... but it is singapore ah... some country packed with ppl is right de ah... when u dun see ppl, then u will be puzzled. Towards 1-2am in town, i kind of like the feeling of walking the stretch of town area when it is more deserted... it felt really peaceful and nice and at the same time able to enjoy the christmas lightnings.

hmm... i think i love that movie... coz it is like some kind of sweet love.. even though it juz so short... funny juz like some courting process. yupe... happy watching the show to satisfy my curosity of vampires apart from general sterotype of associated gory scene . This show protrays vampire to be like angel like that... so beautiful, sparkle like a gem... wooooohoooo... ''

Next movie craving would be "Bedtime stories" which is out on xmas... i think it would be another nice show like "night in the museum" for great entertainment.

gotta control my budget le,,, getting more n more tight in my pocket... but nonetheless, it is rather a different year end for me bcoz past few years was spend working and enjoying different company party, "even though i was juz a temp staff" no obligation n juz playing ard kind. i can see myself nxt christmas would be a full time hopefully dedicated staff of some office.

yesterday i received a career invitation letter from police force. given it much thought, i might want to join them wor... apart from the physical training that would be tough for me. but it would be another kind of routine job for me. whahaha... juz a thought i guess...

My school result will be out on the 23rd Dec... Really looking forward to that day to see my score. Hopefully i won't failed bah... at least these are the things that i think i had really learn bah...

juz saw the module allocation, i got all 5 modules i wanted in my preference. juz left one breadth that i need to choose from. Intro to cybercrime is not included this semester. so yah... i can't take that too... see how it goes bah...

I will be having a 5 Day week next semester!!! with 6 modules to cope... i guess it would be a busy semester with tons of things to accomplished and experienced. WOW... juz Hope things will go well and everything will start fresh and new and nice...

Then i would be a graduate soon!!! YUPE ... swimming in the working World for more Cash, Experience and counting of when would be holiday!!! Haha...

As for Now, it is juz chill n do cheapo stuff 1st coz no working means no $$$. thus muz do cheap activity at the moment.

eliz, cheong n chick, maybe we shld try to have another pinic (soccer) or juz trip to sentosa soon. or maybe, let me try cycling again soon... then wahahaahah...

cloud watching

the past few days was down with flu n wasn't feeling very well.

but i finally took some steps to rectify that!!! which is go for a walk... juz yesterday i went out in the morning for a stroll to queenstown library to and fro... there is some distance lah... approx 2 to 3 bus stops. then in the evening i went for a walk at the field with my parents.

it was a rather nice weather bcoz there were clouds on that bright sky... i think i kind of fall in love with watching of the cloud. bcoz it could have form many different shape and u could juz be fascinate by how it changes. i was brisk walking and making my rounds ard the track but entirely the whole focus was juz enjoying how the cloud transform into so much interesting things. it was nice!!! i think i love it... Simplicity of joy is then easy to satisfy me.

Maybe i shld try it more often. i feel very happy after that walk juz lifting my head, enjoying the breeze of wind n exercising at the same time. However, i was too lazy after that to go to my favourite kickboxing le...

Nonetheless, i will look forward to today's tennis session or table tennis session... Appreciate my holiday!!! i guess i am starting to learn the joy of it... bcoz it had been always trying to hook up a temp job during holiday. it is different i guess...

seen any ultra slacker... i guess that is meeeeeee.....

couldn't secure an one month job assignment thus i am slacking at home which is entirely not good at all... being reprimanded by my own bro becoz i had been watching too much online show during my one month holiday. what good can it be??? i know life passing like that is meaningless.

what to do? ppl dun wan employ me, not i neber go search job... No income is another problem lah... with lesser money, how can one enjoy life when u go out... i am still owning ppl $$ lah... still thanks to the buddies that help me out... n probably trying to accomodate with me for the time being... hehe...

usual routine now is super typical, either read a novel, online korean drama rundown, eat or sleep... or maybe a slight housework session (which is super easy kind where u juz do sweeping and mopping) or juz listening to radio... hmmm... this is wat my bro termed as "cheap life". No purpose no goal at all.

i agreed to it lah, that is y i am getting lethargic to it... Haiz.. one month has gone down to 3 weeks and depleting.. maybe i shld juz stone for the one month then...

Finally gotten the approval from the dean after several email correspond.

a relief i guess, but yes i would try to cope for all the modules i am taking.

yes no much fun back in school but serious business to concentrate and perform in order not to fail those who assisted me.

off to rest and see whether recruit agency could call me for job recommendation. in need of a temporary job... i need the $$$. hehe

Mistaken and retribution to the responsibility not taken care well of

I got this generic bad feeling that i might have to stay another semester due to not meeting the graduating requirement.

juz received an email from the prof that states that u would need very good reason to take both modules simultaneously as the pre-requisite is there for a purpose lah...

hold and behold, frantically speaking, i do not have a strong point to fight... i juz missed the intake to take in economics module when i was in year 2 semester 1 and then i become at this stage where i will have to stay for another semester for take particular module. This matter does bother me at some point earlier. But i saw the hope when people let me know that someone from previous could take it simultaneously. which mean i could graduate on time.

But now looking at the prof's response, it means highly unlikely to happen. which means i am going to waste another semester to come back for another module, wasted the additional $4000 bucks due to that, no graduation with frenz... no graduation vacation trip together. Not being able to come out and work and earn money to repay my huge debt. Haiyo!!! convocation would be on my 24years old... a pity men... being not able to graduate with all my frenz... sad sad case!!!!

Hoping for some mircale that could happen to me bah!!! Lets all pray for me!!! sob~~

It is finally over!!!

WOOHOOO>... My exam finally marks the end of semester n i enjoy my holiday right now...

hmm... first thing is to search for temporary job to take account of my 10% school fee for next semester. Hope everything would be good for the job search process. since it is really a short period of time.

then relaz watever i want... haha... then have occasional exercise outing with the gals, occasional eating outings too... isn't life juz wonderful to relaz!!! but bear in mind not too overslack...haha...

Happy birthday to dear Rachel!!! Best wishes to u and all the best in your work in NZ. Sounds pretty exciting and fun experience. Keep Up your good work!!! JiaYou...

sTUDY does not mean u can DO WELL

haiyo, 3 test in a row had been a disasterous period for me especially running sick concurrently for 3 days. sick, test, sleep, study,test sleep, study, test, sick...



then result in damn poor response to exam... haiz.. everyday my dad will ask me whether i could make it. n yah... damn... my response is always CANNOT... sorry to disappoint him, he meant well to check on me. but the invisible stress is there that i find uncomfortable. i only told my mum abt it....



sadly, even though i prepared for a week. it is not reflected well in my test. i couldn't do a lot of it... kind of depressing. i am gona rest for a while then study further for my other 2 test. even the studying does not make any difference. haiz... but at least i made the effort.



OVER OVER....

Sihui Lifecycle for the week

Alright, let start with the story where i want to work and study hard for this exam bcoz i got 5 of them to accomplish n i knew i could not finish preparing at home due to constant distraction and no motivation. Thus wat i needed was FOCUS. n NUS school library does provide a rather quiet and competitive environment for u to stay focus for period of time. SO basically i spend my whole study break in the school library. even though i come in late at noon time and left the place at evening time. AT least i could finish some content... Time are running out.

When i first arrivee at the library,i would be the person to the left. Fully Engrossed and trying very hard to study, then towards the middle,i would be like the person to the right...

soon after fisherman's friends become my favorite companion in the library with ice milk tea or ice mango juice.

Thus during this week i read alot but rest a sure nothing gets into my small brain... it is not working leh... sad leh... but juz fight it for a while more bah...Alright this sums up my study life this week and i would wish for entertaining life after... wish sports week is back with court volleyball, tennis, badminton, beach volleyball, kickboxing, trekking, visiting areas... hmmm... searching for temp job n etc... oh n visit jen's dearest princess after my exam... hehe... Great! this 2 weeks will passed by real fast... n i hope i could passed my test....

All the best for those that are still mugging....

Happy birthday to the gals

i know pix are a little late n i apologise to that coz i practically forgotten abt it...

so yupe this r some pix for show...

me with the christmas tree... 2008 de.... n gals below with the tree

~~~us smiling brillantly~~~

bird n cheong at gillman village

thanks for the concern.

i am getting better already. alive n kicking.

but exam is round the corner, another one more week to go till exam and i only started on one chpt.

GOSH!!! pls let me concentrate and not sidetrack as much...

gd night@-_-@zzz

Food Poisoning

It had been a rather bad experience vomitting through the night and a day more...

even if u have not eaten anything, u would juz vomit none-stop. this feeling is terrible.

maybe this is a form of way to slim down. Dunno?? going to the doctor later to see wat happen?

anyway is not me alone, my mum had it on monday, i had it on tues, then my dad is falling sick now.

Stay away from us. the virus for the moment.

Swimming with Tigers

Tigers are known as the best swimmers of all the big cats with modified webbing between their toes to make their feet more like flippers. But The Institute of Greatly Endangered and Rare Species, or Tigers, near Miami, claims to have overcome the problem by encouraging both tigers and humans to swim together in a specially adapted pool. Traditionally, trainers have struggled to build an attachment with the largest of the big cats. Despite the apparent danger, the trainers are never at risk. They've found that in the water people and tigers are on a more equal footing. The hand-reared tigers are introduced to the water a few months after birth and the trainers then give one-on-one tuition to each of the animals while they are in the water.

i grabbed from someone's email. cool isn't it so???

---Swimming with Tigers---

Time fly and time has come to the end of week 11 of my 3rd year semester 1.

Another one or more semester it will mark the end of my school life.

Economy is not performing very well when i am about to graduate as a result it will be very hard to secure a job.

Without the necessary experience, it would be so much harder to bargain for a better stand.

Not as if i am really well prepared and verse in my speech to gain me a seat in some company.

Upon having high loans repayment and not having be able to secure high pay job in the near future, has put a certain level of pressure unto me.

This crisis is just not hitting on only one country where people could source better land to gain better prospect. However, it is in fact affecting the whole world. There is no where for you to hide or venture. Just have to make the mark in your own ground and pick up from there.

Sourcing for the right future seems so much like the photos i posted.

So near yet so far....

catch it in your hand??? or just a bluff???

No worry people, i am alright, juz panic for my future after completing my studies.

Definitely at this point in time, i would not be continuing with a master or whatever course because of my lousy result and most importantly my financial status. Maybe i am also afraid that i will be an old hag too.

LOL. Y am i worrying now? when i can't do anything about it?

hmm... Thinking is always random i guess..

ReDang

Another place--- Redang

Located off the coast of Terengganu, situated in the archipelago of islands touted as Malaysia's premier Marine Park in the calm waters of Teluk Dalam, lies Berjaya Redang Beach Resort, a place where the sun, sea and sands combine to create a tropical haven.


Beautiful powder white beaches with pristine blue waters and lush tropical rainforest, lure visitors to the magical Redang Island. Redang Island is recognised as one of the best coral and marine ecosystems in Malaysia and its becoming a major eco-tourist. It's home to a colourful brilliance of underwater kingdom with over 55 genera of corals and 100 species of fish.





source: www.berjayahotels-resorts.com/redangresort.htm

a place to relaz

www.ineedabreak.com.sg

this is the website that i went recently to...



i quite like cameron highlands with the strawberry farm, tea plantation, fresh air and nice place to relax and chit chat over to a couple of frenz... maybe it is an old activity...but i think it might be a refreshing one apart from the daily shopping kind.



Yupe, i love both as long is holiday with fren... juz eat and enjoy the different kind of life... not stress but relaz...



Let me do a mini recap of this place...




Here is a list of some of the strawberry farms in Cameron Highlands

Kasimani's Strawberry Farm , KHM Strawberry, EQ Strawberry Farm, Healthy Strawberry Farm & Raju's Hill Strawberry Farm

No trip to Cameron Highlands would be complete without a trip to the tea plantations. This is one of the main attraction that most people visit in the highlands.


There are two butterfly farms in Cameron Highlands and the are both located around the Kea Farm area.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly Farm Various species of butterflies and live insects are on display here. Located in Kea Farm.

Cameron Highlands Butterfly GardenAnother butterfly garden which is located around the Kea Farm area. Various species of butterflies and live insects can be found here. It also has a small bonsai garden and souvenier shop.

hmm.. i am feeling kind of sore and embarrassed by the presentation i had just now.

i must admit that i did not done well on the topic. i guess i couldn't analyze further in depth of the issue and when the prof ask, i couldn't answer and i guess he was very frustrated with me but he got no choice.

i m really sorry to my teammates... b'coz of my part, it might have drag down the average result of the presentation. haiz... no gd...

then my stupid thumbdrive spoiled so i have to re do so many things. shit!!! wat life.... i wan to cry lah... it is juz not smooth.

i stop working already, i should have more time to settle my school work and projects. but my time is juz not enough... i am sleeping ard 2plus am and waking up at ard 8am almost daily. this is much worse than wat i am doing when i am working. at least if i am working, i make it a point to sleep ard 12am instead of 2am +++. my eyes are getting smaller liao... haiz... i must be contented as compared to my dear friends bah... they are even more busy than me and much more stress on them.

alright i shld stop... franking speaking i wasn't paying attention to my lecturer and busying blogging and sulking over my mistake. Y do i have so much bad habits that i need to change???

1st thing would be punctuality. i am sorry, dear friends, i promised to improve on it soon.

2nd thing would be procrastination. not sure whether got this word a not? anyway i shldn't push things to really the dateline... it would be commiting suicide.

3rd thing would be my plan to exercise. haiz... my bro scold me say i dun have the motivation to slim down lah. say and no action. and it was actually spot on.... NO more excuses bah.... no more prioritizing as an excuse!!!

i must try to at least kick off this 3 inborn negative devils....

i want to kill myself. today i realised that my thumbdrive needs to be formatted... which means it is spoiled and needs to be restarted all over again.

guess what!!! i save all my projects and tutorials in my thumbdrive and no spare copies... ARGH!!! i gona have to rush projects once again and finish stuff once again... how i wish i could just go jump down...

y muz spoiled now!!! i am losing my grip!!!!Hate that the technology fails me... n i hate myself for not having backup!!!

Sob for the lost work that i had burn midnight oil half completing it!!! n now it is gone!!! i am freaking out!!!

NOt Productive Week

oh stupid, after this intensive use of internet computer beside watching an online movie, and various internet research for project. i realised i still did not completed my project at all and objective set for today.

oh gosh, which leaves me lesser time to complete the other task on hand... i think i tend to side track too much when i am at home. probably i shld juz try to complete my work in school before coming home. shall bring lappy to school tml for project meeting and then hor...

i haven started studying for my another mid-term exam which econs. SHIT... i can't understand how to do the tutorial.. i wasn't prepared and so... i didn't read up the text... i m juz freaking myself out with not completing simple task.

rest and a place to stone... where???
Not yet!!! Better dun slack too much....

oh n the test i took on tues, haiz i think i will flank it lah. coz i left 2 question totally unanswered (amounting to 20marks) n the rest i wasnt sure of it as well. juz trying to fill up the blanks u see...

nvm... LET it passed....

Sorry for ppl that r reading, i m mediating with myself on my blog... it is a way for me to organise my haywire thoughts. after some time then i will come back n read my own blog to figure what i want to express. so dun mind, juz shut off lah... if things dun make sense, then it doesn't matter until it was figured out. hehe.

Paisei le